Connecting with reality involves facing ones own toxicity and the pain behind it!

This world is backward spiritually due to all the toxic spiritual/emotional energy that exists here within individuals and permeating out to the society they are part of! Everything has a degree of connectivity spiritually! Individuals can heal themselves from this toxic energy and become healthier physically and spiritually/emotionally! Our standard of what is healthy can improve a lot! People today tend tolerate lower standards in what constitutes a healthy relationship intimately/socially, as well as to what constitutes a healthy body! Toxic/abusive habits and behaviors are very prevalent in this world! Harmful and addictive drugs and refined foods that act like drugs are everywhere in the overly indulgent society we live in! Heathy habits involving exercise and meditation needs to be done more often and with focus on quality over quantity! It is not easy to get healthy physically and spiritually! Dealing well with pain helps one to tune into reality so much more strongly and develop the body awareness/intuition and spiritual strength to eat healthier food and do challenging exercises with a meditative part to them to help one push ones limits in becoming more healthy and functional in a very challenging world we are part of!

One can not get a better grip one reality or the truth that comes with it without dealing with the pain that comes with it! People on addictive drugs have to face a lot of pain in order to get off of them! People with delusions or addictive beliefs that tune them out from reality must face the toxicity within themselves that feeds their need to escape from facing this very challenging reality we exist in with all of the serious problems contained within it! Facing reality is not easy, but as we mature spiritually, we must face more of it head on and in a more rational, less delusional way! This world (type of reality) we exist in is not a joke to laugh at, and dream of ways to escape from! We need a mindset that does not desire to escape from the type of reality we all now exist in, rather than dreaming of some fantasy type reality that one can escape to in the future into some kind so called bliss like state of enlightenment or heavenly existence after death! We need to embrace the reality we exist in and become up to facing the intense challenges it has that can bring out the most in us spiritually!

Cycles are part of our reality and do not stop when we end one life cycle! We do not escape them, but we can learn from each cycle so the next one will be a better one! This cyclic part of our individual reality we not stop just because our body dies: The cycle of life and death and rebirth will continue! As one tunes in more spiritually, one will better sense this reality! People who do not do the hard work to become more tuned in spiritually will be pretty clueless as to how thing actually work in this challenging physical/spiritual reality we exist in! The spiritual component of our reality can not be ignored or misrepresented in some distorted fantasy type form without really toxic results happening within individuals and the world they exist in! Cycles of abuse need to be ended, so that we can live in a world that will be a really healthy and positive place to exist in! Hard work and pain comes facing reality more directly and thus being able to achieve a lot in a reality that provides us with so many challenges that we can become capable of handling by making the effort to bring out the best in ourselves.

I am a neurologically “differently abled” spiritual pioneer with my value to this world in this very specialized area I write about. My survival and value in this world has always depended on me pushing the edge of my capabilities in this only area I was good at! I have trained myself to handle extreme pain both emotional and physical extremely well! I have developed my own spiritual theories, meditative techniques, and astrology system(dealing with physical-spiritual connection). The truth scares people because it can trigger the toxic energy within people! Healing oneself so that one can reach a higher level of function physically and spiritually is not at all easy! I know this from personal experience! Great explorers often need to be able to deal with extreme pain and extremely challenging conditions that push them to the edge when it come to their survival! They often survive situations that others find really incredible! Amazing things can happen if one put forth the amazing focus and effort required despite the great odd involved! I identify with the great explorers of the past! I am a doer, and fear not being in the public spotlight and demonstrating through my personal spiritual energy what I have to offer to this world as the spiritual pioneer I definitely am!!!

I have so many posts on WordPress that go into my spiritual ideas and techniques!  Make the effort and explore them!!!

A strong accurate sense of spiritual self-worth is so important in this spiritually backward world!

Ego does not have consistent definitions! Awareness of ones individual value to this world is extremely important to performing ones purpose well in this challenging physical world we exist in that can bring out the most in us spiritually! Being a spiritual pioneer and a very unique spirit I have to be willing to stand up for my self worth against so many people who are stuck in a very limiting spiritual mindset that contributes to this world being so backward spiritually! It takes a lot of spiritual strength to stand up against the mindless spiritual energy that is so locked in on this planet.

