I find that orgasmic like bliss and hedonistic desire hinder meaningful spiritual development

I am into leading a meaningful life! People like my healing energy and find my serious creative approach toward the spiritual often as quite entertaining despite its serious purpose geared to making a positive difference in a world that badly needs to improve the spiritual state it is in! It is true that I am not much into orgasms, since I tend to utilize my sexual energy for more serious spiritual purposes. Orgasm actually is not required in order to develop more intimacy sexually! And orgasm when it does happen can bring a deeper sense of closeness without putting one in some drug like “bliss” state! So many people are addicted to sex for how it makes them feel, and do not really connect really deeply with their partner! Most of us are just not very good at really connecting deeply spiritually with ourselves or others on this planet! People often feel strongly connected with others when they share drug like experiences that do not create really deep or meaningful connections with the level of understanding that comes with them! If we are to heal ourselves and our planet we have to take a lot more serious approach toward life and stop being so heavily into hedonistic desires.
Being in a blissful/intoxicated state tend to disconnect people from reality! So many people have spiritual beliefs that seek a blissful state, rather than the more serious state required to make a really positive and meaningful difference in a world that has so many serious problems that need to be addressed! We have so many harmful drugs in our society that handicap our ability to get the most out of ourselves spiritually and be able to be serious enough to do what it takes to heal ourselves and our planet! We have too many spiritual beliefs that support a type of intoxicating spiritual escapism that makes it difficult for people to focus their spiritual energy in a really serious way on the challenging physical world we exist in and all the serious problems that exist in it! We need spiritual theories that help us to better connect and cope with the reality we now exist in on this planet rather than the desire to escape from it!
I have so much valuable spiritual stuff of value on the internet representing a lifetime of intense spiritual effort to improve the spiritual theories and techniques that exist on this spiritually backward planet: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/

We all judge ourselves and others intuitively&badly need to work at improving at it!

We all judge others intuitively, that is why we must improve our spiritual programming and become more tuned in spiritually! Understanding others requires being able to tune into them and properly evaluate them! When you are as unique as I am you will notice this automatic intuitive judging going on very keenly, since a lot of people will automatically see you in not the best light! Survival in this world requires that you sense who are good people to relate to and who you need to stay clear of. Our close connections have a strong effect on our energies and who we are spiritually!
We have to constantly evaluate ourselves and others spiritually and work to improve both ourselves and the type of people we are connected with! We are so backward spiritually on this planet because we are not critical enough about our own spiritual state and that of those we connect with! We need to find friends that value any spiritual tips we can give them to improve their spiritual character which can not be done without one being good at evaluating them in a way that can help them! We often do not have the best understanding of ourselves without getting helpful feedback from others.
Why would anyone fear being judged by others!!! We need people to be open in how they judge us, rather than denying the automatic intuitive judging they do! When people are open about their impressions of you, it makes it a lot easier to figure out who are best to relate to! People who hide their true feelings and thoughts about you and the intuitive source of them, make it really harder for you to have an authentic relationship with them! So often people pretend to be friendly when deep down inside them they are not.
Religious people often put on a facade of “love” for everyone that is not backed up by the desire and ability to really understand them! We badly need develop better spiritual judgment by improving the spiritual theories that tune us more accurately spiritually into ourselves, others, and the reality we exist in! Tradition religions often wants mindless followers that do not question or judge the effectiveness in the real world of the beliefs they impose on their followers!
Our world has advanced so much technologically while remaining really backward spiritually! Our spiritual/intuitive judgment is what will help us make further progress spiritually provided we use it to make positive things happen in this world. Knowing/judging that which is positive and healthy spiritually/physically for oneself and others requires developing a really good spiritual connection with reality! We need to become empowered spiritually on this planet so that we can better take on our responsibility as the front line spirits we are here! The belief in an all powerful autocratic God that does all the judging and treat us as infants will not help us take more responsibility for dealing with the serious problems that exist in our world. We need to grow up spiritually and develop the judgement required to make that happen!

