The challenging times we live in can help us advance a lot further spiritually!

This world is not suppose to be easy, it is suppose to be challenging! It is up to us to make the world around us better/healthier! We are the front line spirits that can make a positive difference in thus spiritually backward world. This world will have its problems rooted in spiritual inadequacies, it is up to us all who exist here to heal these problems. The pain and struggle helps us to get stronger and more advanced spiritually provided we put in the effort required in order to be able to learn what lessons come from it

If the world was perfect(without problems to fix/solve)then it would be pointless and without any challenge to give us purpose and a reason to exist! Nothing exists without a purpose for its existence! Just because something has a purpose to exist does not mean it can not do a better job of serving that purpose or can not be improved upon.

The spiritual will always be challenging and difficult to figure out. This world we exist in its will always have its mysteries and challenges that can bring out the most spiritually in those who choose to push their spiritual limits! We always need spiritual puzzles to work on and challenge us to advance further spiritually! Today’s world is now going through extremely challenging times that provides the opportunity to advance to a much more advanced level spiritually in order to get through them and make the most of them!.

Here is a link to a lot  of other  links  to a lot of the innovative spiritual stuff I posted on the internet:  https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/

This world better wake up spiritually soon!!!

I seem to get little response when I post my best blogs! I know what works since I definitely walk the walk! I know that all these people spiritually avoiding reality will eventually get a wake up call! Crisis happens when people are unwilling to do what it takes spiritually to deal with the demands of the problems of our times. Crises is happening right now in so many places in this world and this will get worst until we advance/mature in the necessary way spiritually! New spiritual theories need to be explored and tested. This world can not stay so stuck in the past spiritually!

How I do my latest meditation, meditative run, walk and other forms of meditation

Warning:  It takes a lot of time(years)to develop the ability to handle this spiritual-physical exercise in its most intense form.  The body needs to be given time to adjust as to frequency, duration, and intensity of any intense type exercise including this meditative type.  One should consult a medical doctor to determine  if you have any conditions that could make this exercise unsafe in any way.  One may need help from  the guidance of  mental health professional who can check on the affects of these exercises on you!  These meditative exercise techniques is should be done at your own risk.  The spiritual has a really inner individual focus,  unlike science, and one has the accept responsibility for ones own actions and ones ability to sense intuitively what will work best for you.  Crisis always entails risk, and all effective spiritual exercise trains one to handle life at its most intense, so their will be risks, and one needs to do ones best to be vigilant so as to avoid serious trouble even when faces really tough challenges.  FEEL FREE TO SIMPLIFY OR BE CREATIVE WHEN USING THESE MEDITATIVE EXERCISE TECHNIQUES SO AS TO MAKE THEM MORE READILY FIT YOUR INDIVIDUAL NEEDS!

These first paragraphs below this one capsulate how to understand and do my most recent meditative techniques:  The dated paragraphs give one information on how my technique has varied over time and can give you some ideas on how to creatively adjust them to suite your current needs.

When doing a stationary meditation the main thing is to get in a comfortable position and focus on doing very deep intense breathing with enough focus to quiet the mind. You can tighten and relax different muscles in order to get more relaxed! Doing stomach crunches can relieve tension at times and is very effective.  Some shoulder movement can help one to get more blood to the brain so as to create a more intense spiritual state. I do most of my stationary meditation lying down! I will focus on what is bothering me emotionally or physically and get into the mindset of running a marathon! I have dealt with very painful physical and emotionally states by doing this until I pass out! My mindset becomes “how ever long it takes”! You have to practice doing it so you become better at it and gain the confidence in how well it works! Like any exercise you will have to gradually get your body and mind use to doing it!

When doing meditative walking, I really focus on moving my arms back and forth and my shoulder up and down, and lifting my legs up and putting them down precisely with quick short steps and a sort of side to side movement. The arm and shoulder movements help me to get more blood to the brain so as to put more intensity(effort level) into the meditative exercise.. I do either deep or rapid nose or mouth breathing(either in with  two steps and out with the next two steps or in and out with each step)which help to create the meditative state which does slow the body down! I do alternate  these breathing  styles when I tire quickly  when I stick to one due to intense effort at each. When meditative running  I’ll also alternate  breathing  styles.

