At times not good at all: fever and nausea with intense pain in arm, at other times a lot better! Use ice on forehead and arm. Getting a little better over time. Must sleep sitting up using pillow on table or arm will hurt too much, Appointment Tuesday! Do not want to use the VA hospital too much! once cleared to rehab my injury I can do so myself using really good videos on youtube. I just did a lot of damage! I do not want a huge bill and do not trust the medical profession that much when it comes to understanding my unique body! I do feel that as soon as my tissues heals enough, I will start making really fast progress! I just have a very sensitive body that has been really pushed to the edge. But I am use to living on the edge and really trust my intuition will guide me well in the healing process! I do not take pain killers now, did take Ibuprofen at the beginning, but did not like the acid reflux and other side affects. So a lot of the pain is the result of this. But. I feel that I will heal faster if I feel the pain and am not knocked with pain killers. I am optimistic that I will come back stronger than ever! Tuesday will give me information on how the healing process is going! All so complicated. My body is use to being pushed hard by me, so I will continue to challenge it in any way I think will speed up its progress even if at times quite painful!
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How am I feeling 6 days after my shoulder was dislocated and put back early Easter Sunday?
Posted by astrogoodwin on April 7, 2018
https://astrogoodwin.com/2018/04/07/how-am-i-feeling-6-days-after-my-shoulder-was-dislocated-and-put-back-early-easter-sunday/
Very tough for a “differently abled” spiritual pioneer on a spiritually backward planet
I keep taking 3 grams of vitamin C a day to keep me from getting sick as I continue to push myself closer to the edge spiritually with my extremely intense meditative walking, meditative running and meditative dumbbell swing exercise routines! I do take 2 B-complex vitamin tablets, a multivitamin mineral tablet and 2 calcium-magnesium-zinc tablets a day! Routinely I eat oatmeal with each of my 6 meal small calorie restricted meals which also contain a helping of canned greens(mainly spinach)or an occasional raw tomato or fruit. Most people in this spiritually backward world do not value whether someone with my unique spiritual abilities is able to survive here and it is so hard to reach those that are truly open to a spiritual pioneer like me! It is do so hard to wake this world up spiritually so that it will develop the spiritual maturity to handle the intense problems that come with the advanced technological age we now exist in! I now weight 121 at 5′ 10″ with the spiritual ascetic body type I am creating! I am not restrained by the conservative spiritual mindset of science or of the predominating spiritual beliefs of the past! I am a spiritual realist and not into crazy spiritual beliefs created by wild imaginations that do not interface that well with the type of reality we now exist in!
I have spent a lot of my life having a certain amount of denial of being “differently abled”! This is not surprising since most other people tended to be in denial of this about me also! I now need to really stand up for myself and fight the spiritual insensitivity that exists in this world toward people with very special abilities that come as the result of being very limited in what they are able to do! In order to advance further spiritually and in other ways in this world we need to better utilize all the talent we have in this world! Everyone can also develop more of their capabilities provided they develop more spiritual sensitivity toward themselves and others as unique individuals!
Posted by astrogoodwin on November 25, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/11/25/very-tough-for-a-differently-abled-spiritual-pioneer-on-a-spiritually-backward-planet/
Links to my spiritual stuff on internet
My latest and more important wordpress blogs: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/spiritual-blogs/
Meditative techniques I developed and use: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2019/03/19/how-i-do-my-latest-meditative-run-and-walk/
Posted by astrogoodwin on October 9, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/
Why does my survival depend on constantly pushing the edge spiritually
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Posted by astrogoodwin on October 7, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/10/07/why-does-my-survival-depend-on-constantly-pushing-the-edge-spiritually/
Will be age 66 soon, and need my innovative spiritual energy and ideas to reach the public while I am still in my prime.
Will be 66 really soon! Need to finally make something really happen in my life in this world. I have so much to offer this world, but need to meet the right people to enable my spiritual insights and techniques to reach this world. People as unique as me just do live in a world designed to cooperate with them. We all need to work with others to function well in this world. A lot of people do not recognize how much help they get from society as a result of them having abilities that society recognizes, values and supports! New ideas need to be spread by word of mouth and networking. I expect my friends to do this for me. If they do not, I do not have energy to waste on them. My time on this Earth is getting shorter all the time. I will not live forever. I need to reach the public while I am in my prime!
