The importance of having spiritual beliefs that function well in this challenging physical reality we exist in

I believe the stronger we connect to the physical reality we exist in and share with others, the closer we will be able to connect with God who maintains this reality for our benefit. I believe this challenging physical reality we exist in can really test how good our spiritual beliefs really are. That we all need to work hard to improve our spiritual beliefs and training techniques so that we can be more effective in transforming the world around us into a better place to exist in. I see this world as being very messed up spiritually because the dominant spiritual beliefs that exist here are inadequate. That life, and the spiritual that tends to reflect life, are very complicated and overly simplistic beliefs are not good enough to explain either. That just like in any other subject we strive to master the knowledge of, we will start at the beginning by learning the more simple stuff, but as we progress we will be able to handle more of its complexity.

I do have my extremely intense spiritual/physical exercises(mostly meditative and cardiovascular) I am able to do that are able to put me into really challenging and difficult physical/spiritual states, that give me a really heavy dose of reality when I do them, and tests how well my belief are able to help me handle such challenging states. How well ones beliefs can handle really tough challenges tells one a lot of how good they are and can help one to figure out ways to improve them. I am very much into the value of the physical-spiritual connection.

It is important to search for ways to improve ones spiritual belief using all serious sources one can find, as well as ones creativity and the process of trial and error. One can often learn a lot from others who have led challenging lives and have learned a lot spiritually as a result. I have found that people who ignore outside feedback from others a lot often can lose touch with reality. It is very important to listen to, and bounce ones view of reality off of those due to their experience and expertise are capable of giving one really good feedback

Helping to Heal others through Spiritual Means

When it comes to being effective at using spiritual means to help in healing others,it is so important to be really good at doing all that it takes to heal oneself and get oneself into a very healthy physical/spiritual state. That is because one can not send spiritual energy to others that one does not yourself have and apply to yourself. Also, it is important to be able to give guidance as to how someone can improve their lifestyle/habits so that they can move in an healthier direction and not be as likely to get sick. It is not easy to advice people on diet, exercise, and spiritual practices that will help them become healthier, because everyone is different and one needs to have broad knowledge in this area in order to offer helpful suggestions to them.

I tend to be limited to giving to the internet at this time when it comes to trying to reach people spiritually with what I have to offer. I have had some good results, but still feel direct interaction with others is preferable and I want to have more of that in the future. But, the internet can provide really good practice and I have found that I can be helpful to people who are struggling with a variety of really strong spiritual/physical challenges even though my connection with them is limited to the internet. I would not assume that someone would not learn a lot through the internet. I feel some people may merit really advanced placement in a spiritual healing course due to their past training whether from the internet or independent study.

Often when someone joins a new religion or spiritual group, it is assumed they do not have have any valuable past spiritual experience to offer. So often tribal energy dominates religious and spiritual organizations. Often people can have a lot of spiritual understanding, but not be familiar with the unique language used by a religious/spiritual organization/group. I admit that I tend not to fit in well with traditional type religious/spiritual organizations and tend to do better with organizations that use simpler language and focus more on being creative and practical in how they seek to gain results

Why does God let bad things happen?

We are responsible for the spiritual climate that exists(not God) here on this Earth. If we do not handle sex very well on this planet, rape and other forms of sexual abuse will occur, along with all kind of other harmful consequences resulting from acting irresponsibly in this area. We live in a violent world, since we are not willing to make the strong effort required to try to understand and get along with others who see this world from a different perspective from us. Anger often is misdirected leading to all kinds of harmful/destructive results in this world. Anger can be directed in a constructive way toward improving the spiritual conditions that exist on this planet, but so often it comes out in irrational and destructive way that can lead to people victimizing others.

 

It is so easy to get in serious trouble in this world with so many people not being that much in control of their behavior and not good at directing themselves emotionally/spiritually in a positive way. We can train ourselves to become stronger and more aware spiritually(get a stronger spiritual connection with reality and God)through:

1. Working to improve ones spiritual beliefs so they help us to better handle the challenging physical reality we exist in.

