Personal information for those who want a serious relationship with me

I am Thomas Goodwin, 70 years old now, but very healthy and fit due to my diet and physical Spiritual training, single, live in San Antonio TX, survive on a veteran pension since I am over 65, poor, and served in the Navy during Wartime, I practice celibacy like a lot of intensely Spiritual people do: meaning I am not looking for a romantic relationship since I need all of my focus directed towards my spiritual mission.

I am a neurologically different with limited visual memory and finer motor skills. I struggle my whole life to survive in a world that I did not fit in. The educational system did not work for me. The job market did not work for me. The Religious/Spiritual institutions did not work for me. The media did not work for me and the medical industry did not work for me. I survive because of the charity of my parents most of my life. I had to develop an extremely strong sense of Spiritual purpose in order to survive in this world and not just give up and allow the stress to destroy my health and kill me. In 1992 the stress came really close to killing me with two near death experiences happening.

I became incredibly obsessed with my desire to make a big impact on the world at that point so as to change the the terrible Spiritual state this world was in as I perceived it. As time went on my diet became stricter and more fine tuned to my needs, since this was not hard for me to do, since my will power was strong and I instinctually knew that my survival and purpose was more important than the temporary pleasure of junk food. I grew up arround natural foods, so I got a head start on realizing how important health was to ones survival and well being. Survival depended on the ability to defend yourself an awful lot when you are Neurologically different in the way that I was.

Sexually I became aware of the dangers posed by getting involved with someone whose lack of understanding could undermine the confidence in your self required to take on the challenges that being different you automatically face. Deep Spiritual connection is often replaced by the drug like affect of sexual intimacy. I thus was celibate a lot of my life and completely since the year 2000. No orgasms with a woman or anyone since 1983 when I ended a 1 year romantic relationship with a woman, but never lived with her. I learned at that time that the bond created in a sexual relationship had a strong affect on ones Spiritual energy, so I I avoided that type of spirtual bonding ever since. I needed all my spirtual energy for the Spiritual mission I was on that revolved around developing a new Spiritual astrology system dealing with the so important physical Spiritual connection that exists between us and the vaste physical universe we are part of and it’s cyclical nature.

When we become more advanced Spiritual we understand that individual Spirits like us are collectively the most powerful force in this universe and Spiritually responsible for how well it functions. We the people have the power Spiritually, not some automatic all powerful pulling spirit/God. As we feel more responsible and empowered Spiritually we then develop the will to take on bigger things and handle the pain that comes with taking on really big challenges and responsibilities. One can not solve problems if one is not connected to the pain or harm associated with it. A lot of people have their ability to feel by eating an unhealthy diet, over indulging in sex and harmful drugs.

We need to finally grow up Spiritually and start really feeling things strongly and develop the strength and maturity to handle the strong emotions that power the Spiritual and when properly channeled can help one to achieve incredible things.

Scientists things they know so, but until they develop a lot more Spiritual maturity will still be like kids playing with toys, except the toys they are playing with cause very serious problems in this world. At this point in my life, I have a very strong one track mind which is determined to bring the better Spiritual theories and techniques I developed over decades of extreme efforts to the world. The astrology system I developed in conjunction with the development of these Spiritual theories and meditative techniques is really my crowning glory. It is beyond me to fully understand and utilize the astrology system I formulated.

A lot of what I started can be taken so much further once a huge number of people with Spiritual expertise put their heads together and use their unique skills to perfect what I started a lot further. I am 70 years old and I need to get in the spotlight soon so that blthe most of what I have to offer can be squeeze out of me before my spirit moves on to new lives and challenges beyond this one. I hope this blog makes good sense to those who read it because it came out like valuable stream of consciousness.

Here is my current physical/Spiritual work out program I am on:. Every morning I do an intense 2.5 mile meditative run/walk starting out hard and slow down as I get tired especially after the first half of the distance covered, then in the afternoon or evening I do a 1.5 intense meditative walk. Everything other day I do strength training trying to exercise as many muscle groups other than my legs that are well trained by running. I do short sprints when doing running or walking when ever I am motivated by traffic, dogs or anything that may affect my meditative state I am in. Also stretch my back and legs with some squats carefully done at the beginning of each session. Also do other stretches I find of value to me after exercise band training.

Reincarnation of the continuous type is the best spiritual theory

Reincarnation forces one to accept responsibility for the reality one finds oneself in. Most spiritual beliefs in this spiritually backwards world do not respect the reality we are in right now enough and this is not good. Life is very challenging and one has to become really strong and aware spiritually to handle it. It goes in cycles within this life and beyond this life. One has to own the challenging conditions one finds oneself in in order to heal and overcome them.

Fantasy beliefs may feel better, but mastering reality and it’s challenges brings about more positive results. Believing in continuous reincarnation takes a lot of spiritual maturity to handle and thus reap it’s benefits. Having either another life or another cycle within this life gives us other opportunities to change and improve the pattern we find ourselves in. Cycles of abuse including self abuse can be ended and toxic energy can be healed. Miracles can happen when one gets an extremely strong spiritual grip on reality so that one can better figure out challenging situations and thus make the most of them..

No one lives forever, so life will eventually end, but with the cyclical nature of reality each end results in a new beginning. With each new cycle one can take what one has learned from the past cycle to help one reach a higher level of competence in handling the challenges that reality in the new cycle offers you and be better able to contribute ones value to make the current reality around you that you share with others a better one and help others to do the same.

Dealing with victimization in a spiritually backwards world

We live in a spiritually backwards world, where abuse and victimization is to be expected. People who abuse or assault others would like to believe that there are no true victims except when they become a victim as a consequence of their own misbehavior.

People who do not work hard to become stronger spiritually through improving their spiritual theories and training techniques will not have the spiritual strength/character or intuition to defend themselves from harm or stay clear of it. Most people in this world victimize themselves due to the bad habits they maintain. Enabling bad habits or abusive behavior in others is a form of self abuse.

Giving to others that are not worth while causes is a waste of resources that could be used to help others that are seriously working hard to improve their situation spiritually in a way that they can themselves become a positive force for good in this world. Do not waste your valuable spiritual energy on those that will abuse the effort or resources you are able to contribute. Do not just throw money away, but make sure you invest in worthwhile causes whether they are charitable institutions or individuals.

Some people will often play victim in order to get others to support their bad behavior or habits, rather than do the very hard spiritual work required by them to improve their situation, so that they can actually become a contributing member of our society, and able to help others also move in a more positive spiritual direction.

A Spiritual Energy Field underlies and operates our Physical Reality!

A spiritual energy field underlies and operates all of our physical reality, and the spirits that depend on it for their continuous existence must maintain this field. We must feel empowered spiritually in order to do this important role really well! This is a really advanced spiritual theory that a lot of people in this spiritually backwards world will reject in favor of beliefs developed in a less knowledgeable time! Science tends to be very insensitive to the important role the spiritual plays in our universe, and thus develops theories that need to be improved on a lot!

Discrimination against the neurological different is systemic

The overly conforming one size fits all tendency which is part of science, medicine, psychology and traditional religion is really doing great harm to a lot of people that are really special in their abilities. I am very aware of this because I have been strongly discriminated against all of my life for being neurologically differently with my survival being continuously threatened by this type of discrimination and the spiritually rooted misunderstanding that supports it. I do not have a “disorder” as psychology would classify it as! I am very specialized in my focus due to my uniqueness which has made me a pioneer in the spiritual area. Most of my theories I have developed are not that complicated, but can not reach those who are not willing to grow further in their understanding due to having the very limiting and closed spiritual mindset that is so prevalent in this spiritually backwards world.

One can not overcome harmful discrimination without developing a higher level of understanding. Developing more understanding starts with having spiritual programming that enables one to make the effort to grow further in ones spiritual sensitivity and awareness. When you are as neurologically different as I am my survival and purpose requires that I develop really great spiritual understanding! I know my spiritual theories and techniques are really of great value, but I need people to at least look into them with an open mind and not just see me as a “nut” because I do not conform to the norm that so many people blindly accept!

The meditative training techniques I have developed have a lot of similarities to the repetitive coping devices neurologically different people tend to automatically use that psychology will consider a “disorder”. I do support “venting” of various types, since the frustration of being treated as a misfit by others with limited perspectives can create a need for unusual means to relieve the physical and emotional tension created. This venting is often seen by mental heath “expert” as a sign of a disorder. Neurologically different people have often been the geniuses that made great advances possible in our world. A lot of the “nerds” that dominate the top positions of power over the internet are neurologically different, but because they have fit in well enough often themselves are insensitive to those who are neurologically different that do not fit in so well. People who are “neurologically different” often are in denial of that fact, since a sigma comes with that classification. But some like me have no choice but to face this reality.

I have so many really great spiritual theories and training techniques here on this WordPress site. I developed a new astrology system also as a really great spiritual tuning device. The physical-spiritual connection is not something to ignore especially on the universal level. The spiritual is not science, but plays a very important role in how our universe operated just the same. Science becomes really limited when it discounts the value of the spiritual within the physical universe our spirits depend on for our existence.