I do have a fantastic spiritually focused astrology system that need to be utilized and spread to the public! It will improve further as more creative minds with an interest in improving astrology as a spiritual tool add their talent to figuring out all the ways it can work!
I have important links to utilize to connect with my important spiritual stuff on the internet! Putting astrogoodwin into a search engine can help one find quite a bit about me and my ideas. I have a huge volume of spiritual stuff on the internet that still has not reached many people in a spiritually backward world that badly needs to develop further spiritually to better deal with the extreme challenged our modern highly technological world poses for us! Here are some helpful links:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPJFHd_Tr4SWnAHvmDf41rw/videos?sort=dd&view=0&shelf_id=0
https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/07/26/my-astrology-system-formula-2/
Posted by astrogoodwin on October 1, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/10/01/will-be-age-66-soon-and-need-my-innovative-spiritual-energy-and-ideas-to-reach-the-public-while-i-am-still-in-my-prime/
A healthy ego is so valuable to a spiritual pioneer like me
My self preservation requires I become better at what I am really good at which is in the area of spiritual development! My ego is heavily invested in this! To be good in this area one has to be really good at dealing with and embracing change! Nothing wrong with believing strongly in ones self! The word ego is often defined based on what one believes! The definition has to evolve as one evolves. There are different definitions of this word that are accepted! I am not into just being tuned into the spiritual beliefs/theories that are so readily available on this planet Earth that one can so easily just accept them without challenging them provided ones ego is removed! To develop better spiritual ideas to this world one must have an ego strong enough to enable one to go up against the spiritual status quo and its psychic dominance in this world!
Posted by astrogoodwin on September 29, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/09/29/a-healthy-ego-is-so-valuable-to-a-spiritual-pioneer-like-me/
I live in Houston and felt a lot of the spiritual impact of Hurricane Harvey
I am always training hard in order to get stronger and more aware spiritually! #Hurricane #Harvey did test me when it came within inches of flooding my home when we had around 20 inches of rain Saturday night. I was lucky, others in #Houston and #Texas were not so lucky! A great deal of spiritual trauma will be left in its wake that will last for decades! People who are familiar with me realize I have the most extreme creative spiritual focus one could have. I have developed better spiritual theories(including a new @astrology system based on them) and meditative exercise techniques that are really good at helping people to cope with life at its most challenging and the trauma that comes with it. I am not that good at anything else due to being “differently abled” neurologically with limited visual memory and limited finer motor skills, that is why I am so good at what I do! My uniqueness has made survival extremely rough for me making me live life in a sort of continuous crisis! This has been advantageous to my #spiritual development since I utilize this to develop crisis oriented spiritual training techniques. I always have to see how I can turn what appears to be negative into a positive, since that is the only way I can survive in this spiritually backward world that is often very hostile(unknowingly)to people like me. In times of crises we need to utilize more of our unique human resources and we have a lot of people who have special talents that we are not utilizing at this time. We need to develop enough spiritual maturity to value as much of our human capabilities within ourselves and within our society if we are going to better handle the extreme challenges we will face in this future on this planet During World War II we had to better utilize our human resources when it came to women and minorities which eventually led to changes in our society regarding them! A lot of “differently abled” people exist in our society who we need to figure out how to take advantage of what capabilities they have or can develop with proper training geared to what special abilities they possess!
I have a huge amount(a book worth) of spiritual stuff on the internet which can be found by doing a search on my internet name “astrogoodwin”. I really need people to gt the word out about me, since I am being ignored by a world that is so often trapped in mindsets that limit its ability to be open to anything really new and challenging in the spiritual area especially that which has a very strong physical reality based focus. I have around 90 youtube videos I created with my business partner Michelle Ronquillo that have not yet got many viewers! New ideas do have to go against resistance since they do not have all the psychic/spiritual support that others ideas have that have so many believers in them. Spiritually, believers have a lot of spiritual impact on this world and the power of belief creates a lot of spiritual support.energy that helps certain ideas become more easily accessible than ideas that lack this powerful support believer’s create So, it is so important that key people who have the spiritual strength and desire required to make the effort to understand and see the value in new spiritual ideas so that they can influence others to do so also! Most people in this world are followers, so key individuals need to become the leaders in any spiritual movement powered by better spiritual theories and training techniques. I have so many good blog posts on this wordpress site, but one has to go through the trouble to skim down the 144 of them which is not made easy by how this site is constructed!