I have in the past sometimes shut my eyes periodically pretty tightly at times within the breathing cycle which is mostly focusing on 4 steps at a time. Shutting the eyes tightly can help relieve tension and alleviate ocular headaches that can result from the intensity of the exercise! When I shut my eyes I can connect/tune into more with the emotions that I tend to pick up from the outside world when I open my eyes! Also while doing these exercise I can focus on emotions(including anxiety) I have been affecting me in recent times and have a positive impact on them and those who are associated with them!  I  find the body reacts differently spiritually when the eyes are closed especially when in a meditative state. I also will sometimes intensely open and close my mouth without closing completely on the teeth! I do this in rhythm with my breathing! I find breathing through the mouth(not the nose) is sometimes required to make this work well. Also one can walk with your feet a little wider apart than comfortable which adds to stability and requires more focus/awareness to do.  You try to focus to the point your mind becomes quiet(in the zone) at times. But, the mind will often have to do some thinking and figuring things in your life out while doing these meditative walks.  One can also do a meditative  walk while  breathing in with one step and out with the next one.

These meditative movements are  cat-like movements with a dance type quality to them!  When doing my meditative walk, I can quickly transform my energy in order to speed up or sprint when it is helpful to avoid certain situations or get across the street quickly and make walk signals in time.  The energy I run into can feed into these sprints!   The sprints are also good survival/fitness training!  This meditative techniques is extremely advanced and intense because I designed it over almost 4 decades of effort using a lot of experimentation and trial and error. It is unlike any technique out there!!!

When doing a meditative running you use a similar technique as when meditative walking but with more speed while breathing in with one step and out with the next or even in and out with each step, bit with more of a running techniques. You can also use the same technique of the alternating styles mentioned above for meditative walking, but while running. But meditative walking can be very similar to running because of the rhythm to the movement although done slower.  I do stationary type meditation when ever I feel I need them and for as long as I feel I need to!  I focus more on quality than quality! I do crouch down a little and lean a little forward in order to create enough tension to help me run faster especially in short bursts. I can not hold this position long, since it can strain my back. Always  be careful and try to gradually get use to tougher routines.

Here’s a history of how I changed my technique over time. Different techniques work for different people and at different times:

4/30/19  I am focusing more on side to side movement and using my toes more to lift my feet to enhance the speed of that movement.  I am also focusing on breathing in and out more vigorously with the intense  jaw movement helping me do this.

5/10/19  I am making an effort to spread my feet farther apart which helps with balance and ability to do quicker steps with added quicker side to side movement.  Also opening and closing my hand with each step which is a technique I have used previously.  focusing on ones toes and hands(peripheral body parts)  helps one get more of a whole body meditative focus.  The focus on the toes and foot movements also help one stay grounded.  Meditative walking is sort of like dance and does help you gain more control of ones body which is helpful in many athletic pursuits and to move well when in a crises situation.

8/24/19  I now do quite a few meditative walks a day!  I have done up tp 14 miles(once) with 7 two mile sessions!  I use side to side motion with short quick steps trying to move my shoulder up and down as quickly as I can which helps quicken the steps.  I will squat a little to increase tension and help increase how many steps I do!  I do breath in and out with each step so the more steps the faster I must breath in and out!   If I get any pains I try to increase how hard I breath.  I can stop at “don’t walk” signs and then(while waiting) do a standing meditation focusing on breathing hard and moving my shoulders rapidly alternately up and down,  while bending my knee and connecting with the stillness around me.  When the opportunity arises I can mix a few short intense sprints in(I am conditioned to handle these)!  I do my meditative training on the mean streets of Vegas(with some crazy people to deal with) and have to deal with traffic too and will race across intersections or to avoid danger when I feel like it will work well!  I will feed off the energy around me.  I feel safe because I know my body is conditioned to handle almost anything!