I work hard to avoid needing the Medical Industry

I avoid needing the medical industry by taking really good care of myself. So many people are sick because they do not work much at all at living a healthier lifestyle. The medical industry gets people reliant on all sorts of prescription drugs that sometimes can actually weaken their immune system, which can be already weak as a result of over indulging in overly refined foods and not exercising themselves enough in mind, body, and spirit. Addictive recreational drugs and alcohol can add to this problem.

The coronavirus has a lot of easy victims in this country as a result. The spiritual plays a very strong role in keeping people healthy and alive. I know this since I have such an extreme spiritual focus that has helped me survive in a world that has done a lot to do me in, but failed because of my strong will to survive and achieve my purpose for being here. Being born neurological different with unique spiritual abilities, I have found that the over emphasis of one size fits all that science is so spiritually stuck on has not worked well for me or for so many other people on this spiritually backwards world. The spiritual just plays such a strong role in helping keep one healthy! I have so much spiritual information on this wordpress site that can help improve ones spiritual programming. Please skim through it and find that which is useful to you!

We get the elections, the democracy and the hard spiritual lessons we deserve!

We get the type of elections we collectively deserve, we get the type of democracy we deserve, and we face the hard spiritual lessons we deserve! Those in elite positions in our society will do what they can to hold onto the power, wealth, and influence they so strongly crave and will often do what ever it takes to maintain their positions, playing the game in any way that seems to work for them even if by so doing they maintain the spiritual backwardness of this world by so doing and help set up future crises as a result. Often winning an election during times of crises is not the price these politicians may envision. They can get into a situation that is more challenging than their extra big ego can handle and become the center of the hard spiritual lessons a society as a whole needs to learn. Losing an election however can give one the chance to look at things from different angles and reassess or reevaluate things and thus deepening ones spiritual understanding of what went wrong and continues to go wrong.

As a spiritual pioneer, I am willing to take controversial positions and explore differing perspective, since that comes with the territory of what I do. Those addicted to the traditional, or they way things currently are done in this world will not be able to relate to a extremely unique differently abled person like me, so their is little value in me trying to be popular with them. I have to choose my friends carefully in order to survive and contribute what i have to offer to the world spiritually, which is also true for everyone to some degree.

Reality can be really rough on those who violate spiritual laws in order to gain positions of power and influence. This is becoming more true as we become more technologically advanced and the consequences of making big mistakes becomes a lot rougher. We need to continuously investigate everything that is going wrong within our society and find ways to improve them, or we will face really hard spiritual lessons in the future in a way that we will not prepared enough to absorb their value and thus be capable of bringing about a lot of really positive change in the future as a result.

We can stay divisive and allow the people in positions of power and influence in our society to manipulate us, or we can do the hard spiritual work required to change the spiritual climate in this world in a way that these manipulative power hungry people will lose their power and influence over them, and thus have to change for the better or fall by the wayside.

I have so much spiritual information I have become aware of on this WordPress site. Please skim through it at least!

This world needs a really rational spiritual pioneer like me!

Being “neurologically differently abled” with limited visual memory and resultant very basic type visualization skills, I am unable to tune into a lot of the mythology this planet is lock in to! A lot of this mythology I could not tune into is contained in the literary “classics” and in the religious/spiritual writings of the past. In order to survive I have had to make the most of the limited visual abilities I had! I had to aim  these basic visual skills I had strongly into very rational spiritual beliefs(theories) which I had to develop since this spiritually backward world did not offer much of this! I am 68 years old, so it has been a very long process and very intense. Since my survival in this world depended on my spiritual skills, I could push myself like almost nobody else could and do this over a very long type with most of my support to survive in a hostile world coming from family and close friends!

Polarization which is so strong in our world and I believe springs from the “tribalism” that dominated our past. Our religions tend to have this type of tribalism and the ego inflating energy that comes with it! Most religions and spiritual organizations have this quality to them, along with science which tends to be dismissive of spiritual uniqueness! This “one size fits all” or “their size fits all” mentality really limits how deeply they can really tune into the challenging physical reality we all exist in right now! The spiritual underlies everything, and how well we tune into it will determine how capable we will be able to spiritually tune into this really challenging reality we exist in! Science (which has a dominant influence in this world) tends to even go into fields such as medicine and psychology that are strongly affected by spiritual/human individual differences is really being held back by how backward this world is spiritually! Intuition that enables one to really tune into the individual differences in ourselves and others tends to be ignored to quite a degree by science due to its overly rigid approach and it tendency to discount how strong a role the spiritual actually plays.

I was brought up in a home that had a focus on natural foods and had a healthy skepticism toward the Medical establishment! Being so unique neurologically, it was so important to my survival to use my intuition to figure out what was good/healthy for me! I did not take much in the way of pain killers or medications, but did take some vitamins and health foods. I learned to handle pain well as a result, which was important to my future survival in a world that is hostile to anyone as different as I am! I learned to use my intuition and was meditating before I knew what it was! I became familiar with alternative medicine, and alternative spiritual beliefs. I do not do well taking most drugs or medications because they tend to interfere with my ability to tune into the spiritual strongly enough to survive in a world that tends to destroy so many people that are “neurologically unique like I am! I have a healthy skepticism of where science is now at for good reason! I would not have survive(would be died early in my life), if I had not been really skeptical about how much the so called “experts” in our society really knew of value to me!

I also needed to be programmed with a lot more rational/effective spiritual theories that would enable me to handle a more heavy dose of reality than most people have to deal with! Traditional religions/spiritual beliefs just were not good enough for me with their focus on mythology at the expense of practicality and workability in the challenging world we exist in! How well we do spiritually in this world will determine how well we do spiritually in any future world! We should not be looking to eventually escape from the challenging world we exist in, but instead focus om mastering it. We live in a challenging and resistant physical world that can bring the most out of us spiritually! Any future existence will only be a continuation of the type of challenging/adventurous exitance we are now in. Cycles will keep happening within and beyond this life, which us hopefully learning valuable lessons with each cycle, so that the next cycle will be a better/healthier one! Toxic and abusive spiritual energy needs to be continuously and effectively dealt with! Healing and becoming healthier is an endless process! Our spiritual sensitivity(psychic/intuitive abilities)need to be continuously developed so as to help one do what it takes to stay healthy in a precarious world full of so many dangers that can readily endanger ones health and survival!

I do discriminate against religious/spiritual beliefs that would endanger my survival if I would embrace them! I have to avoid people who do not value what I have come up with spiritually through a lifetime of extreme effort in this area of exploration! Being so unique does limit who I can effectively relate to! We are strongly affected by who we relate to and need to relate closely only to those who are supportive of the value of what we do! We do have to relate to a lot of different types of people in this world, but we can be really careful where we invest our very precious spiritual energy into!

In a world so adversely impacted by harmful addictions of all kinds and the delusions that enable them! We need to become a lot more rational spiritually and start directing our desires toward healthier results. Addictive type beliefs from the past that really fail to effectively tune us in to the extremely challenging realty we exist in need to become a thing of the past. We can do so much better spiritually on this planet and thus do a lot better in all other areas needed to make this world a much better place to exist in! The serious problems/challenges of this world can be effectively dealt with, but first we have to advance in the spiritual area that underlies all aspects of the challenging physical world we all now exist in!

The main reason we all need to advance a lot further spiritually

Our overindulgence in things that harm our health and wellbeing on this planet is really adding to the serious problems that exist on this spiritually backward planet. We must advance further spiritually so that we will develop the will power and desire to do things that will help us to become really healthy and thus better contribute to the health of the planet we exist on! When we abuse ourselves health wise, we will also automatically abuse others through our spiritual incompetence! We need to become more competent spiritually by improving our spiritual programming/theories and training techniques. We need to make being healthy a much higher priority! We are not just instinctual beings as science often like to limit us to by devaluing the spiritual! Religions that lock people into certain beliefs systems really limits their followers the ability to improve the spiritual theories that program them! Science and technology has really advanced and changed our world recent history, spiritually we need to make similar advancement! I have so many blogs(over 200 found below this one)on wordpress that address this area that it would be good for people to take the time to skim through them!

Here is the “about” section of my blog site for those who may miss it!

I was born “neurologically different” (limited finer motor skills& limited visual memory)giving ma a very specialized focus that enabled me to become very capable in a creative way in the spiritual.  Many people in this world that are “differently abled” with unique abiities are destroyed in this world where conformity and being “normal” is forced on others by a very limited spiritual mindset that exists here.  Thus, my survival depended an awful lot on me getting the most out of myself spiritually so that I could handle the extremely challenging circumstances I faced in my life.  The spiritual underlies everything and can if one does the extremely hard spiritual  work required give one a path to survive when the society one lives in functions in a way that is hostile to ones continuous existence here!  Thus, I was forced to become the spiritual pioneer I have become.

