My self preservation requires I become better at what I am really good at which is in the area of spiritual development! My ego is heavily invested in this! To be good in this area one has to be really good at dealing with and embracing change! Nothing wrong with believing strongly in ones self! The word ego is often defined based on what one believes! The definition has to evolve as one evolves. There are different definitions of this word that are accepted! I am not into just being tuned into the spiritual beliefs/theories that are so readily available on this planet Earth that one can so easily just accept them without challenging them provided ones ego is removed! To develop better spiritual ideas to this world one must have an ego strong enough to enable one to go up against the spiritual status quo and its psychic dominance in this world!
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A healthy ego is so valuable to a spiritual pioneer like me
Posted by astrogoodwin on September 29, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/09/29/a-healthy-ego-is-so-valuable-to-a-spiritual-pioneer-like-me/
How we envision God affects our spiritual effectiveness on this Earth
I feel as one become more tuned in spiritually how you picture God will change. We need to feel more empowered spiritually in this world in order to become more responsible here for the spiritual state this world is in! The vision of an all powerful autocratic God just does not help us advance enough further spiritually which we badly need to do in order to positively transform a world that badly need to be! We have to see us as the front line spirits that have an awful lot of impact on the world we exist in and then develop ourselves to perform our role better! We have to see our physical universe as being very vital to us spiritually in order to put enough of our spiritual energy into improving the part of this universe we now exist in! Every united component of our reality has a spirit and so the physical universe as a whole must have one. I believe we as advanced individual spirits must nurture both the physical world we live in and the spirit that maintains it in order to make things work well spiritually here. But, we can only properly nurture that which we really appreciate the value of and that we understand really well!
Being individual front line spirits we are able to use the unique abilities we can develop spiritually to make quite a difference in the universe we are part of! Being incarnated in a physical body in a challenging physical world enables us to develop really great guiding spiritual theories and training techniques that can greatly increase our spiritual capabilities to impact the universe we are part of. When we make ourselves a lot less important in this world by making God play too strong a role we really weaken our spiritual effectiveness. When God is envisioned as so powerful that only God is considered eternal, this really weakens us! But, when we see us as eternal advanced individual spirits that play an extremely important role in how our universe and its spirit(God) functions, we really empower ourselves and enable us to value the need to make the effort to develop further so that we can play this vital role. We have made such advances in recent centuries in the areas of science and technology in this world and need to now do the same in the spiritual area. We can not do this if we do not see how much we are capable of spiritually and belittle the power we have in this universe! We can do really amazing things spiritually in this challenging physical world when we function as advanced individual spirits with the collective oneness that can come from getting a lot more out of ourselves spiritually as separate advanced individual spirits.
Posted by astrogoodwin on September 25, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/09/25/how-we-envision-god-affects-our-spiritual-effectiveness-on-this-earth/
I live in Houston and felt a lot of the spiritual impact of Hurricane Harvey
I am always training hard in order to get stronger and more aware spiritually! #Hurricane #Harvey did test me when it came within inches of flooding my home when we had around 20 inches of rain Saturday night. I was lucky, others in #Houston and #Texas were not so lucky! A great deal of spiritual trauma will be left in its wake that will last for decades! People who are familiar with me realize I have the most extreme creative spiritual focus one could have. I have developed better spiritual theories(including a new @astrology system based on them) and meditative exercise techniques that are really good at helping people to cope with life at its most challenging and the trauma that comes with it. I am not that good at anything else due to being “differently abled” neurologically with limited visual memory and limited finer motor skills, that is why I am so good at what I do! My uniqueness has made survival extremely rough for me making me live life in a sort of continuous crisis! This has been advantageous to my #spiritual development since I utilize this to develop crisis oriented spiritual training techniques. I always have to see how I can turn what appears to be negative into a positive, since that is the only way I can survive in this spiritually backward world that is often very hostile(unknowingly)to people like me. In times of crises we need to utilize more of our unique human resources and we have a lot of people who have special talents that we are not utilizing at this time. We need to develop enough spiritual maturity to value as much of our human capabilities within ourselves and within our society if we are going to better handle the extreme challenges we will face in this future on this planet During World War II we had to better utilize our human resources when it came to women and minorities which eventually led to changes in our society regarding them! A lot of “differently abled” people exist in our society who we need to figure out how to take advantage of what capabilities they have or can develop with proper training geared to what special abilities they possess!