11/15/19  I now jerk my shoulder up intensely with each rapid short step! This intense shoulder action creates more side to side motion helping me land these quick precise steps! I do focus on 5 steps at a time and making the most of these intervals of time!  I lean forward before each 5 step cycle which speed up my steps and uses my toes a lot to propel my back and forth and forward movement!  Since I breath in and out with each step my breathing becomes even more rapid and also my nervous system is really activated and felt especially around my neck!  I try to move with the type of attention to stepping in a way that helps me focus on every sound in my environment like my survival depended on me to do so.  I continue to strongly open and close my eyes especially at the beginning of each 5 step cycle and use intense jaw action in conjunction with my breathing! I also continue to do some standing meditations and sprints when conditions dictate them!  The meditative exercise is an exercise that is suppose to make one more spiritually sensitive in a way that will help one to pick up on anything psychically that is of the most vital importance to whatever task of real importance that one is trying to achieve.   We have so many serious problems in this world that impact people personally that need to be adequately dealt with!  Also we have so many psychological/spiritual problems within the individuals on this planet that also need people extremely well trained spiritually to help them deal with them!

1/3/20  On  DEC 20th 2019, I started running again( 3 miles every day).   I recently had the flu, but did not let that stop me! My “neurologically different” body does best when I push the edge! I would not have survived as long as I have in this world which is very hostile toward me, if I did not use my extreme approach guided by my well trained intuition! My spiritual mindset has to be better than others! Most people in this world have no idea how much further they could evolve spiritually and are just passively guided by the spiritual fads of the times with out much deep thinking about how much this limits their potential!  When I run, I swing my arms and shoulders as vigorously as possible which makes the run more “meditative” and improves  blood  circulation  to the brain.

May 13, 2021:  I now am doing a 3 mile meditative run and a 3 mile meditative walk daily. I breath very deeply and intensely usually breathing in with 1 steps and out with the next 1 to 2 steps.  I do run up a steep hill and down one.  I will put do intervals of extra speed at times especially when I feel it is a good idea based on the circumstances I encounter.  I walk the same course, but the opposite direction. I breath in and out with each step and try to glide along with short careful steps.   In my meditative walks and runs I do use other techniques mentioned earlier like closing my eyes tightly and opening and closing my mouth to help relieve tension.  I do also focus on the emotions and thoughts that I need to process.  Also with both my running and walking I put a lot of emphasis on moving my shoulders up and down which enabled more blood flow to the upper body and brain which helps me to really be focused mentally and spiritually on what I am doing.

12/13/21  I now do a 2.5 meditative run/walk starting out hard and gradually slowing down to a walk every day. This run is never very fast, but I mixed sprints in when circumstances help motivate me like traffic or a barking dog.  I also do at least one 1.5 mile  meditative walk a day. I do them while breathing in and out with each step. I spread my feet a little farther apart than normal running or walking and strongly focus on side to side movement and fast up and down shoulder movement.  I pick up strong emotions these days and I focus on them and crouch a little for four steps relax briefly, and then immediately crouch again. This crouching create tension which intensifies the run or walk. My step are short and very quick and I will shut my eyes tightly and used intense up and down jaw movement to impact the emotions I am feeling. I do not close my eyes so much I can not keep track of where I am going and maintain my safety. I think of myself as a spiritual warrior taking on the toxic emotions that are sent my way and impacting them.and the sources of them in a way that is positive for the world.

4/5/22: I am doing a slow meditative Walk of 2 miles lately focusing on alternately  on deep breathing: breathing in with 2 steps and out with 2 steps and rapid breathing: breathing in and out with each step. I use shorter steps when breathing more rapidly and move a little slower. I do a similar breathing technique when running hard. I do sprints mixed in my run while using the deep breathing of in with two steps and out with the next two.  When I run slow which can be like a fast walk at times, I breath in and out with each step. I do use vigorous  arm am shoulder movement that sort of help massage my neck and increase the blood  flow to the brain..  l often make the main meditative focus be these arm movements.  I do a variety of meditations daily, trying to do why I feel I need, while allowing energy for other important things I  need  to do in my life. 

11sep22:  I am mixing  meditative running,  walking, and sprints  during my early morning meditative exercise.  I do three breathing techniques.  In and out with each step when running really slowly.  Breathing in with two steps and out with two steps when running faster and sprinting. And breathing in with one step and out with the next when walking slowly and carefully.  I do crouch for short times when doing my meditative running which strengthens my buttock muscles and helps me push myself a little  harder.  You have to be really careful when pushing the edge with these exercises and gradually get use to their intensity of over time.