2. Keeping up on all the serious issues and problems that exist in this world and trying to do ones part to contribute what one can to make this world a better place.

3. Focus on using and improving ones spiritual radar/intuition so as to be able to better sense when one safety is in danger from other people or from circumstances. One can not sense danger if one is not well informed as to all of the likely danger one could face in a given situation or circumstance.

4. Improving ones diet and getting enough quality physical exercise so that one will be really healthy, since being healthy will help one handle a lot more of the challenges of life more effectively and also help one to handle the spiritual/emotional stress that comes from taking on the really strong spiritual challenges life presents us with.

5. Use effective meditative techniques including meditative movement exercises that when done intensely enough put one in very difficult spiritual/emotional states, so that one can learn to better handle such states and the emotions that come with them. One can train oneself to handle all emotions in a positive/constructive way.  I have a wordpress post on meditative/mind body exercises.

The reality that God(the universal spirit) maintains for us is set up to serve us very well, provided we do the required work to become effective at dealing with its challenges. These challenges can bring out the most in us spiritually and test how well our spiritual beliefs really work. We can become a lot more capable spiritually on this planet and can improve the spiritual climate that exists here. This Earth is our spiritual responsibility. God will help, provided we do our very vital part.

Spiritual specialization and the need to constantly work at it!

I do not believe there are any sources of perfect spiritual information.   That we need to constantly work to get a better grip on what is true spiritually using effective spiritual training(including meditative techniques. intensely deep thinking, diet, and aerobic exercise).  I believe the spiritual is the area that helps one learn to handle emotions really well, so that one can use any emotion in a positive way.  If one can properly handle ones emotions, one can act in a way that will contribute positively to ones well being and to the well being of the world around you.

PSYCHOLOGY has a spiritual focus and is not a perfect source of spiritual information.   It is sort of a secular religion.  No religion is perfect or has perfect spiritual information.  Channeling, and hypnosis will not give one perfect information on the spiritual.  The quality/value/accuracy of spiritual information gotten through a person acting as a medium will be limited by the level of spiritual development of that person.   We can develop very effective spiritual tools that can help one to get a better grip on what is true spiritually, but will never get a perfect grip.  One has to really put forth a constant effort in order to maintain and improve on ones grip on what is true spiritually.

I am very much into the physical-spiritual connection and its value in helping one function better in this challenging and stressful physical world/reality we exist in.   I am not into and spiritual beliefs that do not help one to function really well spiritually in this current physical reality we are now in.  I believe there is a certain body type that works best for a spiritual specialist.  The world needs people that are very capable in many different fields in order for things to function well here.  I believe differing body types can function well in differing fields of expertise.   But, I do feel it is important to be healthy in whatever body type one possesses in order to get the most out of oneself.   Excessive stomach fat has been found to be unhealthy.

Until the age of 22 when I joined the Navy, I was always very lean.  My weight was such that by today’s standards I would have been considered as anorexic.  I think my lean body type helped me to tune into and develop an early interest in the spiritual.   Often in the past religious people have lived a lean austere life style in order to help them improve their spiritual focus.   They may not have done this in the healthiest way, but they did not have all the knowledge we have today about nutrition.   One does need a really strong spiritual connection with the physical world in order to be able to function really well spiritually here.   A spiritual specialist needs to be able to handle the roughest spiritual/emotional states this physical world can challenge them with. They need a body that can handle the intense stress that can come from being exposed to the roughest emotional/psychological/spiritual states that this challenging physical world can create.  One can not really be helpful spiritually to someone if one is not be able to handle being in the spiritual/emotional state the other person is struggling with.   A spiritual specialist needs to be able to handle difficult emotional/spiritual states a lot better than those they are trying to help.  It takes a really well conditioned body to help a spirit handle the stress that comes with connecting so strongly psychically with people who are in extremely challenging emotional states.