One needs to develop more self awareness and understanding of ones individual uniqueness in order to develop further spiritually! We need to develop the most out of our unique abilities in order to make a real difference in this world. It is really hard work. I find that often people who preach about Ego being bad are the same ones who are really insensitive to those like me who were born neurologically different with unique abilities that take a great deal of effort to develop and contribute them to the world. Spiritual achievement is earned by how well one develops ones ability to effectively handle the most intense emotions that exist in this world. Emotions power the spiritual and all of them can be used in a positive way when mastered! When ones becomes really good at something one has to be willing to promote ones own value! Toot ones own horn. In the spiritual area in this spiritually backward world this is especially true, Mindless followers are way to plentiful in this world. Rational spiritual theories that actually work really well in the real world are really hard to come by here on this Earth!

Spiritually Backward World destroys potential of so many uniquely abled individuals

I have disconnected from Medicaid and will depend only on VA for medical help which I now have a higher priority since I receive a veterans pension! When over 65 I get the benefits I would have got earlier if I qualified as disabled! I had to survive most of my life with the help of friends and relatives since I could not get any reasonable means of support/income otherwise.. I could have gotten help from society(social services) if I convinced them I had serious mental problems and then they would put me on drugs. My spiritual skills may eventually be appreciated, but for most of my life I had to fight really hard to stay heathy and sane in a spiritually backward world that forces a lot of people to get desperate and either end up in prison or on drugs/medications!

One really has to personally feel the injustice and spiritually backwardness of this world in order to find a solution to it. I have great intensity which is very capable of defending myself against those with a collective mindset that is not capable of understanding a lot of the problems in this world or people who are directly affected by them! One does not achieve an awful lot in this world unless one has first been made aware personally of how serious the problems really are!

It takes great motivation and effort well directed for one to achieve really great things in this world. Often those who do not make much effort to achieve very much will try to put down those who claim to be more aware and capable than them! Some people can just not handle the fact that some people are superior to them as a result of putting forth the effort to be so! We all need to work hard to improve and to take advantage of those who are more capable than we are to help us to do so. Sometimes we just have to progress a lot on our own using our creativity to figure out things that no one seems to have figured out well enough!

PURPOSE vital to spiritual existence

Purpose is what keeps a spirit alive! Drugs and beliefs that make one comfortable without purpose destroy the spirit! Death of the body does not end the need for purpose to exist for the spirit. Some afterlife theories are like drug like states in that time, the future and purpose are removed. Continuous reincarnation that keeps the life cycles going in a challenging/stimulating environment similar to what we are use to functioning in here on this Earth is what is going to keep the spirit’s purpose and vitality strong. Having a future and goals to work toward to make things better is so important to the spirit .

Nothing really exists that does not have a purpose to exist in a universe that has a timeline to allow this. The desire to escape the universal timeline is not that healthy for anyone spiritually! Beliefs have to work in the real world. Delusional beliefs support all kind of unhealthy addictions including addictions to lock-in beliefs. Positive change and growth help the spirit to maintain purpose and vitality! Anything of value take a lot of effort over a period of time to achieve! A strong sense of purpose is required to be able to achieve a lot in this challenging world and universe.

Do not underestimate the spiritual impact others have on your life.

It is important that you choose carefully who you allow to get close to you or choose to do business with. Connections have a strong affect on you spiritually! People are not just mere reflections of you. You need to choose friends who value what you have to offer and in which offer you something of value in return. As you advance further spiritually you will better sense intuitively which people are of positive value to relate to and which are best to avoid. You can only help others spiritually who are receptive to that help……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
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Some people are not good investments of your time and energy. Make sure you are a good investment of the time and energy of others. We exist on this Earth in order to develop and contribute something of value to its well being. This world has a lot of people who are messed up spiritually. You need not reflect their lack of spiritual development, but can make a strong effort to advance to a higher level spiritually yourself and help others who are receptive to do the same.

 

Cycles of abuse happen a lot on this Earth with those who have been abused tending to either abuse others in return or to abuse themselves. Most people do not take really good care of themselves when it come to diet and exercise. Lots of people are addicted to drugs, drug like foods,addictive type relationships and other things that harm their ability to get the most out of themselves physically and spiritually. Some spiritual/religious beliefs act like drugs in that they tune one out from the importance of making the most out of the reality we exist in now on this Earth! This reality we exist in is very challenging and we need to have spiritual beliefs/theories that help us handle these challenges and the pain that comes with them.