I have a huge amount(a book worth) of spiritual stuff on the internet which can be found by doing a search on my internet name “astrogoodwin”. I really need people to gt the word out about me, since I am being ignored by a world that is so often trapped in mindsets that limit its ability to be open to anything really new and challenging in the spiritual area especially that which has a very strong physical reality based focus. I have around 90 youtube videos I created with my business partner Michelle Ronquillo that have not yet got many viewers! New ideas do have to go against resistance since they do not have all the psychic/spiritual support that others ideas have that have so many believers in them. Spiritually, believers have a lot of spiritual impact on this world and the power of belief creates a lot of spiritual support.energy that helps certain ideas become more easily accessible than ideas that lack this powerful support believer’s create So, it is so important that key people who have the spiritual strength and desire required to make the effort to understand and see the value in new spiritual ideas so that they can influence others to do so also! Most people in this world are followers, so key individuals need to become the leaders in any spiritual movement powered by better spiritual theories and training techniques. I have so many good blog posts on this wordpress site, but one has to go through the trouble to skim down the 144 of them which is not made easy by how this site is constructed!
Here is a link to my YouTube videos: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPJFHd_Tr4SWnAHvmDf41rw
8/13/17: I am still on my diet of 1600 calories with 5 meals a day and still doing my rigorous meditative exercise program involving doing things only I can do, since I developed the technique and have the spiritual intensity and awareness to handle them psychologically and to pull them off safely! I now weigh 126 lbs at 5′ 10″. The intensity of Harvey may have taken off a little weight. But, I have now adjusted spiritually to the level of intensity that a storm that strong can create by doing all the meditative walking I did in it. My legs are recovering quickly from the soreness and aches this created with the wading through flood waters and walking in flip flops which can be quite difficult and require quite a bit of care that creates a lot of tension in the legs!
Posted by astrogoodwin on August 30, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/08/30/i-live-in-houston-and-felt-a-lot-of-the-spiritual-impact-of-hurricane-harvey/
Have close to 90 videos on a various subjects from a spiritually innovative perspective that need to get more public exposure.
I have had an extreme spiritual focus most of my life, since I am not very capable in any other area. My survival on this planet has demanded that I focus with everything I got at continuously improving spiritually! Necessity if often the mother of invention! Living life on the edge can sharpen ones spiritual senses and motivate one to do what it takes to improve ones spiritual theories and meditative exercise techniques as well as nutrition so that one will develop the fined tuned intuition required to keep one progressing and avoiding serious trouble and resultant setbacks. I was born differently able with visual memory and finer nerve limitations that made me able to be really capable in a very unique way that enabled me to not only develop new spiritual theories and training techniques, but a new astrology system. My spiritual approach is all about improving how we are able to perform spiritual as front line spirits in a physical world that badly needs us to better contribute to improving on the conditions that exist there. I strongly feel we live in a world that is quite backward spiritually considering the serious challenges that exist in our modern highly technological age. I understand that most people are pretty well set in their ways spiritually and uncomfortable venturing into anything that will challenge what they were taught to believe and often had programmed into them early in life. But, I can only reach those that are really searching for better, more reasonable spiritual answers and willing to experiment with and evaluate that which is different from anything they are familiar with. I have many spiritually focus blog posts here on wordpress that you can explore and here is the link to the YouTube videos My very spiritual business partner Michelle Ronquillo and I have created:
Posted by astrogoodwin on July 26, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/07/26/have-close-to-90-videos-on-a-various-subjects-from-a-spiritually-innovative-perspective-that-need-to-get-more-public-exposure/
Trauma, denial, distortion of reality and projection of ones flaws on others and outside world.
We live in a world full of all sorts of #abusive behavior some directed toward others and by lashing out at the outside world(society). Some people indulge in reckless behavior; others in bad eating habits or harmful #drug #addictions. Collectively groups of people will get #angry and irrational and often countries will be propelled by this #anger to lash out at other country militarily without first coolly evaluating how to rationally work out their differences. In a world like this trauma will occur an awful lot with the psychological problems that come with it. The cycle of #abuse will continue as the #trauma even when healed physically will often leave #psychological scars and the #denial that comes with not wanting to face the deep #emotions that come with them. This denial and the distortion of reality that comes with it leads to a continuation of abusive behavior in this world. We all are abusive to some degree,since no one is perfect! But, we have a very high level of abusive behavior on this spiritually backward planet that needs to be addressed in order for us to develop the spiritual maturity to deal with the intense problems that living in a very technological advance world presents to us!