I have developed an incredible astrology system which is very complex that one can skim through my blogs on to get a feel for what I have developed over more than 4 decades of intense create focus in this area that is very demanding spiritually!  Along with this I developed my own kind of  very effective meditative techniques,  and very advanced spiritual theories that helped me in having the capability to handle the extreme trial and error and personal spiritual demands required to develop an astrology system.  Here is a link to my astrology system formula:  https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/07/26/my-astrology-system-formula-2/

I now must train extremely hard spiritually, because people are not paying enough attention to what I have to offer spiritually, so I have to be an extreme example of how valuable my spiritual theories and techniques really are. The fact they make so much sense does not appeal to most of the people in this spiritually backward planet with all of its negative addictions and delusional beliefs!!!!Here is a link to a lot of my links that can be found on the internet:

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/?fbclid=IwAR15T-LG-z2xcP7-GGD_TyVhcxlzjZLrQvzbVoKEbZppYo6FiZiKvEKnqVw

Public can not HANDLE the REALITY-based SPIRITUAL TRUTH

I have posted over the course of about 12 years all kinds of spiritual information that has been an improvement over what is circulating spiritually on this planet, and I have gotten better at it over this period of time.  I have learned from debating my ideas on spiritual groups on the internet, and even done dream interpretation on Yahoo Answers to home my skills on reaching inwardly spiritually!  But, with all my effort the PUBLIC has not been reached by me!!! I am “differently abled” with limited visual memory and finer motor skills, making me ideal for me to take on the huge challenges I have in the spiritual!  I feel so many people who are neurologically different have their potential destroyed by a world forcing too much of  a “one size fits all” approach on all of us and failing to see and help develop their potential!

All sorts of abuse with the resultant trauma is very present in this spiritually backward world.  Healing ourselves and our planet is not going to be at all easy!!!   Facing more of the TRUTH is too difficult/PAINFUL for most people to handle.  Drugs, medications, delusional beliefs, processed addictive foods, along with extravagant spending on material things or thrill seeking activities help people escape from or to tune out reality and reality and being open to gaining more of the TRUTH!

We can actually train ourselves to be able to handle more of the truth, and actually get better at seeing all the valuable sides of the complicated issues of our time.  I have developed techniques to do this, as I would not have developed the spiritual theories or spiritual connection with our universe through my newly developed Astrology system if I had not developed and utilized really effective spiritual/meditative training program.  Hard WORK in the spiritual area does pay off in positive RESULTS!

FREE WILL does exist in this world spiritually!  An autocratic GOD that denies us this FREE WILL is an outdated concept!!  The hard reality we exist in and that challenges us to get the most out of ourselves can not be escaped from!  Our role as front line  spirits responsible for the state of the reality we exist in does not ever end!  No escape from this reality exists, so we must face it.  People like to believe that they can escape this reality by dying, but death is not an escape, since no real or permanent escape from this reality exists.  WE MUST FACE IT!!  Free will and its responsibilities in dealing with a challenging reality can not be escaped from!  Escapism needs to be eliminated from our planet spiritually to quite a degree if we are ever to make it a better place to exist on!

We just are not that competent spiritually here on this planet.  The way we treat ourselves and the less fortunate on this planet is a testimony to our spiritual incompetence here.  My spiritual theories and techniques are geared to improving peoples spiritual focus and competence so that we can make real progress at improving the conditions on this planet both physically and spiritually!  The spiritual underlies all of reality and must be dealt with effectively in order for the physical reality on the surface to improve.

We need badly to develop a lot more spiritual maturity on this planet so that we can handle the crises that will be coming in the future here,  It seems to require crises to happen in order for people to be awaking from the haze of a “drugged out: spiritual state and be willing to do the hard work required to find and face more of what is true spiritually.  Often one faces the choice of either facing more of the TRUTH or death.  But do not believe that death will allow you to escape reality, or that anything that acts like a drug will enable this either.

Please make an effort to read or listen to my stuff that is all over the internet!  There is enough out there that you can pick and choose what to focus your time on!  I need people to help get my ideas out, and also to team up with me to help develop even better spiritual theories and techniques.  Even my Astrology System that helps people better tune into their place in our physical universe can develop a lot further when other minds with other perspectives and abilities explore its possibilities!

Here is a link to a lot of my spiritual stuff on the internet!  Also put “astrogoodwin” into a search engine to find more!

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/

How I do my latest meditation, meditative run, walk and other forms of meditation

Warning:  It takes a lot of time(years)to develop the ability to handle this spiritual-physical exercise in its most intense form.  The body needs to be given time to adjust as to frequency, duration, and intensity of any intense type exercise including this meditative type.  One should consult a medical doctor to determine  if you have any conditions that could make this exercise unsafe in any way.  One may need help from  the guidance of  mental health professional who can check on the affects of these exercises on you!  These meditative exercise techniques is should be done at your own risk.  The spiritual has a really inner individual focus,  unlike science, and one has the accept responsibility for ones own actions and ones ability to sense intuitively what will work best for you.  Crisis always entails risk, and all effective spiritual exercise trains one to handle life at its most intense, so their will be risks, and one needs to do ones best to be vigilant so as to avoid serious trouble even when faces really tough challenges.  FEEL FREE TO SIMPLIFY OR BE CREATIVE WHEN USING THESE MEDITATIVE EXERCISE TECHNIQUES SO AS TO MAKE THEM MORE READILY FIT YOUR INDIVIDUAL NEEDS!

These first paragraphs below this one capsulate how to understand and do my most recent meditative techniques:  The dated paragraphs give one information on how my technique has varied over time and can give you some ideas on how to creatively adjust them to suite your current needs.

When doing a stationary meditation the main thing is to get in a comfortable position and focus on doing very deep intense breathing with enough focus to quiet the mind. You can tighten and relax different muscles in order to get more relaxed! Doing stomach crunches can relieve tension at times and is very effective.  Some shoulder movement can help one to get more blood to the brain so as to create a more intense spiritual state. I do most of my stationary meditation lying down! I will focus on what is bothering me emotionally or physically and get into the mindset of running a marathon! I have dealt with very painful physical and emotionally states by doing this until I pass out! My mindset becomes “how ever long it takes”! You have to practice doing it so you become better at it and gain the confidence in how well it works! Like any exercise you will have to gradually get your body and mind use to doing it!

When doing meditative walking, I really focus on moving my arms back and forth and my shoulder up and down, and lifting my legs up and putting them down precisely with quick short steps and a sort of side to side movement. The arm and shoulder movements help me to get more blood to the brain so as to put more intensity(effort level) into the meditative exercise.. I do either deep or rapid nose or mouth breathing(either in with  two steps and out with the next two steps or in and out with each step)which help to create the meditative state which does slow the body down! I do alternate  these breathing  styles when I tire quickly  when I stick to one due to intense effort at each. When meditative running  I’ll also alternate  breathing  styles.

I have in the past sometimes shut my eyes periodically pretty tightly at times within the breathing cycle which is mostly focusing on 4 steps at a time. Shutting the eyes tightly can help relieve tension and alleviate ocular headaches that can result from the intensity of the exercise! When I shut my eyes I can connect/tune into more with the emotions that I tend to pick up from the outside world when I open my eyes! Also while doing these exercise I can focus on emotions(including anxiety) I have been affecting me in recent times and have a positive impact on them and those who are associated with them!  I  find the body reacts differently spiritually when the eyes are closed especially when in a meditative state. I also will sometimes intensely open and close my mouth without closing completely on the teeth! I do this in rhythm with my breathing! I find breathing through the mouth(not the nose) is sometimes required to make this work well. Also one can walk with your feet a little wider apart than comfortable which adds to stability and requires more focus/awareness to do.  You try to focus to the point your mind becomes quiet(in the zone) at times. But, the mind will often have to do some thinking and figuring things in your life out while doing these meditative walks.  One can also do a meditative  walk while  breathing in with one step and out with the next one.

These meditative movements are  cat-like movements with a dance type quality to them!  When doing my meditative walk, I can quickly transform my energy in order to speed up or sprint when it is helpful to avoid certain situations or get across the street quickly and make walk signals in time.  The energy I run into can feed into these sprints!   The sprints are also good survival/fitness training!  This meditative techniques is extremely advanced and intense because I designed it over almost 4 decades of effort using a lot of experimentation and trial and error. It is unlike any technique out there!!!

When doing a meditative running you use a similar technique as when meditative walking but with more speed while breathing in with one step and out with the next or even in and out with each step, bit with more of a running techniques. You can also use the same technique of the alternating styles mentioned above for meditative walking, but while running. But meditative walking can be very similar to running because of the rhythm to the movement although done slower.  I do stationary type meditation when ever I feel I need them and for as long as I feel I need to!  I focus more on quality than quality! I do crouch down a little and lean a little forward in order to create enough tension to help me run faster especially in short bursts. I can not hold this position long, since it can strain my back. Always  be careful and try to gradually get use to tougher routines.