23sep22: You can sit back in an easy chair or any chair so that you can rock back an forth while using ones stomach muscles,  breathing in when moving forward and out when  moving backwards. This meditative  movement  exercises the muscles used for stomach crunches. The stomach  muscles are important ones to develop and often ignored.

16Apr23: I now do an early morning mile meditative run every day alternating between breathing in and out with each step and breathing in with two step and out with the next two steps.  I alternate with 8 steps at a time with each breathing technique.  When doing the breathing with one step and out with the next I crouch down a little bit to get my glutes and back more involve. Also lean forward a little. I pay attention to the cars passing me by and try to use the energy from them to help me push myself even harder. Try to sort of suck all of the energy out of the air. Try to be in sort of a crises state focusing on quick fast careful steps and quick intense shoulder and arm movements. Side to side movement helps one make shorter quicker steps. I try to focus on what emotions I have found challenging lately in all my forms of meditation…………………………………………I  also do a 2 mile late afternoon or evening meditative walk. With these I breath in with one step and out with the next. I do short quick steps, but since I am walking one foot is on the ground which is the rule for race walking, although I do not move forward as someone who is racing.  I move rapidly from side to side and do use my strong shoulder and arm movements to help this happen.  I lean forward to help make the steps become more rapid and try to make it a rhymic dance type movement. I spread my leg a little more apart than is normal, but try to be careful not to do overdo this and create knee problems.   Always have to be aware not to hurt oneself.  One needs really good body awareness.   It is so easy to hurt oneself when doing something extremely intensely.   When doing this meditative walk and really focusing on the most intense emotion I have inside me it really gives me a laser type focus which makes me really notice details and get a sort of telescopic vision. I try to focus on a point way in the distance, but at the same time be able to quickly switch to what is in my immediate surroundings when needed.  One can trip if one does not have good awareness of one immediate surroundings, also have to keep track of cars or other potential dangers. I can readily sprint or completely stop in order to avoid potential dangers.  In other words needs to maintain a super alert state which should happen automatically to quite a degree because of the intensity of this active type meditative state. I do close my eyes very tightly  to relieve excessive tension and prevent occular headaches  when doing any very intense type of meditative.  WARNING: One should start with simpler meditative exercise before taking on more advanced ones.

It takes a long time to get good at this meditative movement exercise, but I have trained hard a lot of ways in the past including marathons which I have run two official ones back in early 2006, so I knew about training hard from my past experiences, but spiritual training is a lot rougher, since training oneself extremely hard emotionally(spiritually) requires this training in order to condition the body to handle and heal the intense traumas that often comes with living in a really challenging physical world.  Emotions power the spiritual and one must overcome(heal) ones emotional and physical traumas in order to become more effective spiritually!  So many people are negatively triggered(upset) when certain sensitive subjects come up!  This world is full of conditions that can be abusive to ones emotional wellbeing and leave emotional scars!

In order to positively handle all of the spectrum of emotions and thus gain the spiritual balance and grounding required to get the most out of oneself, one must develop the overall emotional strength and will power  needed to direct ones desires in a way that one can be in the kind of shape(emotionally and physically) to take on the really intense problems that this modern world is so full of!  One spiritual programming/theories must be reality based enough to be able to handle the hard dose of reality(difficulty) that this type of training involves.  So many spiritual beliefs are escapist in nature and prevent people from handling life at it most difficult really well spiritually!  That is why this world is so backward spiritually.  Improved spiritual training required one improves ones spiritual theories and not be locked into the beliefs of the past!

This physical reality is what keeps us grounded and able to survive in a very challenging world. When we meditate we need to mobilize our serious survival(grounding) energy by putting an intense focus on doing very careful precise footwork. This precise footwork should mobilize your vigilant energy which should help you to quiet your mind more so that you can focus strongly on your surroundings similar to a cat doing its crouching movement while hunting.  One spiritual programming needs to advance with beliefs/theories that are better able to connect with this physical reality we exist in right now! This reality is very challenging and at time can challenge us with a lot of discomfort or pain. We have to have spiritual beliefs that put the focus very strongly on the type of challenging reality we exit in and away from anything that represents escaping from it. I have blog posts all about this on this site!