Posted by astrogoodwin on July 9, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/07/09/trauma-denial-distortion-of-reality-and-projection-of-ones-flaws-on-others-and-outside-world/
Why I am able to do things spiritually others are not able to!
1. I was born with limited visual memory(good at core structural visuals only) . Also had related limited finer motor skills(one can not do what one can not visualize doing).
2. Compensated for limitations with creativity and intuition to help me handle all the many situations in life I faced with a lack of visual familiarity. This helped me to become really aware spiritually, an area I was born with a lot of natural ability in.
3. Did play creatively in the spiritual starting at an early age, but not in a way very different from other people. Did play around creatively with trying to develop a new astrology system, but not much differently than a lot of other astrologers did. Also did push my limits with aerobic exercise as well as experimented with meditative techniques, but not in a way that really made me stand out that much from others. BUT, This all changed in March, 1992 at the age of 40. Then when trying to reach the public with my ideas I felt the extreme pressure that come with presenting anything really different to the media and public and after 2 resulting near death experiences, that I know only someone as determined as me could have survived, I was willing to really focus on moving in a direction no one else would be able to or see a reason to! Link to near death experiences:
https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2011/10/06/my-two-near-death-experiences/
4. After 1992 I worked at developing new really advanced meditative(breathing) techniques and exercises that were designed increased my spiritual connection with reality by strengthening my physical-spiritual connection. The physical is resistant in nature so is able to give one the spiritual strength to cross barriers others can not. It also can challenge one in a way that can bring out the most in you spiritually. Today, we have so many problems in this world related to our inability to adequately handle the problems this physical world we exist in presents us with! Here are links to my meditative exercises and really intense dumbbell swing exercise:
5. I have a diet without anything in it that act as a drug with means no herbs or condiments! My vegan diet(which evolved over a lifetime of experimentation) of mostly Oatmeal, canned greens, some tomatoes and vitamin/mineral supplements was designed for me individually to help me handle an extremely intense physical-spiritual training program! I do also do an intense frantic 3/4 of a mile run pretty much every day! I do not use coffee(caffeine)like most other runners, since I do not want anything interfering with my natural spiritual attunement to my body and how I am able to read it and figure out exactly how hard I can safely push it and in what way. When one pushes the body in a way that no one else is able you must be extremely sharp spiritually with no drugs/chemicals interfering with how you are tuned in spiritually to your body. One needs to rely on the drugs/chemicals the body itself produces and utilizes based on its perceived need.
6. After 1992, I did develop a very unique astrology system that evolved as the intensity and effectiveness of my meditative/spiritual training/exercise techniques evolved. This astrology system is not some variation of a traditional astrology system(does not have signs or houses)and is not mythology based. It was developed with an emphasis on applying as much logic to it as possible along with utilizing my intuition/understanding of how the spiritual actually works. It was my spiritual tuning device that had to work well for to enable me to do incredibly intense spiritual training safely. So when ever I was not happy with my spiritual progress, I would have to figure out ways of improving my astrology system and the spiritual theories that where utilized in designing its structure. Spiritual training I find may bring one some inspiration, but intense thinking is required to further refine any raw inspiration into something very functional in this challenging reality we exist in. My mind has pushed the limits very often in my life especially after 1992 with a trial and error process applied over and over. Creativity involved a lot of trial and error mostly error. I have tested this astrology system not only on myself but on the charts of 20 celebrities and numerous charts I have done for people I have known in my life.
No one I am sure has done anything like me, so as a result I am able to do things in the practical physical-spiritual direction that nobody else can do. I understand that most people stay within the comfort zone that having a similar mindset and personality as a lot of other also have. Few people really get outside of this spiritual comfort zone since it is very scary and difficult to do. Also it is very hard to survive in a world like this that demands such a high degree of spiritual conformity from its inhabitants. Only people who are born with an inability to conform can really become the pioneers that open new doors in this world. Often necessity(desperation)is the mother of invention and individual and societal crisis is required in order for what it takes for really positive creative change to happen in this world.