DUALITY IS EXTREMELY VALUABLE SPIRITUALLY!

Duality is what gives us spiritual strength! My training helps me handle the challenges and deepness that comes with this duality that is so important to our reality! Without duality nothing would exist! Some people are spiritually attracted to nothingness! I try to stay clear of delusional beliefs. I am trying to do something about how backward we are spiritually in this world and the unhealthy physical and spiritual consequences that result to the individuals who exist here and to the planet as a whole. LOVE vs HATE: We would not be able to exist spiritually if we did not have strong connections with other spirits. When we are between lives our deep connection with other spirits that are incarnated in different physical worlds help us to maintain our identity while we are without a direct physical connection ourselves. Love does draw us to the special bonds required in order to be reincarnated in a new life. But hate plays a role. We would hate to not have the healthy spiritual connection we require. We would hate anything that would destroy or harm that which we need to function as we desire. If we do not hate losing something we need, then we do not truly value it. The more you hate losing something the more you value it! You love what you value, you hate that which you see as harmful to you! Contrast is not easy for some people to handle spiritually, but handling contrast is what gives one spiritual strength!

The Mandela effect theory weakens the reality we now stand on and depend heavily on spiritually!

Here is a link to help explain the Mandela effect:
The Mandela effect theory cause divisiveness in our past reality which is harmful to the solidity of the both our past and present that we need badly to be grounded in in order to get the spiritual grip on reality we now need in order to advance a lot further spiritually on this planet. People do not realize that the memory is not perfect when it comes to things and event that do not have a lot of personal relevance to them. That the memory can store things imperfectly!
Word of mouth is not reliable and delusions can be created that just start with mistakes that are erroneously spread! My memory for a lot of details is far from perfect and I am always looking things up in sources that have a lot of energy put in them by people who place a lot of strong effort to report what is really happening at the time using what evidence they have been trained to find. Expert witnesses and reporters trained to get things accurate are very valuable resources when trying to figure out what has happened and what is happening now!
We all can work really hard to advance further spiritually by improving our spiritual theories and meditative exercise techniques so that we will improve our spiritual grip on reality and so that we can better impact our ability to remember things more accurately and become more willing to second guess what memories we later find lack enough accuracy! The reason having written accounts of the past done by professionals is so important is that accounts pasted down by word of mouth are not reliable and even eye witnesses often get things wrong.
I must take on wild theories especial those that have delusional or are very conspiratorial in nature. The truth is not easy to obtain and we all need to guard against trusting memories in ourselves and others when they are shown to be strongly at odds with that which most expert researchers/historians have discovered to be quite accurate! Becoming more advanced in ones spiritual theories and meditative training techniques can give on a much stronger grip on reality and better sense which sources are more reliable! Having better spiritual theories that help one to strongly value the solidity and value of the physical reality we now exist in is so very important, if we are to advance a lot further in finding more of the truth in every field in which it is badly needed in within a world that has so many serious problems that need to be addressed!

Theoretical Physics is not a good basis for developing spiritual theories

This is what I posted in response to this YouTube video: “Victor Stenger Skepticon 3 The Abuse of Physics by Theist and Spiritualists”

Theoretic physics is not a good basis for developing spiritual theories. One needs to use really effective intense and difficult meditative exercise techniques to fine tune ones spiritual sensitivity and build up ones spiritual/emotional strength so that one will be able to better figure out what spiritual theories will enable one to perform more effectively in this challenging physical universe we are part of. To anyone well tuned in spiritually, this world now will appear very backward spiritually when it comes to how well we are able to perform in a very challenging highly technologically advance world we now live in in which small mistakes can sometimes have extremely heavy consequences.