Here is a link to my YouTube videos: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPJFHd_Tr4SWnAHvmDf41rw
8/13/17: I am still on my diet of 1600 calories with 5 meals a day and still doing my rigorous meditative exercise program involving doing things only I can do, since I developed the technique and have the spiritual intensity and awareness to handle them psychologically and to pull them off safely! I now weigh 126 lbs at 5′ 10″. The intensity of Harvey may have taken off a little weight. But, I have now adjusted spiritually to the level of intensity that a storm that strong can create by doing all the meditative walking I did in it. My legs are recovering quickly from the soreness and aches this created with the wading through flood waters and walking in flip flops which can be quite difficult and require quite a bit of care that creates a lot of tension in the legs!
Posted by astrogoodwin on August 30, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/08/30/i-live-in-houston-and-felt-a-lot-of-the-spiritual-impact-of-hurricane-harvey/
Have close to 90 videos on a various subjects from a spiritually innovative perspective that need to get more public exposure.
I have had an extreme spiritual focus most of my life, since I am not very capable in any other area. My survival on this planet has demanded that I focus with everything I got at continuously improving spiritually! Necessity if often the mother of invention! Living life on the edge can sharpen ones spiritual senses and motivate one to do what it takes to improve ones spiritual theories and meditative exercise techniques as well as nutrition so that one will develop the fined tuned intuition required to keep one progressing and avoiding serious trouble and resultant setbacks. I was born differently able with visual memory and finer nerve limitations that made me able to be really capable in a very unique way that enabled me to not only develop new spiritual theories and training techniques, but a new astrology system. My spiritual approach is all about improving how we are able to perform spiritual as front line spirits in a physical world that badly needs us to better contribute to improving on the conditions that exist there. I strongly feel we live in a world that is quite backward spiritually considering the serious challenges that exist in our modern highly technological age. I understand that most people are pretty well set in their ways spiritually and uncomfortable venturing into anything that will challenge what they were taught to believe and often had programmed into them early in life. But, I can only reach those that are really searching for better, more reasonable spiritual answers and willing to experiment with and evaluate that which is different from anything they are familiar with. I have many spiritually focus blog posts here on wordpress that you can explore and here is the link to the YouTube videos My very spiritual business partner Michelle Ronquillo and I have created:
Posted by astrogoodwin on July 26, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/07/26/have-close-to-90-videos-on-a-various-subjects-from-a-spiritually-innovative-perspective-that-need-to-get-more-public-exposure/
Why I am able to do things spiritually others are not able to!
1. I was born with limited visual memory(good at core structural visuals only) . Also had related limited finer motor skills(one can not do what one can not visualize doing).
2. Compensated for limitations with creativity and intuition to help me handle all the many situations in life I faced with a lack of visual familiarity. This helped me to become really aware spiritually, an area I was born with a lot of natural ability in.
3. Did play creatively in the spiritual starting at an early age, but not in a way very different from other people. Did play around creatively with trying to develop a new astrology system, but not much differently than a lot of other astrologers did. Also did push my limits with aerobic exercise as well as experimented with meditative techniques, but not in a way that really made me stand out that much from others. BUT, This all changed in March, 1992 at the age of 40. Then when trying to reach the public with my ideas I felt the extreme pressure that come with presenting anything really different to the media and public and after 2 resulting near death experiences, that I know only someone as determined as me could have survived, I was willing to really focus on moving in a direction no one else would be able to or see a reason to! Link to near death experiences:
https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2011/10/06/my-two-near-death-experiences/
4. After 1992 I worked at developing new really advanced meditative(breathing) techniques and exercises that were designed increased my spiritual connection with reality by strengthening my physical-spiritual connection. The physical is resistant in nature so is able to give one the spiritual strength to cross barriers others can not. It also can challenge one in a way that can bring out the most in you spiritually. Today, we have so many problems in this world related to our inability to adequately handle the problems this physical world we exist in presents us with! Here are links to my meditative exercises and really intense dumbbell swing exercise:
5. I have a diet without anything in it that act as a drug with means no herbs or condiments! My vegan diet(which evolved over a lifetime of experimentation) of mostly Oatmeal, canned greens, some tomatoes and vitamin/mineral supplements was designed for me individually to help me handle an extremely intense physical-spiritual training program! I do also do an intense frantic 3/4 of a mile run pretty much every day! I do not use coffee(caffeine)like most other runners, since I do not want anything interfering with my natural spiritual attunement to my body and how I am able to read it and figure out exactly how hard I can safely push it and in what way. When one pushes the body in a way that no one else is able you must be extremely sharp spiritually with no drugs/chemicals interfering with how you are tuned in spiritually to your body. One needs to rely on the drugs/chemicals the body itself produces and utilizes based on its perceived need.