Here is a link to a YouTube site with over 60 videos I was involved in:
Posted by astrogoodwin on May 7, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/05/07/why-i-am-able-to-do-things-spiritually-others-are-not-able-to/
The physical-spiritual connection and delusions
It is so important that one develops a strong spiritual connection to the challenging physical reality one exists in right now on this Earth! Spiritual strength comes from this connection with this resistant substance that challenges us and brings out more of what we are capable spiritually. We need to be focused on the hard reality that this physical substance provides. Spiritually what we put our energy into becomes real to some degree. The problem is that if what we put our energy into spiritually does not align well with the physical reality we are all spiritually connected to, then it takes a lot of extra energy into it to support it! The more delusional a belief, the more energy is wasted supporting that belief and the less one is able to maintain a strong grip on the hard reality we are part of. People who are quite delusional in what they believe spiritually can be quite confident in their beliefs especially if they are part of a group or organization that helps support that delusional belief.
This paragraph added 13 Oct 22: The human body is what helps us connect the spirit to the physical world around it. My astrology system helps me to better program my body spiritually so I can get more tuned into it spiritually and get more out of it…. I made another improvement in my spiritual astrology system yesterday evening. I am staying on my special diet despite feeling very hungry. The body gets a lot of spiritual energy directed at it from others that want it to maintain the status quo. When you change your body you change yourself spiritually. Other people will want you to stay the same. The body is what gives the spirit that inhabits it a protective and supportive structure to maintain its spiritual strength and attunement. It tends to support the status quo. My hard physically spiritual meditative training and diet force the body to transform in a way to become more helpful in backing up my spiritual mission and handling the stress that comes with it. This physical spiritual connection is extremely important.
Posted by astrogoodwin on April 30, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/04/30/the-physical-spiritual-connection-and-delusions/
My Astrology System Formula
Source: My Astrology System Formula
Posted by astrogoodwin on April 25, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/04/25/my-astrology-system-formula/
Spiritual energy invested in supporting wild conspiracy theories!
Edit: March 2024: This was printed quite a while ago: The mainstream media is not very reliable these days. So much propaganda exists in this world. One needs good intuition to find the really reliable sources of information. The truth does eventually come to the surface, but often people in power are corrupted by money and power. The deep state and military industrial complex can push a narrative that serves their interests and create a lot of propaganda to support that narrative. The truth will eventually come out, and reliable sources of the truth can be found if you look hard enough, and you look for sources that are not corrupted by money or power, and that have the required experience and expertise to spell out with balance, detail and thoroughness with the help of a lot of other reliable sources to collaborate their information what is really going on. Reality always will win in the end, but hard spiritual lessons often have to be learned before what is really happening will reach a lot of people. Facing reality can be very challenging in this spiritually backwards world.
When big events happen on the world scene that are traumatic and cause quite a bit of political upheaval often the whole truth is hard to find since life is so complicated and often all the facts are just not discoverable. People who expect more of the truth than the official one and that is possible to obtain, will find many sources that will offer a different, but distorted version of what really happened that are presented by people who will come up with conclusions that fit a world view that demonizes certain people with power in this world and gives them credit for being able to pull off things beyond their level of competency. I am into hard evidence before drawing conclusions and am leery of those who tend to not have a very balanced perspective on how this complicated reality works. A lot of innocent people are convicted of crimes in this world when the evidence is not really solid, but they appear to be guilty to a lot of people. People have been put to death, who were later found to be innocent. So, it is so important to be very careful about jumping to conclusions without really solid evidence and to make sure your sources are reliable and do not present a distorted view of the reality of a situation due to having a distorted vision of this world and certain groups with power that exist in it.
Conspiracy theories may be intriguing and satisfying to how one would like to picture this world, but they are rarely a very accurate version of what has really occurred. The portion of the truth that really counts has a lot of power contained in it and will eventually come out and be accepted by most of the informed public. It just takes too much effort to hide the truth from the public when it is backed up by enough evidence from credible sources. People like to believe they are smarter than others and thus have a better version of the truth than others, but one has to be careful about allowing ones ego to become too inflated as to how much of the truth one is capable of obtaining. Belief in wild conspiracy theories can eat up a lot of ones spiritual energy defending them within oneself and outside oneself and can distort ones vision of this world and a lot of the people in it. The part of the truth that is solid and obtainable when it comes to big events happening in this world has its own very strong energy and can not be readily hidden. The established order in this world may not be perfect, but they are not as messed up as a lot of people believe, or as competent at pulling off the great deceptions some people are so ready to believe they are.