I do channel my sexual energy spiritually  through  meditation to support my spiritual mission. I use stomach crunches to help  deal with sexual tension when faced with it. My meditative exercises do tend to eat up sexual energy because of how hard I push them. Not everyone needs to push the edge as hard as I do. Sexual exercise can help you increase your sexual energy and learn to control it so it can be used spiritually.   Learning not to orgasm can help you control this important energy.  Doing crunches or tightening and relaxing various  muscles can help you fight off orgasm while stimulating yourself sexually.

I am very body positive  and have no problem  with the human body in its natural state. I do so much physical spiritual  training  that tunes me into my body and the natural world it connects  with me. I love  a healthy human body in its natural  state. I do thing we need to become more comfortable  with our sexual desire and the positive/healthy expression  of it.  So many problems are caused in this world  when emotions and desires are not directed in a way to create positive and healthy results in our lives and in this world. Meditative  exercises  can help us control our desires and emotions  so as to express  them in a more positive  and healthy way.

Here is some thoughts  on relaxing the body so as to better be able  to sleep: You have to lie down  and focus  on breathing  deeply.  You can get in a position  sitting  up a little  bit so that it is easy to do stomach  crunches  so as to help release tension.  You can alternately tighten  and relax different muscles.  You can move your  feet  alternately  back and forth  or up and down.  This is like a type  of yoga. Any rhythmic body movement combined with deep breathing will help  release tension.   Masturbative exercises can help if you have sexual tension.  You have to burn up any extra energy  you have in  your body.  Rhythmic  dance movement  combined with rhymic breathing may help.   Pacing back and forth is like a type of meditative exercise. Rocking your  body  in a sort of sitting  position while focusing  on your breathing can help. A lot of meditative  exercises  may seem like what someone  with psychological problems would  do as a symptom.   But that does not mean it is not a type of meditative coping  technique. You have to tire the body out, so that it really  wants to go to sleep.  Meditation can be really hard work. But hard work can pay off. Being able to get yourself  into a low energy state can help your body relax so it can sleep.  Also a healthy diet does help with vitamins  and minerals  supplements.  A good  multivitamin  is a start. Read up on nutrition.  Figure out what diet works best for you.  You have to develop  your intuition,  and become  good at trial and error

A tougher more mature type of spirituality needed in these trying times

I need to stay away from the type of spirituality that acts like a comforting drug that enable people to avoid facing the hard reality of the type of challenging world we now live in! The idea that all spiritual “paths” are okay does not give enough credit to those who are really working extremely hard to improve spiritually so as to be able to actually make a real positive difference in this world. So many people have gotten soft spiritually and want to be “enabled” to stay soft and indulging in a fantasy type drug like type of spirituality that helps makes them feel good without them having to do the extremely hard spiritual work required to take on the intense challenges of our times. A lot of the “new age” type spirituality is this way.
My hard hitting spiritual approach guided by spiritual theories that support it just does not appeal to those that are too addicted to a “feel good” type of spiritual approach rather than focusing on one that is strong enough to be effective in our challenging times. Actually achieving constructive results in the real world does give one a positive feeling that is so much stronger and valuable than just some “feel good” drug like spiritual high! Hard spiritual energy is scary, but needed if we are ever going to properly address the really serious problems of the highly advanced technological age we exist in. Hard time are coming which will require a lot more spiritual maturity to be developed by the inhabitants existing on this spiritually backward planet to handle it!

Spiritual theories backed by effective astrology system

I think/feel the reason my practical spiritual theories do not reach a lot of people well is because they need to be well back up by my newly developed astrology system which has them as its foundation! The astrology system’s effectiveness at connecting on an individual basis with people through their birth chart interpretation will provide more proof of how well my spiritual theories actually work! So much important change starts with some new formulation that is shown to work! I may need to be a spiritual focal point for a period of time until others can take over my role and even add more to all the ways the new astrology system can be utilized! I can only do so much, others can figure out a lot more than I on the ways the new astrology system can be interpreted.

I have so much spiritual stuff on the internet:

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/

Why people are so closed minded to improving on their spiritual beliefs!