6. After 1992, I did develop a very unique astrology system that evolved as the intensity and effectiveness of my meditative/spiritual training/exercise techniques evolved. This astrology system is not some variation of a traditional astrology system(does not have signs or houses)and is not mythology based. It was developed with an emphasis on applying as much logic to it as possible along with utilizing my intuition/understanding of how the spiritual actually works. It was my spiritual tuning device that had to work well for to enable me to do incredibly intense spiritual training safely. So when ever I was not happy with my spiritual progress, I would have to figure out ways of improving my astrology system and the spiritual theories that where utilized in designing its structure. Spiritual training I find may bring one some inspiration, but intense thinking is required to further refine any raw inspiration into something very functional in this challenging reality we exist in. My mind has pushed the limits very often in my life especially after 1992 with a trial and error process applied over and over. Creativity involved a lot of trial and error mostly error. I have tested this astrology system not only on myself but on the charts of 20 celebrities and numerous charts I have done for people I have known in my life.
No one I am sure has done anything like me, so as a result I am able to do things in the practical physical-spiritual direction that nobody else can do. I understand that most people stay within the comfort zone that having a similar mindset and personality as a lot of other also have. Few people really get outside of this spiritual comfort zone since it is very scary and difficult to do. Also it is very hard to survive in a world like this that demands such a high degree of spiritual conformity from its inhabitants. Only people who are born with an inability to conform can really become the pioneers that open new doors in this world. Often necessity(desperation)is the mother of invention and individual and societal crisis is required in order for what it takes for really positive creative change to happen in this world.
Here is a link to a YouTube site with over 60 videos I was involved in:
Posted by astrogoodwin on May 7, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/05/07/why-i-am-able-to-do-things-spiritually-others-are-not-able-to/
Why have I had so much time in my life to focus extremely hard creatively on the spiritual?
I tried hard to find a way to fit into the job market, but was unable to due to my visual memory and finer motor skills limitations. I did manage to survive due to family help, but felt I had to be extremely frugal and purposeful, and work harder in the area(the spiritual) that I have a lot of ability in. I always saw(I believe for very real reasons) my life as one continuous crisis and still do. I felt like I had to work harder than anyone else, so that I would have the spiritual strength to do things others would not be capable of doing. I wanted to be in a position that I had the strength of spiritual character(and intense enough connection with reality) to over power the energy of those who would question how much effort I put in to being successful in life.
I have had to push myself extremely hard all of my life, since I felt I had no other choice in order to survive in a world that is extremely rough on very unique “differently abled” individuals like me. What a lot of people find not very difficult to do in this modern world, I find really difficult. But, I found that I could handle better what other found really hard to deal with in the spiritual/emotional area, and saw this as a very useful advantage I had. So, I decided to apply as hard a level of difficulty to developing myself and my spiritual theories and techniques as I could possibly do.
The type of spiritual training I developed and do is more advanced and difficult than anything available out there is this world right now. Why do I believe this is true? Because I put an extreme amount of effort in developing and testing these training techniques(especially in the past 3 decades of my life) along with developing spiritual theories using the development of a new astrology system based on them to force me to develop them further. My astrology system was needed to tune me in spiritually so that I would have the self awareness and spiritual awareness to handle the most extreme and difficult of spiritual/emotional states in a way that could enable to direct even the roughest spiritual/emotional energy in a positive/constructive direction toward bringing more positive spiritual/physical results to a world that has so many serious problems rooted in the spiritual that need people motivated by really strong spiritual purpose to tackle and find adequate remedies for.
Here is my very useful blog post on meditative walking which is an extremely effective spiritual training technique: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/……
Posted by astrogoodwin on December 2, 2016
https://astrogoodwin.com/2016/12/02/why-have-i-had-so-much-time-in-my-life-to-focus-extremely-hard-creatively-on-the-spiritual/
Thomas Goodwin "astrogoodwin"
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astrogoodwin Spiritual Website 