We have a lot of delusionary energy in this world and fringe/extremist groups tend to feed off of this. A lot of delusionary people can appear quite credible! Con men are all over the place with some of them believing the distortions of reality that they come up with. Conspiracy theories can dominate the internet with more and more people elaborating in an imaginative way on the theory. The established version of what happened can readily be buried in an internet search engine by a sea of articles supporting a conspiracy theory. To those who are psychologically predisposed to believe in these theories this can make these theories seem so much more credible. I am into intense physical-spiritual/meditative training geared to give one a stronger spiritual grip on reality. It is not easy to get a stronger grip on reality so that one will develop the intuition required to sense what people/sources are reliable and what version of the truth is most credible and in spiritual harmony with how our reality works..
Posted by astrogoodwin on March 15, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/03/15/spiritual-energy-invested-in-supporting-wild-conspiracy-theories/
Akashic Records as I tune into them
I am very well trained spiritually and have blog posts here on word press representing the type of training I developed and use. I am very good at understanding spiritual mechanics due to 3 decades of this really intense training. I understand that the spiritual works in a very serious way that enables this world to function very much to the degree that will meet our individual and collective needs. We have to be careful about getting connected with any type of autocratic beliefs that claim to be perfect and thus can not be improved on. People who claim to have perfect access to perfect information or sources will not be able to grow further. When we stop growing spiritually we not only stagnate as to growing any further spiritually, but we project that spiritual attitude out to others and harm their further growth. We live in a world in which the spiritual status quo is not good enough for the challenges it has now and in the future. Being addicted to the spiritual theories of the past is not good enough in this highly advanced technological we now exist in. We all need to up our game spiritually and not be so certain we know exactly how things work. I develop spiritual theories that when used as inner guidance will help us to function better in this very challenging world we exist in. Those who are really tuned in spiritually will see the value of my theories, or even find ways to improve them further.
I see the Akashic Records as a sort of compilation of all possible basic scenarios that could happen to an individual spirit while existing/incarnated in a physical world that are relevant to their spiritual growth and learning. The Akashic Records would exist in the spiritual realm and would remain constant through time. People making connection with the records would have the residual spiritual energy within them related to their past existences that connect them to the scenarios in the Akashic Records that are relevant to them. A good psychic can connect them with the scenarios that represent with enough accuracy what they went through in their past existences. A lot of psychics will connect with the Akashic Records poorly and not really understand how they really work, and as a result will give more detail than is available from this source and also won’t tune into it well enough as to get an accurate enough scenario. Skeptics/researchers have checked on a lot of accounts of what psychics or hypnotists have found out about some people’s past lives where historical information was available and have found considerable amount of inaccuracies. But, psychics don’t have to be perfectly accurate to represent a scenario that is useful to a person as to what happened to them in past lives. Often the accuracy of details is irrelevant as to what information is required in order for someone to find it useful in order to learn what is needed to heal from a past trauma.
I believe there are memories when it comes to recent past lives that are still in circulation in this world outside of the Akashic Records that can be tuned into psychically to some degree of accuracy when the motivation and expertise is present to assess them. Psychic often can pick up a lot related to the recent past by all sorts of means including even sometimes by actually connecting with key individuals spiritually some of which have recently passed away and they have actually been very helpful in criminal and other investigations. The information really good psychics pick up about recent events or recent past lives can be very useful even if it is not perfectly accurate. Hypnotism often is used to try to access this imperfect information, but hypnotism is only as good as the spiritual attunement of the hypnotist and the client. Hypnotism has been shown to be very inaccurate at times and can often be very much abused with false memories being created when used by people to support their agendas as to getting the outcome they desire.
It takes a lot of good meditative/spiritual training to become a really clear medium or become really well tuned in and quite accurate as a psychic and not be distorting what they pick up as a result of their own spiritual biases or distorted perceptions of reality. I believe the spiritual is a lot more complicated than most people believe and that we can develop a lot more expertise in this area. As psychics(spiritual professionals) become more advanced in their understanding of spiritual mechanics and utilize more advanced spiritual/meditative training techniques, they will develop their intuition so as to become better at getting the degree of accuracy required to become a lot more helpful to those clients they serve.
The Akashic Records when accessed psychically also could present likely future scenarios a person is heading toward based on where their energy is at spiritually provide they do not alter their present course and their spiritual energy. But although the past is over with and can not be changed, the future is something we can be creative with and do what it takes to create better outcomes by doing the extra work and research required to do so. We can always create a better future, but the past is over and is really valuable when it comes to learning from its lessons and applying what one learns to creating a better future. We can always have hope for a better future, provide we do the required hard work to achieve it.
Posted by astrogoodwin on March 13, 2017
https://astrogoodwin.com/2017/03/13/akashic-records-as-i-tune-into-them/