Being in great cardiovascular shape I believe gives the body a lot of “inner fitness” which can help one to be able to handle stress a lot better.  Having less body fat I believe tends to expose the body more to the spiritual energy around you, sort of removing an insulating barrier.   It takes a lot of spiritual strength to get lean while not using dietary methods that take away hunger.   I feel when one takes measures to not feel hunger, one tends to tune oneself out spiritually.   I feel one can gain a lot of spiritual strength by becoming good at dealing with physical discomfort and hunger.  Not doing what some people do when they use certain diets and drugs to disconnect or insulate themselves from the spiritual and hunger.   One should feel really challenging hunger if one is exercising intensely while eating frequent healthy meals that restrict your daily calories enough.  Calorie restriction is used by some these days as a life extension technique. One should exercise very intensely and carefully and not excessively.   One does not have to exercise very long per exercise session in order to to gain a lot of cardiovascular fitness.  Intense short duration exercise can be very effective.   It can take quite a long time to build up the body’s ability to handle really intense cardiovascular exercise.   The same is true when it comes to handling meditative exercises.  I have a facebook note on meditative/mind-body exercises.

The body type I have is as light as a top long distance runner, even though I do not run more than 2 miles(4 days a week) with one mile done hard and the second mile done as a slow meditative one.  The other 3 days of the week, I do do 17 minutes of non-stop overhead 2-handed modified dumbbell swings starting out with 50 40 lb ones immediately followed by as many 20 lb ones as I can do.  I also do stretching before I run and before and after I do my dumbbell swings.  I do do crunches as a warm up before I stretch and stretch very carefully so as not to hurt myself.  I do a brief warm up using the 20 lb dumbbell while exercising various muscles a few times.   I now weigh about 130 pounds at 5 feet 10 inches tall.

Rest days and Exercise

Rest days from exercise can help one recover and get stronger. The people who are able to safely take few rest days often are those who have been running/exercising hard for a very long time and their body is really use to it. It is so easy to get injured if one does not listen to ones body and take a day off when one need to.

I rarely take a day off from exercise, I alternate between days of running(3 hard miles) and days doing 2-handed overhead dumbbell swing exercises(50-40 lb ones+as many 20 lb ones as I can do: now 17 minutes nonstop). But, I have pushed my limits my whole life and am use to it. These two different exercises I do focus more on different muscles. So I feel like I am having a rest day from one when I do the other. I am glad I do not run every day.

I am very very careful when I exercise and really focus on what I am doing(my technique), so I do not hurt myself and have to take days off. I do regularly stretch carefully(especially before and after doing my nonstop dumbbell swing(cardio) exercise) and do slow easy muscle movements to help certain aching muscles feel better. I find quick and careful squat and back stretches  are good to do before and after running or at any time during the day that I feel my legs or back need to be loosened up in order to feel better. I have a strict diet with nutritional supplements. Everyone is different and has to find the dietary and exercise program that works best for them.  I also do a lot of meditation and meditative walking that helps me to better tune into my body.

If you push your body too hard in order to try to get in really good shape too quickly you can easily get injured. Often people do not have enough patience to allow their body to become use to handle more of an exercise load. Until one gets into really good shape often rests days are really important in order for one to keep getting stronger at a good rate! Runner often alternate hard days with easy days. But, sometimes a rest day is better for you than an easy day!

My type of Meditation, Meditative Walking/Running, and Mind-Body Exercise

WARNING:  Intense physical-spiritual exercise is vey challenging to the body and requires time to adjust to as to intensity, duration, and frequency in order to do safely.  Check with medical doctor(hopefully spiritually aware one) and Mental Health professional  as to whether you have some medical condition that makes this unsafe to do.  Do at your own risk using your intuition to help you stay within safe limits!