Here’s a history of how I changed my technique over time. Different techniques work for different people and at different times:

4/30/19  I am focusing more on side to side movement and using my toes more to lift my feet to enhance the speed of that movement.  I am also focusing on breathing in and out more vigorously with the intense  jaw movement helping me do this.

5/10/19  I am making an effort to spread my feet farther apart which helps with balance and ability to do quicker steps with added quicker side to side movement.  Also opening and closing my hand with each step which is a technique I have used previously.  focusing on ones toes and hands(peripheral body parts)  helps one get more of a whole body meditative focus.  The focus on the toes and foot movements also help one stay grounded.  Meditative walking is sort of like dance and does help you gain more control of ones body which is helpful in many athletic pursuits and to move well when in a crises situation.

8/24/19  I now do quite a few meditative walks a day!  I have done up tp 14 miles(once) with 7 two mile sessions!  I use side to side motion with short quick steps trying to move my shoulder up and down as quickly as I can which helps quicken the steps.  I will squat a little to increase tension and help increase how many steps I do!  I do breath in and out with each step so the more steps the faster I must breath in and out!   If I get any pains I try to increase how hard I breath.  I can stop at “don’t walk” signs and then(while waiting) do a standing meditation focusing on breathing hard and moving my shoulders rapidly alternately up and down,  while bending my knee and connecting with the stillness around me.  When the opportunity arises I can mix a few short intense sprints in(I am conditioned to handle these)!  I do my meditative training on the mean streets of Vegas(with some crazy people to deal with) and have to deal with traffic too and will race across intersections or to avoid danger when I feel like it will work well!  I will feed off the energy around me.  I feel safe because I know my body is conditioned to handle almost anything!

11/15/19  I now jerk my shoulder up intensely with each rapid short step! This intense shoulder action creates more side to side motion helping me land these quick precise steps! I do focus on 5 steps at a time and making the most of these intervals of time!  I lean forward before each 5 step cycle which speed up my steps and uses my toes a lot to propel my back and forth and forward movement!  Since I breath in and out with each step my breathing becomes even more rapid and also my nervous system is really activated and felt especially around my neck!  I try to move with the type of attention to stepping in a way that helps me focus on every sound in my environment like my survival depended on me to do so.  I continue to strongly open and close my eyes especially at the beginning of each 5 step cycle and use intense jaw action in conjunction with my breathing! I also continue to do some standing meditations and sprints when conditions dictate them!  The meditative exercise is an exercise that is suppose to make one more spiritually sensitive in a way that will help one to pick up on anything psychically that is of the most vital importance to whatever task of real importance that one is trying to achieve.   We have so many serious problems in this world that impact people personally that need to be adequately dealt with!  Also we have so many psychological/spiritual problems within the individuals on this planet that also need people extremely well trained spiritually to help them deal with them!

1/3/20  On  DEC 20th 2019, I started running again( 3 miles every day).   I recently had the flu, but did not let that stop me! My “neurologically different” body does best when I push the edge! I would not have survived as long as I have in this world which is very hostile toward me, if I did not use my extreme approach guided by my well trained intuition! My spiritual mindset has to be better than others! Most people in this world have no idea how much further they could evolve spiritually and are just passively guided by the spiritual fads of the times with out much deep thinking about how much this limits their potential!  When I run, I swing my arms and shoulders as vigorously as possible which makes the run more “meditative” and improves  blood  circulation  to the brain.

May 13, 2021:  I now am doing a 3 mile meditative run and a 3 mile meditative walk daily. I breath very deeply and intensely usually breathing in with 1 steps and out with the next 1 to 2 steps.  I do run up a steep hill and down one.  I will put do intervals of extra speed at times especially when I feel it is a good idea based on the circumstances I encounter.  I walk the same course, but the opposite direction. I breath in and out with each step and try to glide along with short careful steps.   In my meditative walks and runs I do use other techniques mentioned earlier like closing my eyes tightly and opening and closing my mouth to help relieve tension.  I do also focus on the emotions and thoughts that I need to process.  Also with both my running and walking I put a lot of emphasis on moving my shoulders up and down which enabled more blood flow to the upper body and brain which helps me to really be focused mentally and spiritually on what I am doing.

12/13/21  I now do a 2.5 meditative run/walk starting out hard and gradually slowing down to a walk every day. This run is never very fast, but I mixed sprints in when circumstances help motivate me like traffic or a barking dog.  I also do at least one 1.5 mile  meditative walk a day. I do them while breathing in and out with each step. I spread my feet a little farther apart than normal running or walking and strongly focus on side to side movement and fast up and down shoulder movement.  I pick up strong emotions these days and I focus on them and crouch a little for four steps relax briefly, and then immediately crouch again. This crouching create tension which intensifies the run or walk. My step are short and very quick and I will shut my eyes tightly and used intense up and down jaw movement to impact the emotions I am feeling. I do not close my eyes so much I can not keep track of where I am going and maintain my safety. I think of myself as a spiritual warrior taking on the toxic emotions that are sent my way and impacting them.and the sources of them in a way that is positive for the world.

4/5/22: I am doing a slow meditative Walk of 2 miles lately focusing on alternately  on deep breathing: breathing in with 2 steps and out with 2 steps and rapid breathing: breathing in and out with each step. I use shorter steps when breathing more rapidly and move a little slower. I do a similar breathing technique when running hard. I do sprints mixed in my run while using the deep breathing of in with two steps and out with the next two.  When I run slow which can be like a fast walk at times, I breath in and out with each step. I do use vigorous  arm am shoulder movement that sort of help massage my neck and increase the blood  flow to the brain..  l often make the main meditative focus be these arm movements.  I do a variety of meditations daily, trying to do why I feel I need, while allowing energy for other important things I  need  to do in my life. 

11sep22:  I am mixing  meditative running,  walking, and sprints  during my early morning meditative exercise.  I do three breathing techniques.  In and out with each step when running really slowly.  Breathing in with two steps and out with two steps when running faster and sprinting. And breathing in with one step and out with the next when walking slowly and carefully.  I do crouch for short times when doing my meditative running which strengthens my buttock muscles and helps me push myself a little  harder.  You have to be really careful when pushing the edge with these exercises and gradually get use to their intensity of over time.

23sep22: You can sit back in an easy chair or any chair so that you can rock back an forth while using ones stomach muscles,  breathing in when moving forward and out when  moving backwards. This meditative  movement  exercises the muscles used for stomach crunches. The stomach  muscles are important ones to develop and often ignored.

16Apr23: I now do an early morning mile meditative run every day alternating between breathing in and out with each step and breathing in with two step and out with the next two steps.  I alternate with 8 steps at a time with each breathing technique.  When doing the breathing with one step and out with the next I crouch down a little bit to get my glutes and back more involve. Also lean forward a little. I pay attention to the cars passing me by and try to use the energy from them to help me push myself even harder. Try to sort of suck all of the energy out of the air. Try to be in sort of a crises state focusing on quick fast careful steps and quick intense shoulder and arm movements. Side to side movement helps one make shorter quicker steps. I try to focus on what emotions I have found challenging lately in all my forms of meditation…………………………………………I  also do a 2 mile late afternoon or evening meditative walk. With these I breath in with one step and out with the next. I do short quick steps, but since I am walking one foot is on the ground which is the rule for race walking, although I do not move forward as someone who is racing.  I move rapidly from side to side and do use my strong shoulder and arm movements to help this happen.  I lean forward to help make the steps become more rapid and try to make it a rhymic dance type movement. I spread my leg a little more apart than is normal, but try to be careful not to do overdo this and create knee problems.   Always have to be aware not to hurt oneself.  One needs really good body awareness.   It is so easy to hurt oneself when doing something extremely intensely.   When doing this meditative walk and really focusing on the most intense emotion I have inside me it really gives me a laser type focus which makes me really notice details and get a sort of telescopic vision. I try to focus on a point way in the distance, but at the same time be able to quickly switch to what is in my immediate surroundings when needed.  One can trip if one does not have good awareness of one immediate surroundings, also have to keep track of cars or other potential dangers. I can readily sprint or completely stop in order to avoid potential dangers.  In other words needs to maintain a super alert state which should happen automatically to quite a degree because of the intensity of this active type meditative state. I do close my eyes very tightly  to relieve excessive tension and prevent occular headaches  when doing any very intense type of meditative.  WARNING: One should start with simpler meditative exercise before taking on more advanced ones.

It takes a long time to get good at this meditative movement exercise, but I have trained hard a lot of ways in the past including marathons which I have run two official ones back in early 2006, so I knew about training hard from my past experiences, but spiritual training is a lot rougher, since training oneself extremely hard emotionally(spiritually) requires this training in order to condition the body to handle and heal the intense traumas that often comes with living in a really challenging physical world.  Emotions power the spiritual and one must overcome(heal) ones emotional and physical traumas in order to become more effective spiritually!  So many people are negatively triggered(upset) when certain sensitive subjects come up!  This world is full of conditions that can be abusive to ones emotional wellbeing and leave emotional scars!