I avoid heavy polarization that tend to be so dominant in this world and adds to so much conflict and trouble in this world and prevents people from working together well to find better solutions to the difficult problems of our times. Often the truth will be found somewhere in the complicated middle where a lot of variables and angles need to be dealt with. I am a very unusual person who has his focus on the spiritual frontier, so I do tend to identify to quite a degree with those on the frontier of science. But, I feel science has gotten far ahead of where we are spiritually on this planet. I feel we are capable of getting a lot more out of ourselves spiritually/emotionally and that science will advance even farther once we advance further in how much we all can get out of ourselves spiritually!!

Time/reality is no illusion to those who are well tuned in spiritually!

This was written after watching a couple of panel discussions on video about some of the craziness top theoretical physicists are coming up with in regard to “time”. I tune into people of all kinds extremely well on the spiritual level, and felt most of them were being adversely affected by poor programming on the spiritual level. The good thing is they all do not all agree, and that they admit they have not proven with solid scientific evidence the truth of what they present!

We can not perform well spiritually in this world if we do not value time as indispensable to our reality! Theoretical physics may claim that time is an illusion, but that is because they discount the importance of the spiritual in underlying all of reality. Often science is affected by the spiritual theories/beliefs of the past that need to be improved on so that they will interface with reality better, so that we will be able to perform in a way that will enable us to deal with the serious issues of this complicated technological age we exist in. Anyone that does not see this world as being quite messed up spiritually at this time is not very connected to reality.

Science will come up with better theories, but first they need to become tuned in better spiritually. In the spiritual realm all is connected to quite a degree, and this connection is instant. The speed of light is very limiting when compared to the instant connections that happen spiritually! The universe has a oneness as a result of its instant spiritual connection of all parts of it! It functions as a well connected unit, not as something that takes huge quantities of time in order for one part to relate to another part. People often try to use theoretical science as a way to confirm their spiritual beliefs! But theoretical science can be quite crazy in their theories and often will not make any real sense to those who have really well trained intuition due to reality based spiritual training. Hard science can give us information about a lot of what is happening in our reality! Bur science need to be careful about moving too much into the domain that is dominated by spiritual forces that underlie all of our reality.

The spiritual is dominated by our inner being and is powered by emotions. Really intense spiritual training using the most advance and intense/difficult spiritual/meditative exercise techniques are required in order to develop intuition that help us perform very well in the very important and challenging physical reality we are part of and that can bring out the most in our spiritual capabilities! We need to advance a lot further in this world that is so backward spiritually and not allow science to go in areas it is not well suited for in order to fill the vacuum that out inadequate/impractical spiritual theories that dominate this Earth has created as compared to how advanced we have become in science and technology in recent times.

Very tough for a “differently abled” spiritual pioneer on a spiritually backward planet

I keep taking 3 grams of vitamin C a day to keep me from getting sick as I continue to push myself closer to the edge spiritually with my extremely intense meditative walking, meditative running and meditative dumbbell swing exercise routines! I do take 2 B-complex vitamin tablets, a multivitamin mineral tablet and 2 calcium-magnesium-zinc tablets a day!  Routinely I eat oatmeal with each of my 6 meal small calorie restricted meals which also contain a helping of canned greens(mainly spinach)or an occasional raw tomato or fruit.   Most people in this spiritually backward world do not value whether someone with my unique spiritual abilities is able to survive here and it is so hard to reach those that are truly open to a spiritual pioneer like me! It is do so hard to wake this world up spiritually so that it will develop the spiritual maturity to handle the intense problems that come with the advanced technological age we now exist in! I now weight 121 at 5′ 10″ with the spiritual ascetic body type I am creating! I am not restrained by the conservative spiritual mindset of science or of the predominating spiritual beliefs of the past! I am a spiritual realist and not into crazy spiritual beliefs created by wild imaginations that do not interface that well with the type of reality we now exist in!

I have spent a lot of my life having a certain amount of denial of being “differently abled”! This is not surprising since most other people tended to be in denial of this about me also! I now need to really stand up for myself and fight the spiritual insensitivity that exists in this world toward people with very special abilities that come as the result of being very limited in what they are able to do! In order to advance further spiritually and in other ways in this world we need to better utilize all the talent we have in this world! Everyone can also develop more of their capabilities provided they develop more spiritual sensitivity toward themselves and others as unique individuals!