 

Pain, and spiritual growth go together. Past traumas(from past abuse) can be very painful to face and heal from. But, we can not end the cycle of abuse we are in, if we do not heal ourselves. Those that can handle the most pain can take on the toughest challenges inside and outside themselves and achieve the most. Effective spiritual/meditative training is very difficult and challenging. But, well worth the results that come from it. One can not do really challenging and effective spiritual training if ones spiritual theories/programming does not connect one enough to the very challenging reality one now exists in so as to motivate one to do it.

Here is a link to the type of meditative exercises I do, which also has a link at the end of it to all sorts of ideas on how to meditate based on my long history of experimenting and developing them:

Past Traumas left unhealed are holding us back spiritually on this planet

Delusions and unhealed past traumas go together. Drugs and medications can help one live with these unhealed traumas, but often become addictive or dependent on! Traditional religions tend to act like drugs being based more on mythology and the delusions that support them, than by connecting people with hard reality! Our food industry creates refined adulterated foods that taste good, but do not focus on health creating impact. People then no longer can enjoy basic foods that are actually healthy! They are so use to indulging themselves that they are not hungry enough to appreciate real healthy foods! People are more interested in “feeling good” than facing more of reality spiritually and getting real positive results on this planet and the great sense of well being achieving something of great merit produces within oneself.
A lot of people think they can escape their unhealed traumas and the abuse associated with them after death, and have delusionary beliefs(after life theories) that support this! They actually think they can escape the “cycle of abuse” rather than having to do the hard work to heal/change it. I am all about training people in a way to heal them spiritually while helping them improve their spiritual theories/programming so that they can face the heavier dose of reality required in order to face and heal the strong emotional traumas that are holding them back spiritually!
The spiritual is powered by emotions, and we need to become a lot better at handling the whole spectrum of emotions in a positive way, rather than demonizing certain emotions that are not easy to handle. Life is meant to be challenging, and to inspire great achievements. We need to stop intoxicating ourselves with drugs and delusions and develop the spiritual maturity to actually transform the reality around us into something to be proud of!

Pain is an important and valuable part of life!!!!

One has to face the pain inside oneself in order to heal and get stronger and healthier physically and spiritually! The cycle of abuse toward others and oneself must end on this planet to the degree we are able to do this! We all need to develop the character required to carry our part of the burden and responsibility in this world! Pain can destroy people or make them stronger depending on how well they are able to deal with it avoid its destructive side! Hard work can be quite painful a lot of the time especially when done to improve oneself spiritually! We have so many serious problems on this planet and we need everyone to carry their own weight.
Pain lets one know how hard one can push oneself and get away with it safely! Fear works with the help of pain to enable one to be able to do amazing things and to sense when one has to be extra careful and do ones best to avoid really damaging consequences. The reason I can read my body so well is because I do not use pain killers and focus so hard on reading the signals my body sends me to let me know what I can safely get away with and when I need to focus really hard at adjusting what I am doing in order to avoid injury when exercising extremely hard physically and spiritually!! In order to achieve a lot in life one must be able to put up with a lot of pain and hardship and embrace its character building qualities. One should avoid the negative side of both pain and fear, but understand and value their positive side!
Here is my YouTube video on this subject:

Indigo “spiritually gifted” children and getting the most out of oneself spiritually

There are a lot of reasons including nutrition, stress, and modern medicine keeping more people alive that in the past would not have survived, that lead to more births resulting in learning disabilities(differing learning styles) and unique psychological challenges, that when overcome or adjusted well to can result in special abilities being developed, that sometimes can be very spiritual in nature. With any challenge comes opportunity, provided one is willing to do the hard spiritual work to overcome the adversity that comes with being born with such unique challenges.

Indigo children are said to be born with special spiritual gifts. Indigo children are said by some sources to have a strong right brain emphasis with a tendency to have ADD or ADHD. Some sources say that almost everyone born recently in the west is an Indigo. We live in a world that is so backward spiritually and in which it is hard for anyone to readily find a way to get the most out of themselves spiritually so as to maximize what potential they are born with. Emotion powers the spiritual, so those who want to maximize their spiritual development must do what it takes to become good at handling hard and difficult emotions well so that they can utilize them to motivate themselves to overcome what strong spiritual/emotional obstacles that come in their way. Learning patience and the ability to put up with very challenging conditions helps one to develop spiritual character. Often has to do ones best to deal with the conditions life hands one and make the most of what limited circumstances that one currently finds oneself in. Being overly rebellious can handicap ones ability to get the most out of the situations life presents one with. Too much permissiveness and a desire for instant gratification can handicap one ability to handle the really tough challenges of life and the opportunities these challenges present one with.

