11/21/18  Finally went to Doctor using my medicare and medicaid and had my arm x-rayed and the shoulder is definitely dislocated! I think it was not completely relocated in the VA emergency room and over time went back to complete dislocation. I did nothing in my sleep or other wise that should have dislocated it if it had been put back all the way! I was really careful! There nay have been reasons related to other damage done at the time that affected the situation! The medical people involved in trying to fix the dislocation may not have been the best due to it being early Easter morning that they had to be called in! I waited a long time for them to arrive! My arm never felt right and did not move toward my chest properly even immediately after the procedure. I should have it done correctly this time! They should be able to do it in such a way that it will not easily dislocate again. I am always careful and realize that having one dislocation increases the odds of another happening. I am not using the VA hospital this time.

12/3/18 Went to Orthopedic specialist and found out that all my options are risky, so I decided to live with the limitations of my right shoulder. I can live with them! I do not want to do anything that will not guarantee an improvement in my present state. I will continue to stretch my dislocated shoulder and focus my energy into my extremely intense spiritual focus. I do best when taking care of my own health and not depending on the healthcare industry. There is risk involved in being a spiritual pioneer. But I feel I have achieved a lot despite the price I had to pay as a result. Dealing with the accident to my right shoulder did give me the focus required to make a great deal of progress spiritually. I went with out pain killers almost completely while healing from the accident/fall to the degree I have.