In order to positively handle all of the spectrum of emotions and thus gain the spiritual balance and grounding required to get the most out of oneself, one must develop the overall emotional strength and will power  needed to direct ones desires in a way that one can be in the kind of shape(emotionally and physically) to take on the really intense problems that this modern world is so full of!  One spiritual programming/theories must be reality based enough to be able to handle the hard dose of reality(difficulty) that this type of training involves.  So many spiritual beliefs are escapist in nature and prevent people from handling life at it most difficult really well spiritually!  That is why this world is so backward spiritually.  Improved spiritual training required one improves ones spiritual theories and not be locked into the beliefs of the past!

This physical reality is what keeps us grounded and able to survive in a very challenging world. When we meditate we need to mobilize our serious survival(grounding) energy by putting an intense focus on doing very careful precise footwork. This precise footwork should mobilize your vigilant energy which should help you to quiet your mind more so that you can focus strongly on your surroundings similar to a cat doing its crouching movement while hunting.  One spiritual programming needs to advance with beliefs/theories that are better able to connect with this physical reality we exist in right now! This reality is very challenging and at time can challenge us with a lot of discomfort or pain. We have to have spiritual beliefs that put the focus very strongly on the type of challenging reality we exit in and away from anything that represents escaping from it. I have blog posts all about this on this site!

I do channel my sexual energy spiritually  through  meditation to support my spiritual mission. I use stomach crunches to help  deal with sexual tension when faced with it. My meditative exercises do tend to eat up sexual energy because of how hard I push them. Not everyone needs to push the edge as hard as I do. Sexual exercise can help you increase your sexual energy and learn to control it so it can be used spiritually.   Learning not to orgasm can help you control this important energy.  Doing crunches or tightening and relaxing various  muscles can help you fight off orgasm while stimulating yourself sexually.

I am very body positive  and have no problem  with the human body in its natural state. I do so much physical spiritual  training  that tunes me into my body and the natural world it connects  with me. I love  a healthy human body in its natural  state. I do thing we need to become more comfortable  with our sexual desire and the positive/healthy expression  of it.  So many problems are caused in this world  when emotions and desires are not directed in a way to create positive and healthy results in our lives and in this world. Meditative  exercises  can help us control our desires and emotions  so as to express  them in a more positive  and healthy way.

Here is some thoughts  on relaxing the body so as to better be able  to sleep: You have to lie down  and focus  on breathing  deeply.  You can get in a position  sitting  up a little  bit so that it is easy to do stomach  crunches  so as to help release tension.  You can alternately tighten  and relax different muscles.  You can move your  feet  alternately  back and forth  or up and down.  This is like a type  of yoga. Any rhythmic body movement combined with deep breathing will help  release tension.   Masturbative exercises can help if you have sexual tension.  You have to burn up any extra energy  you have in  your body.  Rhythmic  dance movement  combined with rhymic breathing may help.   Pacing back and forth is like a type of meditative exercise. Rocking your  body  in a sort of sitting  position while focusing  on your breathing can help. A lot of meditative  exercises  may seem like what someone  with psychological problems would  do as a symptom.   But that does not mean it is not a type of meditative coping  technique. You have to tire the body out, so that it really  wants to go to sleep.  Meditation can be really hard work. But hard work can pay off. Being able to get yourself  into a low energy state can help your body relax so it can sleep.  Also a healthy diet does help with vitamins  and minerals  supplements.  A good  multivitamin  is a start. Read up on nutrition.  Figure out what diet works best for you.  You have to develop  your intuition,  and become  good at trial and error

My Two Near Death Experiences

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Back in March 1992 I had what I believe really strongly where near death experiences.  I was trying to get media attention to my spiritual ideas and also trying to have some political impact during the election(primaries) happening at that time.  A lot of people where running as political outsiders and I felt I was the real outsider.  I wrote an article(letter to the editor) for the local newspaper in Roanoke VA. about how important character and really feeling empathy for people is to choosing a good political leader.  I was not happy by how slow they responded to it and sense psychically that they were rejecting it.  (This article was put in the newspaper as an op-ed quite a bit later).  I felt like I was not being listened to and that I could contribute a lot to helping make people sensitive to the concerns of those who often…

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Developing a new astrology system

An astrology system developed in an age before the science existed to truly understand the Universe and the huge number of Galaxies that existed, the black hole that is in the center of our Galaxy, our nearest Star, and all the outer planets is going to be very limited in its effectiveness.  It will work to quite a degree due to the power of belief and so much leeway in interpretation due to so many ways of interpreting it.   We tend to get stuck in the past on this spiritually backward planet and stuck on mythology that is not backed up enough by how effective it works.

I was born neurologically different with limited visual memory and finer motor skills.  A lot of people are born neurologically different with some more “unique” than others, and often their talents are wasted on a planet that gets too much into an overly simplistic one size fits all approach toward its inhabitants  with “locked in religious/spiritual beliefs and modern science adding to this.   Ego plays a strong role in keeping most people from doing the really hard work required to advance in their spiritual sensitivity toward themselves and others especially those who do not fit in very well!  A lot of “genius” is thus wasted on this planet.  A mythology around the word “genius” has developed that limits the number of people who can fit into this category and making it a category people tend to be afraid to strive for.

At an early age, I quickly became very  heavily dependent on my spirit and the spiritual to guide me and lost a lot of my trust in others in this world to be that helpful to me in times of crisis in my life.  Although people have tended to help me with out me asking. I lost a lot of my faith in the level of expertise existing on this planet due to how inept these experts were in understanding the very intense  situation I was facing in my life adjusting to a world that was so insensitive to those with the limitations and special abilities people who are “neurologically different” or “differenty abled” often possess.

My focus on dependence on myself spiritually even led to me not even letting someone  know(who saw the tears in my eyes) that I didn’t have enough money for a bus to get home from High School in Manchester NH to end of the bus line in Goffstown NH.  My mother I though was suppose to pick me up, but didn’t!  So I took the Bus using what money I had, but did not pay the rest of the money when due upon getting off the bus.  The bus driver probably was affected by the spiritual state I was in so did not appear to notice my not paying.

I developed an interest in the occult and various alternative views of the spiritual at an early age and stopped attending Catholic Church in my early teens.  I did still go to a Catholic High School even though I was no longer a believer.  I never really was that strong a believe when younger because of some  my early experiences with the Church that let me know they did not have their act together spiritually enough to treat me well enough.

I first started with more traditional Astrology, reading a bunch of charts starting around 1976(born Oct 1951).  I quickly became creative and experimented with many variations still holding on to the traditional.  My intuition helped me a lot in my readings, but I felt I relied to much on my intuition to correct the inadequacies of the astrology system I was using.  In the later part 1992 after years of playing with some components of the traditional astrology system and experimenting with new meditative walking and other techniques I had developed, I tried to connect with the media and reach them with my spiritual ideas and also affect the politics of this election year.  The pressure of doing this(with the negative spiritual reactions that cam back my way) was too much for me physically/emotionally resulting in my heart rhythm messing up.  I had that happen before as a result of the extreme exercises I would do in running and walking swinging heavy dumbbell hand weights.  I used meditative breathing to take care of that heart rhythm problem which worked well at the times required.  But, when I tried it under the stress in I faced in late 1992, I had to keep doing it continuously and could not stop in order to sleep.  When I finally fell asleep when extremely sleep deprived while still fighting to keep up the meditative breathing, I had a near death experience which required all the effort I could muster to come back from.  I have a blog on this experience.  This experience and the psychological/spiritual states it put me in led to me reevaluating all of my spiritual  beliefs and to take a completely fresh approach to m astrology system, and no longer trusting any of the mythology based ideas I still had programmed into me.  I became an awful  lot more logic based(rational) in my spiritual approach from then on.

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/07/26/my-astrology-system-formula-2/

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/01/03/2-near-death-experiences-in-1992-forced-me-to-improve-further-on-my-spiritual-beliefs-and-training-techniques/

 

 

 

 

 

 

Links to meditative exercises+other very important links to connect with me&my spiritual stuff

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2019/03/19/how-i-do-my-latest-meditative-run-and-walk/

Other important links:

https://www.facebook.com/astrogoodwin

https://www.facebook.com/groups/722215704602720/

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2019/11/19/my-really-very-valuable-spiritual-ideas-being-denied-access-to-public-in-spiritually-backward-world/

Here is a link to others links connecting to a huge  volumn of spiritual stuff I have on the internet:

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/

My Astrology System Formula

Updated: 10 Jan 26, 5:34 am, I use 6 levels of the chart set up based on certain times before spiritual birth which is when the spirit enters/incarnates into the body which I believe happens in a time period of up to a half hour before or after physical birth. I use 4 aspects to these characters: to the Galactic Center as positioned by its exact aspect to both the Midheaven and Nadir before spiritual birth, to Jupiter as positioned by its exact aspect to the Midheaven before spiritual birth, to the Sun as positioned by the exact aspect to the Nadir before Spiritual birth, and to the Moon as positioned by its exact aspect to the Nadir before spiritual birth. These aspects I use for example represent the 4 phases of the Moon in regards to the aspects between the Sun and Moon. The aspects I use are: The conjunction (00 degrees)which is ruled by fire, the opening square (90 degrees)which is ruled by earth, the opposition (180 degrees)which is ruled by air and the closing square (270 degrees)which is ruled by water. The aspect orb for any inexact aspects is 15 degrees (1/3 of 45 degrees). The inexact aspects try to seek expression through the rulers of the exact aspects that set up the 6 levels of the chart.   Aspects deal with the area that the characters(Sun, Moon, Galactic Center, Midheaven, Nadir and planets)direct their energy into. Fire and Earth are male, and Earth and Water are female. Good to have spiritual connections with opposite sex to help balance one’s energy.