Great achievements require overcoming a lot of obstacles and putting in the required effort to deserve the results. One is not automatically entitled to a certain result, but must pay ones dues so to speak. A reasonable respect for authority and those who have achieved success in this world is important to have if one is to become successful oneself in this world. Spiritual success is not at all easy to achieve. Too much of a focus on creature comforts and materialism tends to dull ones spiritual sensitivity and weaken ones character. Really spiritually developed people master their emotions and desires and are able to live very ascetic, stoic existences and experience a feeling of great well being due to how they are able to contribute to others with their spiritual gifts. It is so important to get ones pleasure and purpose in life from contributing what one has to offer to making this world a better place to exist in.

Different people have different abilities and not all need to specialize in the spiritual, although all does well to keep in good enough shape spiritually to get the most out of what potential they have in what ever important field they best can contribute to. The spiritual is but one field of many that one can excel in. It is important that people focusing in the spiritual field do not develop an “ego” that makes them feel superior to those who focus on other fields important to helping this physical world we exist in function well!

Here is a link to my very effective meditative walking exercise:

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2016/10/04/meditative-walking-developing-a-stronger-spiritual-connection-with-the-physical/

Why as a spiritual pioneer I must train so extremely hard spiritually

I survive due to my hard spiritual training. My position is weak on this planet, has been since birth, and my survival is not getting any easier. So, I compensate, by keep increasing my spiritual strength and capabilities. Often necessity is the mother of invention. My abilities are so limited to the spiritual area, that I must find a way to contribute something of a lot of value to the world in this area. My astrology system is not just any astrology system, but one that was designed to work better than those of the past.

It is hard to brings new/better spiritual beliefs and techniques to a world that is very resistant to this. I believe this world is not in a very good spiritual state, and am personally reminded of this everyday. I do not go around totally blaming the victims of all the terrible conditions and problems that exist on this Earth, when these serious problems are the result of the inadequate spiritual beliefs/understanding that exists on this Earth. When one is a victim of the messed up spiritual state this world in in in some way, it is up to you to work extremely hard to change the conditions that exist here.

I have to constantly work at getting stronger spiritually so that I can individually challenge the various spiritual/religious beliefs that exist on this planet which have quite a number of believers in them. When one individually challenges a belief that has numerous believers, one will be at a disadvantage, since beliefs with the psychic support of many are at an advantage over beliefs supported by only one person. A pioneer is often in a position where they have to overcome a lot of resistance to their different/new view of the world.

I am protecting myself from the antagonistic spiritual energy I have directed toward me as a result of challenging the spiritual beliefs of others, by maintaining a diet that keeps me hungry to a degree all the time so that I keep my blood sugar low. I feel low blood sugar helps me to meditate even harder and deeper and stay in a tough/difficult and protective spiritual state. When one is dealing with being hungry, properly and within safe limits, one will pick up on a sort of restless/frantic energy that can be very useful to keep one really tough and sharp spiritually. One can put oneself in a really safe spiritual place from which you can safely challenge the inadequate spiritual beliefs that are responsible for the inadequate spiritual state this world is in.

I understand that a lot of people will see me in a negative spiritual light or will be unable to see the value in my spiritual approach, but all I need to do is reach the right people who are ready to handle the added discomfort that comes with gaining more hard spiritual truth and the training and resultant spiritual capabilities that come with it. Great achievements in any area of value, require being trained really well and overcoming an awful lot. The spiritual is just another field one can achieve a lot in provided one is willing to do the well directed hard work required.

5/6/16:  I got a lot of good spiritual insight and improved my spiritual training technique quite a bit when on the diet that kept me quite hungry a lot of the time.  I am no longer battling hunger like I did when this blog post was published. I have since put on some weight and now train even better and harder.  My astrology system got perfected to the point that I no longer feel any need to improve it further.  My strict diet has not changed much other than adding more calories with my 8 small meal every 3 hours around the clock.  I am on a high protein(about 130 grams), high carbohydrate, and low fat diet with oatmeal being my staple food eaten at practically every meal.  I am now connecting more easily with other people which is required for me to bring my more advance spiritual ideas and training techniques to the world.

Here is a link to my very important meditative walking blog post:   https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2016/10/04/meditative-walking-developing-a-stronger-spiritual-connection-with-the-physical/

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