All forms of meditation involve over breathing or controlled hyperventilation. This takes more carbon dioxide out of the blood in the form of carbonic acid which will make the blood more alkaline.  This will have a relaxing affect on the body and tend to slow down ones metabolism.   Hyperventilation is not healthy when taken to extremes or when out of control, but that is true with so many things.  The medical community seems to see only the negative side of hyperventilation at this time.  The medical community often just focuses on unhealthy people and have not done enough studies of  meditative practitioners that benefit from using controlled hyperventilation in their breathing techniques.  One can find articles on the internet that challenge the way the medical community view all forms of hyperventilation.  The medical community can scare people from doing what it takes to get the most benefits from meditative techniques. It is true that overdoing anything(including hyperventilation)tends to be unsafe.  This controlled hyperventilation puts one into a relaxed altered state, where one can focus on anything or envision anything that one want to have more control of or be able to handle more comfortably or in order to help heal oneself in some way.

 

One can meditate on really difficult emotions or hard to deal with desires. One can adjust the way you do any of the meditative/mind-body techniques I describe below and find out what works best for you. Being a little creative never hurts as long as you do it carefully so as not to hurt yourself.  With any of these meditative/mind-body exercises one can breath through ones mouth if it makes it easier.  I find breathing through the mouth work well for me for my more vigorous meditative exercises.  I breath mostly through my nose when doing my slower meditative running, meditative walking and more stationary meditative exercises.

The meditative exercises here are not directed toward making one an athlete, but will rev up ones nervous system. The focus on overbreathing will slow the body down similar to stationary meditation, so one will not be able to do them very fast. As one progresses one will not get faster(may actually slow down as the stronger meditative state makes the body harder to speed up), but will become more able to put oneself in a difficult spiritual state of mind due to breathing more than required which is what puts one into the meditative/spiritual/altered state.  One must judge ones progress by how difficult it is to do these exercises due to the tough spiritual state it puts one in and the mental/spiritual effort required.  All of these exercise I mention in this note can be considered MIND-BODY EXERCISES.

STATIONARY MEDITATION does involve over breathing(hyperventilation), which will happen automatically when one focusing strongly on ones breathing.  One will be relaxed by this breathing which will slow the body down and make it require a lot less breathing in order to to maintain the state.  You do not need to do all of what I suggest when you meditate.  Be creative and do what works best for you.  To meditate, get in a comfortable position sitting or lying down, breath deeply tensing ones stomach muscles when breathing in, relaxing your stomach muscles when breathing out, while focusing on something or nothing at all. One can close ones eyes if this helps one focus, and can also squeeze ones hands(or thumb to index finger) and move ones feet alternately in rhythm with ones breathing. The tensing of the stomach muscles when breathing in tends to help one to breath a little more. One can tighten up ones stomach muscles a little more when doing a lying down meditation by using ones sit-up muscles to a degree without actually lifting ones upper body. Doing this(adding extra tension to the stomach when breathing in) will help one to relieve extra tension from the body and does not need to be done for long.  I find moving ones shoulder muscles up and down alternately in rhythm with ones breathing can help one relieve head and neck tension and I believe also increase blood flow to the brain so as to helps one to  get into a deeper meditative state.   The alternating movement of both the hands and the feet tends to connect one to the whole body while stimulating the nervous system giving one more of a sense of oneness. Losing oneself in the body helps the mind to better focus on the purpose of the meditation.   Meditation is like an exercise and must be adjusted to in regard to intensity, duration, and frequency. It can be hard to do just like an exercise, but can bring results over time.  Emotions power the spiritual, so one can focus on any emotions that are having an impact on you while meditating.  Also one can focus on desires one wants to gain more control of or on physical problems/pain so as to help one better cope with them and help them to heal.