The time of the first level of the chart is set up by the last exact aspect before(spiritual) birth between the Midheaven (personal water) and the Galactic Center(universal fire). This is the inner personal/individual (intimate)level and its is dominated by the Midheaven (individual personal Water).  The individual/personal type characters that play an important role on this level are Mars(individual/personal fire), Venus(individual/personal earth), Mercury(individual/personal air), and the Midheaven (individual/personal  water). These characters rule the following aspects: The Mars rules the conjunction aspect of the Sun to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is personal fire), Venus rules the opening square aspect of the Sun to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is personal earth), The Mercury rules the opposition aspect of the Midheaven to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is personal air), and the Midheaven rules the closing square aspect of the Midheaven itself to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is personal water). The ruler of this level of the chart is the personal character that rules the exact aspect of the Midheaven to the Galactic Center before spiritual birth that sets up this level of the chart. The Midheaven’s position is determined by the time of this exact aspect it has to the Galactic Center before spiritual birth..

The time of the second level of the chart is set up by the last exact aspect(opening square, opposition, closing square and conjunction) before (spiritual) birth between Jupiter(outer purposeful/group fire) and the Midheaven (personal water). This level is the outer individual(purposeful)level and its set up is dominated by the Jupiter(outward purposeful/group Fire). This outer level tend to relate with unique groups they can identify with. The characters that are directed outwardly and play an important part on this level are:  Jupiter(outer purposeful/group fire), Saturn(outer purposeful/group earth), Uranus(outer purposeful/group air), and Neptune(outer individual water).  These characters rule the following aspects:  Jupiter rules the conjunction aspect of Jupiter itself to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is purposeful Fire), Saturn rules the opening square aspect of Jupiter to the other characters on this level of the chart on this level of the chart(this aspect is purposeful Earth), Uranus rules the opposition aspect of Jupiter to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is purposeful Air), and Neptune rules the closing aspect of Jupiter to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is purposeful Water).  The ruler of this level of the chart is the purposeful character that rules the exact aspect between Jupiter and the Midheaven that sets up this level of the chart.  Jupiter itself has only one of the above aspects that counts for it and that is its exact aspect to the Midheaven that sets up this level of the chart. Jupiter’s position is determined by the time of this exact aspect to the Midheaven that sets up this level of the chart.

The time of the third level of the chart is set up by the last exact aspect before (spiritual) birth between the Galactic Center and the Nadir (Universal Earth). This is the universal physical(work) level needed in a concrete physical world that can be quite challenging and its setup is dominated by the Midheaven (universal earth). The universal characters that play an important part on this physical level are the Galactic Center (universal Fire), The Nadir (universal Earth), the Moon(universal Air), and the Sun (universal Water). These characters rule the following aspects: The Galactic Center rules the conjunction aspect of the Nadir to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is universal Fire), The Nadir rules opening square aspect of the Nadir itself to the other characters (this aspect is universal Earth), The Moon rules the opposition aspect of the Nadir to the other characters(this aspect is universal Air) and the Sun rules the closing square aspect of the Nadir to the other characters on this level of the chart(this aspect is universal Water). The position of the Nadir is determined by it’s exact aspect to the Galactic Center before spiritual birth that sets up this level of the chart.

The time of the fourth level of the chart is set up by the last exact aspect before (spiritual) birth between the Moon and the Nadir(universal water). This is the universal social level and its setup by the Moon (universal Air). This transformative realm is ruled by all 3 characters ruled by the element on the chart that correspond to the aspects to the Moon(universal air)as positioned by it’s exact aspect to the Galactic Center that sets up this level of the chart.   These three characters will need to connect and cooperate with each other so as to gain strength as a unit. Fire rulership on this level of the chart is set up by the conjunction aspect of the Moon to the other characters(this aspect is social fire)and is will connect you to all 3 Fire characters: Mars, Jupiter, and the Galactic Center.  Earth rulership on this level the chart is set up by the opening square aspect of the Moon to the other characters(this aspect is social earth) and will connect you to all 3 characters Earth characters: Venus, Saturn, and the Nadir. Air rulership on this level of the chart is set up by the opposition aspect of the Moon to other characters(this aspect is social air)and will connect you to all 3 Air characters: Mercury, Uranus, and the Moon. Water rulership on this level of the chart is set up by the closing square aspect of the Moon to the other characters (this aspect is social water) and will connect you to all 3 Water characters: the Midheaven, Neptune, and the Sun. The ruler of this level of the chart are all the 3 characters on the chart of the same element as the exact aspect between the Nadir and the Moon that sets up this level of the chart.  The position of the Moon is determined by the exact aspect it has to the Nadir that sets up this level of the chart.

The time of the fifth level of the chart is set by the last exact aspect before spiritual birth between the Sun and the Nadir. This externally  focused level of the chart is set up by the Sun that connects one with our complicated external spiritual  level of our reality and the general public that helps connects us with it.  The Sun(universal water) is the character that dominates the setting up of this level of the chart and helps spirits like us connect with and positively influence the universal spiritual field(that underlies all of our physical universe) provided we do what it takes to develop the spiritual strength and understanding to enable us to do so. Being locked in to certain beliefs or mythologies can harm ones ability to handle the all important reality we exist in right now. This level is dominated by the element of the aspects that the other characters make to the Sun as positioned by it exact as to the Nadir before Spiritual birth, and these aspects will connect you to all other aspect of similar element on the chart. You pick up these energies from others and the external environment provided they represent the energies of the proper ruling character(s). So, all fire/conjunction aspects on this level of the chart will connect to any other fire aspects on the chart, All earth/opening square aspects on this level of the chart will connect to any other earth aspects on the chart, All air/opposition aspects on the chart will connect to any other air aspects on the chart. And all closing square/water aspects on the chart will connect you to any other water aspects on the chart. These aspects to the Sun help the other aspects of the same element connect with the external world/universe. The ruler of this level of the chart is determined by the element that rules the Nadir’s exact aspect to the Sun. The position of the Sun is determined by it’s exact aspect to the Nadir that sets up the time of this level of the chart. The time of the chart is set up is determined by the time of the first aspect of the Sun to the Nadir happening before Spiritual birth.

The Sixth level of the chart is set up by the last exact aspect of the Galactic Center to the Midheaven and Nadir before spiritual birth. An element rules this level of the chart. The element that rules this level of the chart and dominates the chart overall has to be of the proper sex(fire or earth) for male chart and (air or water) for female chart chosen from one of the elements of the opposite elements of the characters that rule the third or fifth levels of the the chart. The 6th level of the chart is the relational center of the chart will help connect the individual to the outside world through deep spiritual connections to other people through the elements that dominate it. The elements of the inexact aspects from the Galactic Center to the other characters do count on this level of this chart. The elements expressed through these characters on this level of the chart will connect to any of the rulers of the other levels of the chart that are ruled by a similar element.

The strength of an elements(Fire, Earth, Air & Water) of a chart is determined by adding up the number of the different elements of the inexact aspects on levels 1 through 6, and then adding to them the number of elements that rule the exact aspects that rule levels 1 through 5 and counting them twice. The ruling element of the exact aspect of the sixth level of the chart counts as 4 times as strong as inexact aspects and represents the focal point of the chart. The sixth level of the chart also brings in sexual differences. The strength of the 12 individual characters will be added up in a way similar to that of the elements based on the aspects they rule with the characters ruling the inexact aspects counting once, the characters ruling the exact aspect on the first through fifth levels counting twice, and the character ruling the sixth level of the chart counting four times. Two way aspects count both ways which can happen between these four characters: Jupiter, the Galactic Center, Moon, and the Sun..

All characters except the Midheaven, and the Nadir will have aspects (representing the 6 levels of the chart) directed at them. Also, the exact aspects that set up the 6 levels of the chart will influence both the characters they are connected to, despite being ruled by only one character or element as explained previously. The Midheaven will only be impacted directly by the exact aspects that connects it to the Jupiter, and the Galactic Center, while the Nadir will only be impacted directly by the exact aspects that connects it with the Galactic Center, the Sun and Moon. These exact aspects are only ruled by the character(s) or element(level five and six)that rules the exact aspect to the character that sets up the level of the chart involved! The non exact aspects on the different levels of the chart affect only the characters they are directed at and have no direct impact on the character that sets up the level of the chart involved.