Spiritual/religious brainwashing keeps people from being receptive to better, more practical spiritual theories! One spiritual programming is deeply implanted and does not change without a lot of effort! Spiritual trauma tends to hold one back from advancing further spiritually. Effective meditative exercises along with a better diet can help one heal past traumas in ones life so that one can more readily improve one spiritual programming! Growing spiritually is not easy since facing more of the truth is really challenging and will often force one to face past traumas and the beliefs that help support them! Fantasy/delusional beliefs act like drugs that help one to tune out reality to quite a degree. People often take drugs to help them avoid past traumas and maintain the distorted spiritual energy that comes with inadequate spiritual beliefs systems. Being a spiritual pioneer does run into its obstacles on this spiritually backward planet!!

The all important cycles within life and beyond life

The life of the spirit is cyclical with each new cycle being affected by how well we handled the last cycle. The type of reality we exist in will continue providing us with the same challenges and benefits. One needs to focus on making the most of the current very challenging/stimulating reality we exist in, since we will continue to face more of the same within this life and beyond this life. The belief in the spiritual theory of our continuous existence in a similar reality helps us to put all of our focus on performing well in it, since we will only face more of it in the future. If we work hard to perform well in one cycle in this life, what value we gain will help us in the next cycle. The same will be true as we cycle from one life to the next. Inventing a different type of reality that is fantasy like after we die, will weaken our ability to put all of our energy into the reality we exist in right now which is the one that counts the most.

Developing a new astrology system

An astrology system developed in an age before the science existed to truly understand the Universe and the huge number of Galaxies that existed, the black hole that is in the center of our Galaxy, our nearest Star, and all the outer planets is going to be very limited in its effectiveness.  It will work to quite a degree due to the power of belief and so much leeway in interpretation due to so many ways of interpreting it.   We tend to get stuck in the past on this spiritually backward planet and stuck on mythology that is not backed up enough by how effective it works.

I was born neurologically different with limited visual memory and finer motor skills.  A lot of people are born neurologically different with some more “unique” than others, and often their talents are wasted on a planet that gets too much into an overly simplistic one size fits all approach toward its inhabitants  with “locked in religious/spiritual beliefs and modern science adding to this.   Ego plays a strong role in keeping most people from doing the really hard work required to advance in their spiritual sensitivity toward themselves and others especially those who do not fit in very well!  A lot of “genius” is thus wasted on this planet.  A mythology around the word “genius” has developed that limits the number of people who can fit into this category and making it a category people tend to be afraid to strive for.

At an early age, I quickly became very  heavily dependent on my spirit and the spiritual to guide me and lost a lot of my trust in others in this world to be that helpful to me in times of crisis in my life.  Although people have tended to help me with out me asking. I lost a lot of my faith in the level of expertise existing on this planet due to how inept these experts were in understanding the very intense  situation I was facing in my life adjusting to a world that was so insensitive to those with the limitations and special abilities people who are “neurologically different” or “differenty abled” often possess.

My focus on dependence on myself spiritually even led to me not even letting someone  know(who saw the tears in my eyes) that I didn’t have enough money for a bus to get home from High School in Manchester NH to end of the bus line in Goffstown NH.  My mother I though was suppose to pick me up, but didn’t!  So I took the Bus using what money I had, but did not pay the rest of the money when due upon getting off the bus.  The bus driver probably was affected by the spiritual state I was in so did not appear to notice my not paying.

I developed an interest in the occult and various alternative views of the spiritual at an early age and stopped attending Catholic Church in my early teens.  I did still go to a Catholic High School even though I was no longer a believer.  I never really was that strong a believe when younger because of some  my early experiences with the Church that let me know they did not have their act together spiritually enough to treat me well enough.

I first started with more traditional Astrology, reading a bunch of charts starting around 1976(born Oct 1951).  I quickly became creative and experimented with many variations still holding on to the traditional.  My intuition helped me a lot in my readings, but I felt I relied to much on my intuition to correct the inadequacies of the astrology system I was using.  In the later part 1992 after years of playing with some components of the traditional astrology system and experimenting with new meditative walking and other techniques I had developed, I tried to connect with the media and reach them with my spiritual ideas and also affect the politics of this election year.  The pressure of doing this(with the negative spiritual reactions that cam back my way) was too much for me physically/emotionally resulting in my heart rhythm messing up.  I had that happen before as a result of the extreme exercises I would do in running and walking swinging heavy dumbbell hand weights.  I used meditative breathing to take care of that heart rhythm problem which worked well at the times required.  But, when I tried it under the stress in I faced in late 1992, I had to keep doing it continuously and could not stop in order to sleep.  When I finally fell asleep when extremely sleep deprived while still fighting to keep up the meditative breathing, I had a near death experience which required all the effort I could muster to come back from.  I have a blog on this experience.  This experience and the psychological/spiritual states it put me in led to me reevaluating all of my spiritual  beliefs and to take a completely fresh approach to m astrology system, and no longer trusting any of the mythology based ideas I still had programmed into me.  I became an awful  lot more logic based(rational) in my spiritual approach from then on.