MEDITATIVE WALKING   Breath in with one step and breath out with the next while focusing on whatever emotions that are disturbing ones inner peace. Focus as much of ones attention on breathing as intensely as possible.  When one gets really good at breathing really fast one can breath in and out with every step, but might have to slow down ones walking pace a little in order to do this.  Also attention can be given to the massaging ones neck to a degree with the raising of one shoulders a little more naturally happens as one does the normal arm movements that come with walking. The neck tends to absorb tension. The neck is so close to the brain that it can stimulate it with its motion.  One can also close one eyes during brief periods when one can safely get away with it.

I sometimes close my eyes with 6 steps and open for 2 steps when I am walking in an area with few distractions or dangers/obstacles. One can even strain to breath harder while closing ones eyes more tightly or squeezing one lips more tightly closed. Actually closing ones eyes more tightly and pressing ones lips together more strongly while doing a meditative walk will in time relieve tension in the head. Some people do damage to their teeth(gritting them due to tension). Pressing the lips strongly together will not cause any harm.

Meditative walking can be complicated and it takes a while to make it all happen automatically. One can be creative and figure out the best technique that will work for you. Relieving tension and transforming the emotions that are the source of the tension can be done while doing a meditative walk. Relieving stressful tension in the body does help one to improve the spiritual state one is in. Along with the tension one can also relieve any emotional imbalance one has that is creating the physical tension.

This is a description of how I am now doing my meditative walk. I have been doing meditative walking for over 2 decades, so I can do it very intensely with very intense rapid breathing. I breath in and out with each short step which is carefully place. I focus on moving my arm up and down a little more than normal walking action which massages the neck and provides more blood to the brain I believe. Within 3/4 of a mile of walking like this I get very tired, which means I must walk slower with more side to side motion to keep going. I burn out at the end. I do have to have careful foot placement on the Earth, since when one is tired and in an altered meditative state one will lose ones balance if one is not doing it carefully enough. I also close my eyes every couple of steps and try to intensify the effort/focus I am putting into this.

My MEDITATIVE RUNNING is like meditative walk, but with a slow running motion.  It  involves running with short quick steps and fast arm movements with strong side to side upper body movement while breathing in with one step and out with the the next one(or two).    One can do a slower meditative run while breathing in and out with each step. One can breath in rhythm with ones upper body movements which are naturally in rhythm with ones steps.  Ones upper body movement does help one to do quicker, shorter steps by helping ones feet to hit the ground more quickly.   Putting an added emphasis on vigorous upper body movements and shoulder movement I feel helps one to get more blood flow to the brain and seems to help the overall circulation get more revved up.  .  I find pains in my lower body often go away when I  focus more on massaging my neck by means of my shoulder movements, moving ones head so it is facing more upwardly will help one to massage ones neck more readily.  CHANNELING ONES ANGER INTO THESE SHOULDER MOVEMENTS WILL REALLY HELP ONE TO MAKE A LOT OF PROGRESS IN ALL MEDITATIVE EXERCISES.  One should focus on breathing as intensely as possible and can focus on intense or difficult emotions that one has been dealing with lately or has from ones past. This exercise can become quite intense as one gets good at it, with the steps getting shorter and faster and arm movement and breathing becoming more rapid.  One needs to get use to this exercise, as well as all forms of meditation or meditative exercises, over time in regards to intensity and frequency. The duration may vary depending on ones intensity. The rapid quick movements tend to rev up the nervous system which makes it a more intense mind-body exercise.

One will find one can not keep ones mind quiet or keep ones focus on ones emotions at all times when doing these exercises. One can do some thinking or have your mind wander at times while doing these exercises. But, one should try to really put forth the effort to keep the mind really quiet and focused to the point of really challenging oneself for as long as you can, and then after the mind wanders again for a while, make an other effort to quiet the mind and focus.  One can only advance in the effectiveness of ones techniques and reach a deeper spiritual state by focusing without the mind being distracted by thought a certain amount of the time while doing these meditative exercises.  Making the effort to quiet the mind by focusing all one can on increasing the intensity of the technique is how one advances further in how well one can do them.   One can even alternately open and close ones eyes while doing both the meditative running and walking exercises to help one focus even harder.  One can do this while opening ones eyes just enough to safely deal with ones surroundings.    Also,  ones can channel most of ones intensity into really focusing on and getting better at the breathing side of the exercise.  One will notice a sort of floating feeling in ones mind and tingling in ones face and even some itching in certain parts of the body when one is really doing well with the breathing.  One can learn to not let any itching adversely affect you.