This system is based on intuition(assumptions), logic and sequences. The very basic assumption is the acceptance of the value of representing everything using the elements Fire(representing energy), Earth(representing form/matter), Air(representing intelligence), and Water(representing spirit/emotion).  These 4 elements have this sequence:  First comes Fire representing energy/purpose, creativity and the future in which so many possibilities exist.  Nothing can exist with out a future and purpose to exist.  When fire burns up all its energy hard resistant Earth is what is left.  Earth represents form and structure.  Form gives the necessary differentiation/diversity and substance/strength required to make our reality function well and hold together under stress.   When Earth burns up its energy only abstract Air remains.  Air represents intelligence which is required as part of our reality in order for advanced life forms to be able to evolve/exist.  Our reality is designed in a way that can really serve the needs of advanced life forms really well with really advanced ecosystems.  When Air burns up its energy then only dreamy, meditative,  quiet, visionary, intuitive, healing, spiritual Water remains. Water representing spirit(which is powered by emotion) brings individual, collective, and universal type  spirits into the mix..  The ultimate purpose of this universe/reality is to provide for the needs of the individual spirits that depend on it for their existence.  The whole universe exists as the result of the needs of the spirits that are part of it.  Without spirits and their needs nothing would exist.  When water burns up its energy which tends to slow oneself down and work at healing from past traumas, then Fire is free to start a new cycle with a new burst of creative energy.

These sequences represents how the various astrological characters get defined. 1. The sequence for the inner individual characters(all in the inner part of our solar system)starts with Mars(personal Fire), then Venus(personal Earth), then Mercury(personal Air) and ends with the Midheaven (personal water). 2. The next sequence is the one dealing with the outer individual characters. This sequence starts with Jupiter(Fire) and moves outward through Saturn(Earth), Uranus(Air), and finally ends with the furthest big planet Neptune(water). 3.  The final sequence is the one dealing with the universal characters.   It starts with the Galactic Center(Galactic Center=Universal Fire), then to the Nadir(The Nadir=Universal Earth), then to the Moon(The Moon=Universal air), and finally to the Sun(The Sun=Universal Water).

I do not use signs(for interpretation) or houses in this astrology system since I could not find a logical way to set them up, and found they were unnecessary.  Also there are two competing astrology sign systems that are incompatible with each other, but have a lot of believers in each(Sidereal and Tropical).  So that sort of make me believe that their effectiveness is based more on belief in them than on how well they actually work.  If an astrology system is overly complicated and can be used in a way to come up with many different interpretations, then someone will tend to find parts of the interpretation that will fit them.  Intuition can often come to the rescue of an astrologer and help them focus on the interpretations that fit best.  I developed a new astrology system because I found that when using a traditional astrology system that my intuition was often correcting for the inadequacies it had.  I also found out after being pushed to the very edge in 1992,  how important it is to have ones beliefs based on logic and direct experimentation and not on mythology.

Back in 1977, I let myself get really deeply into astrology which I knew inside me that once I allowed myself to emerge myself in it, I would find it really hard to ever detach myself from it. It takes extremely hard work over a very long time to achieve anything of real value in this world. I have been developing and perfecting this astrology system obviously for a very long time. I have really high spiritual standards, because I know through direct personal experience how much this world really badly needs a good tool(tuning devise)to help it advance to a higher spiritual level that will help it better cope with all the serious problems rooted in the spiritual that exist here.

It takes an awful lot of experimentation and trial and error(mostly error)in order to develop anything new. Innovation is never easy. Discovering more of the truth will come with some really challenging lessons a long the way! I hope to get the opportunity to test this new astrology system on some fresh people.

My daily exercise routine

Daily(as of Dec 21, 2025) I do a very early morning intense 3 mile meditative run. Then every other day I do an intense 2 mile meditative walk quite a bit later in the morning. And on days I do not do the meditative walk, in late afternoon I use 2 heavy and a medium resistance bands(choked up) placed together on arms, and shoulders, and also use 2 ultra heavy resistance loop band together (I choke them up enough to make them as hard as I can handle) on legs, back, and biceps and stretch still slightly dislocated right arm along with other challenging stretching exercises.

I am very creative in use of resistance bands, so very difficult to easily explain. I also do brief meditative movement exercises at home periodically during the day to help deal with stress. I am really straining to work my muscles as hard as I can. Effort counts when it comes to improving the mind body spirit connection.

My runs and walks become more meditative when I focus hard on moving my arms and shoulders and on my breathing and try hard to quiet my mind by putting all my attention on this and my emotional state. The vigorous shoulder movement does get more blood to the brain.

I am 74 years old, but am extremely healthy physically and spiritually due to the intense physical spiritual training I do daily and the strict high fiber vegan diet I am on with lots of vitamin mineral supplements. Do get enough protein. Being extremely neurodivergent my diet had to be adjusted to fit my very unique dietary/nutritional needs, that took a lot of experimenting over my lifetime to perfect. Doing strength training on the same muscle daily is not recommended by physical training experts, but I have done this before and got away with it. I am extremely tuned into my body spiritually and know very well how much it can handle and when I need to take days off to prevent injury and heal.

Latest change to my Special Diet March 2025

I keep my diet simple, since this seems to work for an extremely neurodivergent person like me. I eat two meals with Oatmeal, and Spinach plus a small amount of peanuts and lots of lentils, which I take all my vitamin mineral supplements including oil soluble vitamins A and D.  I eat these two meals early and late in the day.  I take B vitamins with every meal. I take a gram of vitamin c twice a day. Oatmeal has about 16 percent of its calories from fat, so helps with absorption of vitamin A and D.

In my other meals(I eat many relatively small meals) I  eat a lot of lentils with oatmeal. Lentils are high protein and extremely low in fat. Oatmeal taken with lentils(or peanuts)compliment each other to make a complete protein if taken the same day. My diet is a high fiber, low fat, high protein, vegan one.  This is an extreme type diet, so not recommended for anyone. 

Do your own research and check with your doctor before designing your own diet. If you design a diet based on your own special research and self knowledge you have to do it at your own risk. I have messed up on my diet a lot in my life and had to make emergency changes at times. I am use to pushing the edge and carefully taking calculated risks that would be dangerous if I was not very experienced and extremely spiritually aware. 

Changes to my diet

I had to adjust my diet since I was put on too much fat on it. While perfecting my astrology system being more insulated(with extra body fat) from others may have served a useful purpose, but I need to get my immune system stronger. So I am now also on a low fat diet. I do take a lot of B complex vitamins to better handle stress. This has worked for me in the past. I am will continue to eat my oatmeal with lentils and spinach in all five of my small meals a day, just replace some of the lentils with peanut in two of the meals.

The two meals(1st and last) in which I take my oil soluble vitamins are the ones I add a small amount of peanuts to. I also take lots of vitamin and mineral supplements every day. I have to because of how extremely intensely I train physically and spiritually. I have had a focus on nutrition from a very early age, I needed to because I was born extremely neurodivergent probably due to brain damage at birth caused by oxygen deprivation.

Mythology based vs reality based spiritual beliefs

I believe it will take a really serious crisis in this world before people will really value my rational reality focused spiritual ideas and my advanced meditative exercise techniques that help connect one more deeply spiritually to reality. Crises makes one have to be more spiritually connected to reality in order to survive. I know that from a lifetime of struggling to survive in this world. My survival here required I be extremely good at preparing for and dealing with one crises after another in my life. Being extremely neurodivergent, make survival in this world extremely difficult.

Mythology based beliefs from the past tends to be at the core of traditional religions created in the distant past. Mythology can be attractive to those who prefer fantasy over hard reality. So many people have mental health issues in our world as a result of buying into a lot of the irrational mythology that is circulating in this world that weaken their grip on reality. Mythology is like junk food in that it tends to be intoxicating and support unhealthy results in this world.

Basics of Meditation

Meditation involves focus on rhythmic breathing while also focusing on your emotions. Moving the shoulders up and down while doing this helps because it feeds the brain move blood. Any rhythmic type exercise while focusing on your emotions and body movements will work. When really relaxed just focus on ones breathing and emotional/sleep center of the brain will work. It puts you in a state between sleep and awake. The spiritual part of the brain does not shut down even when all other parts of the brain do. So by quieting the mind you can better focus on the spiritual/emotional part of the brain provided you quiet the mind be focusing on your breathing or body movements.

Meditation is similar to other forms of exercise

Meditation is mostly a breathing exercise that can help one become stronger and more sensitive spiritually. Like any exercise one can become better at it and increase its degree of difficulty.

Meditation can be made more difficult. I developed very intense meditative walking and running techniques. It is hard to meditate when dealing with difficult emotions or situations, but that is when it can be the most effective. You can meditate on traumatic/toxic emotions from ones past and on anxiety about ones future. Meditation helps one handle the challenges of life so much better. But one has to have spiritual beliefs that helps one better cope with the reality that now exists in this world. The ability to focus with meditation on what one is dealing with right now is very important.