The cycle of life and the spirits that are part of it are eternal!

      We have no creator! We(advanced individual spirits) are eternal! God is a universal spirit and no one can get a perfect connection to God. All human beings must do the hard spiritual work and deep thinking required in order to better tune into the universe and God and thus become really healthy spiritually/emotionally. mentally and physically as a result!. One can not handle the physical stress that comes with taking on a lot spiritually/emotionally if one does not find a way to become really healthy physically!
      Continuous reincarnation is the best spiritual theory for getting people to really value and be effective in their current reality they exist in, because they will just continue in it and its cycles for ever! No escape! So they better seriously face it and become good at handling it spiritually. That is why this theory is most likely the truth! Because it is the one that enables people to get the most out of themselves spiritually! It just works the best, and that is what counts the most spiritually. It is not just a make someone feel good theory like some type of drug!
      What happens when you die?? Your spirit goes into a dream like spiritual state! It is like going to sleep, but the dream state feels more real! Some people do not realize they are dead! I had too tell my brother while connecting to him in a dream that he was dead for a while after his death! The spirit will need to eventually wake up from this sort of extended dream state and be reborn in a physical world which has the intensity and challenges to bring out the most in the spirit. The continuous cycle of life and death and life again will not end! It is an extremely important cycle in our reality! Cycles are an important part of life and spiritual existence and we need to embrace their value in order to get the most out of our spiritual existence as advanced individual front line spirits within this extremely valuable universe we are part of and require as our habitat to make our existence possible!
     The spiritual requires intense effort rationally directed in order to become really good at it. One has to do the required work to earn the spiritual competence one desires. No human being is exempt from this. No short cuts or special favoritism from the universal spirit! All advanced individual spirits like us have to do the work required if they desire to become really capable in the spiritual area which is just another area one can specialize in!
     To become a spiritual specialist one has to become really intuned with ones physical body as it is ones most personal link to the natural world and thus the universe, so intense meditative training is required along with spiritual theories/programming that is good enough to enable one to handle such training by tuning one better into reality as represented by our universe and the universe’s spirit.. We need specialist in many fields to make our reality work really well! But, we all can work hard enough to become healthy enough physically and spiritually to meet our individual needs so that we can best contribute positively to this world in the unique way we are best able to!

Links to my spiritual stuff on internet

My latest and more important wordpress blogs:  https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/spiritual-blogs/

Meditative techniques I developed and use: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2019/03/19/how-i-do-my-latest-meditative-run-and-walk/

Trauma, denial, distortions of reality, and projection of ones flaws onto others in the outside world: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/07/09/trauma-denial-distortion-of-reality-and-projection-of-ones-flaws-on-others-and-outside-world/
When I live in Houston and felt a lot of the spiritual impact of Hurricane Harvey: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/08/30/i-live-in-houston-and-felt-a-lot-of-the-spiritual-impact-of-hurricane-harvey/
Yahoo Answers best answers:
The unique diet that works best for me:
Also look at other wordpress blog posts and facebook notes!
I am found on the internet by putting “astrogoodwin” into a search engine!
My YOUTUBE channel with interesting videos and very educational videos most of which are not my own with a lot not related directly to the spiritual:

A healthy ego is so valuable to a spiritual pioneer like me

My self preservation requires I become better at what I am really good at which is in the area of spiritual development! My ego is heavily invested in this! To be good in this area one has to be really good at dealing with and embracing change! Nothing wrong with believing strongly in ones self! The word ego is often defined based on what one believes! The definition has to evolve as one evolves. There are different definitions of this word that are accepted! I am not into just being tuned into the spiritual beliefs/theories that are so readily available on this planet Earth that one can so easily just accept them without challenging them provided ones ego is removed! To develop better spiritual ideas to this world one must have an ego strong enough to enable one to go up against the spiritual status quo and its psychic dominance in this world!

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