Being able to be relaxed under intense conditions or when facing strong emotions is what one can gain from this type of training. One may need to do some stretching and weightlifting also being careful not to injure oneself and focus on ones breathing while doing them. Both of these will help the body to better handle the mind-body running exercise. As one progresses these exercises should become increasingly hard to do, provided one is really trying to put oneself in a difficult spiritual state by keeping one mind really focused on breathing really intensely and putting forth as much effort as possible. One will find this exercise hard to do if one does not have spiritual beliefs that really connect you strongly to the physical/spiritual reality that we all exist in at this moment. The spiritual truth has a lot of power to it. The closer ones beliefs are to the truth, the more one can use the strength one gains from these beliefs to power ones meditative/mind-body exercises.  One will find that when doing these exercises that any beliefs one has that are not good enough to help one handle the intense and difficult spiritual state on is able to get into will tend to surface and one will tend to think about them while exercising.  One can spend some of these exercises in deep spiritual thought, but should keep the mind quiet and focus on the exercise and ones emotions for as long as one can in order to get the most intensity and value out of them.

I take nutritional supplements in order to handle my intense spiritual exercise program. I require a lot of protein, B-vitamins, calcium-magnesium, vitamin C, and other nutrients. Everyone is different, so one needs to figure out what works best for you, but I think it is important to get extra nutrition when taking on really intensely challenging forms of exercise of any kind.  Here is a link related to my diet and how it has evolved:   https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2012/03/25/the-diet-i-use-to-help-me-handle-my-intense-physicalspiritual-exercise/

 

CARDIOVASCULAR EXERCISE:  I believe any exercise done in a way that one has to focus extremely hard spiritually  in order to do it is meditative to a degree.   I do an exercise routine that involves such a really intense cardiovascular(heart&circulation) exercise .  This is a link to the intense dumbbell swing exercise routine I do Monday, Wednesdays, and Friday:

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/06/17/crunches-stretches-13-minutes-non-stop-2-hand-overhead-behind-back-dumbbells-swings-and-1-mile-meditative-runshort-walk/

This is my current exercise routine on days I do not do the dumbbell swings routine:  At 4:15 AM, I do crunches, then stretching followed by a 2 mile meditative run starting out harder and ending in a slow meditative run. Most of my harder part of my run I breath in with one step and out with the next two.  When doing my slower meditative run, I breath in and out with each step.  During meditative runs I really focus hard on moving my shoulders up and down and keeping my head raised upwardly so as to massage my neck in a way to direct more blood flow to the brain.  I try to keep track of my breathing rhythm, not by my steps, but by my downward action of my arms which is automatically in sync with each step. I also try to close my eyes a few steps at a time, opening them enough to see what I need to, and really strain to get the most out of me.

My Latest Spiritual Crisis Training Exercise Program

This video above was done a lot later(3/17/17) than this blog post and is an updated version of my intense dumbbell swing exercise which I do every day now along with also doing a daily 3/4 of a mile run with about 3 hours of rest between exercises.

WARNING:  One has be in really  great condition physically and spiritually to do these exercises!  Takes a lot of training to work up to them as to intensity, frequency, and duration.  Do them at your own risk.   Check with your medical doctor before taking on any really challenging physical exercise.  Do at your own risk.