Penis size discomfort in a spiritually backwards world.

Sexuality is very connected to spirituality. Discomfort with nudity is related to discomfort with sexuality. Out of control of sexual energy makes nudity in public unsafe to quite a degree. In places in Africa nudity is commonplace and safe. Penis size prejudice is a big problem in this world. The average penis is between 5 and 6 inches when erect, but the penis can appear extremely small when flaccid. Sex can be effective even without a penis being used, so that is not that important. Few Men would have trouble impregnating a women.

Men dominate positions of power in this world and most seem to be very ashamed of nudity especially male nudity, but because of out of control sexual energy feel that female nudity is a bad idea. Women can not even go topless, while men can. Nudity is the natural state especially in environments that are warm enough.

Being intune with nature and our spiritual universe is so important spiritually. Love/sexual energy needs to be more directed towards our spiritual universe and not so bottled up and wasted on promiscuous sex. Spiritual professionals need to channel their sexual energy spiritually so they can get an extremely strong bond/connection with our spiritual universe and the physical reality that it supports so that advanced spiritual individuals like us can have a place to exist in and get the most out of ourselves, while contributing to making this world we live in a better place to exist in.

I am extremely neurodivergent with aphantasia: very limited visual memory

I will do my best to explain how my neurodivergent mind is limited visually. Besides having limited visual memory, I have limited finer motor skills. Both may be related in some way.

It can be very frustrating to try to find good information on my visual memory disabilities. I do have good vision with glasses, just am nearsighted. I do have aphantasia: meaning I can not visualize much at all with my eyes closed. I do not remember practically anything visually beyond on a very basic level. But I do know the names of an awful lot of things in this world I live in and have a good concept of what they are how they function and about whether they function well or are attractive. I may not remember a lot of details, but can remember if a scene is beautiful and remember it’s general features(water, river, mountain, cliff, rocks, trees, etc, but without much detail unless something got my attention that my mind made a special mental note of it. I can not hold a real picture in my minds eye to remember anything. I have to remember with very limited visualization.

I do dream at night and do remember basic plot, emotional impact, and some key characters at times, but practically nothing visual is remembered. Action happens in my dreams that are similar to waking experiences to quite a degree, but do not remember them visually. I can recognize things and remember them often by their name and some of their characteristics, not by a visual image.

I am not a good eyewitness, but can often figure out what went wrong and right in a situation and who was at fault. I may not be able to describe a person, other than by context through what they were doing or basically communicating. I might notice one person was big in size or was muscular. Might remember by making a mental note hair color or if they are well dressed. Just no smaller details at all.

I can not drive safely because I can not keep track visually of everything I need to in order to avoid making dangerous mistakes at times. I often make mistakes in my daily life keeping track of things if I do not focus an awful lot on not making them. I really must focus on not making costly mistakes.

I find that this world is extremely ignorant when it comes to understanding compound or complex visual memory disabilities.That they only deal with them separately as using a search engine on the Internet demonstrates. My great spiritual expertise I have developed does help me a great deal to compensate for my limitations.

The latest physical spiritual meditative training program I now am doing in January 2024.

Disclaimer: Always start any new physical exercise program carefully and gradually get use to it and check with your medical doctor to make sure it is safe for you to do or do it at your own risk.

I do an intense 1 mile meditative breathing in with 2 steps and out with the next 2 . I go more upright when breathing in deeply and lean a little forward when breathing out when doing the slower of two phases I alternate. I alternate between a faster and slower phase rather quickly. When doing my faster running phase I lean forward a lot like avoiding a low tree limb, this leaning forward created more body tension to help me push myself harder. The faster phase should tire you out quite quickly, while the slower phase is like a recovery phase, but is still intense. I do this intense 1 mile meditative run daily. I also do a two mile meditative walk every other day which is done similar to the slower phase of my run, but while walking.

On the days I am not doing my meditative 2 mile walk, I do resistant band strength training using both a heavy and medium resistant band together to make it quite difficult. I use really intense breathing with the same type of focus as my running making it also meditative. I also do a type of spin movement type dance meditative movement periodically at home to protect my personal space.

Also move my arms vigorously focusing on pushing my shoulders up strongly while doing my running, walking and dance type meditative exercises which helps get more blood flow to the brain.

I have been training hard for an extremely long time. Training hard everyday is extremely difficult. At the beginning you have to have more recovery time until your body gets use to doing a new very difficult training program. You may require 3 days a week or less done very carefully at the beginning. Takes your time to so you can gradually build up and get use to more intensity and duration/distance. 1 mile can be extremely difficult when pushing yourself extremely hard. Longer distance with less intensity may be easier. Just be extremely careful and pay attention to how your body is feeling. Having good spiritual programming also helps one have better intuition so one can tune into one’s body and reality better. 

Emotions power the spiritual and the harder you push yourself, the more you will connect with your emotions. Pay attention to your emotions and try to adjust to handling more intense as you get stronger spiritually as a result of very challenging meditative exercises. You have to do this training program at your own physical and emotional risk. Take self responsibility for your own training.

Caution: Before you exercise warm up using a slower version of the exercise or some kind of safe movement exercise that gets the body’s engine going, but very safely. Then do some basic stretches. A squat type stretch and one side to side is useful. Always good to do research and see what may work best for you. When doing these intense meditative exercises, if you feel dizzy or have trouble with your balance, stop and gather yourself and do a comfortable walk until you regain your equilibrium. As you get better at it you will find squeezing your eyes close briefly while breathing out while concentrating on the challenging emotions you are feeling can help. You need to keep your focus strongly on your body and the emotions you are feeling when you do this run. If something is hurting you need to focus on it so as to prevent injury. If injury happen or is close to happening stop running immediately. Always try not to injure yourself. Body awareness is very important.

In the future I hope to start a new spiritual religion that can be of more help in coaching people directly in this physical spiritual meditative training and in helping people improve their spiritual programming. I have so many blog posts on this site that can help people improve on their spiritual programming so as to make it more reality based.

Autocratic Mythology/Narrative Based Spiritual Energy is Destroying 0ur World

Back in March of 1992 I had two near death experiences due to the stress of trying to reach the world with my spiritual perspective. My heart was racing, I could not sleep because I had to consciously focus on my breathing to keep my heart functioning safely. I had done extreme physical exercise for quite a while previously and learned breathing techniques to bring my heart safely back under control afterwards. So I had a good technique. Eventually I could not stay awake and a near death experience happened. I had to really fight to not die and leave this planet in the first near death experience. The second near death experience was not like the nightmare type experience the first one was. In the second I connected with the love energy of my Mother, so it was a nice experience. It was my mother that enabled me to incarnate on this planet.

After these two near death experiences, I had to question everyone of my spiritual beliefs and develop better spiritual beliefs that would enable me to better survive in the very challenging spiritual reality that existed in this spiritually backwards world I was living in. Autocratic spiritual beliefs are like an addictive drug. They have an irrational hold on you that prevents one from seeing reality more clearly. Autocratic spiritual energy creates leadership both on the spiritual level and in positions of power in this world. Empires die when they become so autocratic and addictive to power that they lose touch with reality and can not face the fact that they have charted a course of action based on misinformation and have developed a distorted view of reality based on a false narrative that they have become addicted to.

Traditional religion also get addicted to false narratives or mythologies. We need to grow up spiritually and become more rational/reality focused in what we believe spiritually. I had to do this myself in order to survive and have the spiritual beliefs that would enable me to survive. I also had to intensify my physical spiritual/meditative training program. I had to learn to train at an intensity no one else could train at while also focus on getting the nutrition I needed to enable me to handle such training. My heart beats extremely hard at times when I do my intense meditative exercises these days, but it can handle it. I no longer fear my heart will not be able to handle any stress that will put it into a very intense sort of “fight or flight” state.

I am use to people not understanding me or believing what I tell them about myself. Or respecting my unique view of the world or what I have of value to the world spiritually. It really takes a serious crises to force people to separate themselves from the mythologies/narratives/propaganda that they have been strongly indoctrinated from an early age by the society the were born into. I can shock some people into seeing reality more clearly when they are more receptive to me due to facing challenges in their lives that force them to be open to something new spiritually in order to survive. Surviving a very serious crises can sometimes require one do some really deep soul searching and then have the willingness to become open to an entirely new perspective on reality which challenges ones core spiritual beliefs that one has had ones entire life up to that time. It has been over 30 years after my near death experiences and in that time I have developed so much in what I have to offer to this world spiritually.

I am a neurologically different spiritual pioneer trying to get my very valuable spiritual theories and meditative techniques and new spiritual astrology system out to the public. I have so much valuable stuff here on WordPress. It may not be perfect, but it should motivate people to further develop what I have started with a similar spiritual intent as I had.

  • Thomas Goodwin "astrogoodwin"