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/07/26/my-astrology-system-formula-2/

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/01/03/2-near-death-experiences-in-1992-forced-me-to-improve-further-on-my-spiritual-beliefs-and-training-techniques/

 

 

 

 

 

 

My shoulder dislocation situation and intense need for further spiritual advancement on this planet!!!

Since my dislocated shoulder will not be able to be fixed by medical means, I will continue to stretch my right arm so as to continue to gain more flexibility and use my 20 lb dumbbell to make it stronger. I surprised the Orthopedic Doctor with my flexibility! I have been doing this for 2 days including this morning after taking a break from it. My right arm actually became stronger during the break from weight training on it and now can handle the 20 lb dumbbell quite well! I use my right arm for carrying things quite often in my daily routine. I do not baby it, but act like it is normal except when it tells me I am out side of its range of flexibility. I do not feel disabled, and am quite comfortable with my current situation except for times when the lack of flexibility limits what I can do. I can no longer cut my hair and do struggle to cut my toe nails. But, I may gain even more flexibility even with my arm in the dislocated position.

I am so use to dealing with any medical problems I have on my own which my extreme spiritual focus helps me to be quite good at. The medical industry has strong limitations, since they are really limited by their lack of spiritual competence, and because the spiritual is such a valuable part of the healing process, as well as in preventive medicine. Advanced spirituality involves dealing with individual differences. We are still in the dark ages as far as where we are spiritually on this planet. And every field is affected by this! Science/medicine is sort of put on a pedestal in our world right now, and needs to become more aware of its limitations. We need to advance spiritually in order for all other occupational fields to advance even further.

WE have so many problems in this world rooted in the spiritual, and so many limitations within ourselves spiritually affecting how fare we can develop any expertise we desire. Spiritual advancement on this planet will drastically advance our potential in every facet of our lives. We need not be held back so much by our spiritual immaturity any longer. An amazing future can happen on this planet, even more amazing that our recent advancements in science and technology! I focus on spiritual development and see so many limitations that can be overcome with more spiritual development and maturity. So many serious problems exist on this planet that could be handled better if we had the spiritual/emotional maturity to address them with a serious enough approach!!!!

Update on Shoulder Dislocation recovery problem

11/21/18  Finally went to Doctor using my medicare and medicaid and had my arm x-rayed and the shoulder is definitely dislocated! I think it was not completely relocated in the VA emergency room and over time went back to complete dislocation. I did nothing in my sleep or other wise that should have dislocated it if it had been put back all the way! I was really careful! There nay have been reasons related to other damage done at the time that affected the situation! The medical people involved in trying to fix the dislocation may not have been the best due to it being early Easter morning that they had to be called in! I waited a long time for them to arrive! My arm never felt right and did not move toward my chest properly even immediately after the procedure. I should have it done correctly this time! They should be able to do it in such a way that it will not easily dislocate again. I am always careful and realize that having one dislocation increases the odds of another happening. I am not using the VA hospital this time.

12/3/18 Went to Orthopedic specialist and found out that all my options are risky, so I decided to live with the limitations of my right shoulder. I can live with them! I do not want to do anything that will not guarantee an improvement in my present state. I will continue to stretch my dislocated shoulder and focus my energy into my extremely intense spiritual focus. I do best when taking care of my own health and not depending on the healthcare industry. There is risk involved in being a spiritual pioneer. But I feel I have achieved a lot despite the price I had to pay as a result. Dealing with the accident to my right shoulder did give me the focus required to make a great deal of progress spiritually. I went with out pain killers almost completely while healing from the accident/fall to the degree I have.

  • Thomas Goodwin "astrogoodwin"