Updated 8/20/13: On Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I do this exercise routine early in the morning.   I first do a STRETCHING routine of my own design in which I stretch all my muscles especially my neck muscle which I stretch in conjunction with almost all my stretches.  This only takes a few minutes since I do them quickly and only a few times.  I try to focus on my breathing while doing them.  I then quickly warm up my muscles more by doing a few arm movements with two FIVE POUND DUMBBELLS.  Next, I do a series of weightlifting exercises using a 20 POUND DUMBBELLS trying to cover all muscles I can exercise from a standing position.  After this I stop and do some meditation(deep breathing)to prepare me for the really intense cardio two handed OVERHEAD DUMBBELL SWING exercise I do without stopping except very briefly to change dumbbell weights.  I do not squat very much when I do my modified two handed overhead dumbbell swing exercise and do bend my elbows and only lift the weight slightly over my head.  It would no be comfortable or safe for me to swing the weights way over my head with my elbows unbent.  Also, I prefer to exercise my upper body more, so not squatting as much makes the upper body have to work harder.

As of 8/20/13,  I was able to do 50 FORTY POUND overhead two handed dumbbell swings, followed by 226 TWENTY POUND two handed overhead dumbbell swings.  This takes me over 8 minutes.  I do these until I feel I can not safely do another.The last ones are extremely hard to do.  Spiritually this is the hardest exercise I have ever done and is rougher than anything I have gone through in my past.  So it really gets all my spiritual energy able to be channeled very intensely in the present.  After I finish the dumbbell swing exercise, I repeat my STRETCHING exercise and then go for a 3/4 slow MEDITATIVE WALK breathing in with one step and out with the next while concentrating on rotating my shoulders.  I believe that rotating the shoulders helps increase the heart rate and circulation more which helps to clean out lactic acid and helps the muscles to recover.

This is how my dumbbell swing exercises progressed to this point.  It took me an awful long time to get to the point I am now at with these two handed overhead dumbbell swings. I could only do 10 forty pound ones at first at the beginning of October 2012. I gradually increased how many I could do with my 3 days a week routine until I reached 92 at the end of January 2013. But, my body told me I could not continue to do so many of these 40 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swings, so I had to then change my routine. That is when I limited my 40 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swing to 50 of them and started doing the 20 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swings immediately afterwards. With a gradual increase in these 20 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swings I have now reached 226(8/20/13). Making for a combined total of 276 dumbbell swings(when including the 50 two handed overhead 40 pound ones) done nonstop which last over 8 minutes. I do focus an awful lot on doing these safely.

On Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, and Sunday, Very early in the morning, I do my running exercise routine.  I start this out doing a very slow MEDITATIVE RUN(breathing in with one step and out with the next two)for about 1/2 MILE.  I try to focus on doing vigorous arm movements and on rotating my shoulders while doing this exercise.  My legs tends to warm up better when I do these arm and shoulder movements which I believe increase heart rate and circulation more.  My legs often  have some aches which I can often get rid of using this technique.  I then change over to FASTER RUNNING while now breathing in with one step and out with the next.  When going up hills this technique moves me at really good pace.  But, it slows me down and makes the run more meditative(due to over breathing)on level and downhill sections.  So on these sections I added some faster intervals in which I breath in with one step and out with the next two.  I do this for about 2 MILES.  I do always try to use my arms a lot to propel my running.   I then do a slow MEDITATIVE RUN for about 1/2 MILES and end with a slow meditative walk(breathing in with one step and out with the next one) of about 1/4 miles.  I am working at increasing my sprint speed. . I started faster(non-meditative) running May 18th, 2013.  Except for the 1/2 mile meditative run warm up, I go until my body can not go any more in each phase of my exercise.  I can do a slow meditative run, when I can no longer run with any speed, and can do my meditative walk when I can go no further doing my meditative run. I can still do a very slow meditative walk when i get really tired so I can make it home. I go into a really fatigued state when I take my nap after the exercise after glow wears off which happens after I eat, and am on the internet a while.

The trick to getting in a meditative state is breathing more than the body normally would based on the state it is in. If one breaths more than is required when running, it becomes a meditative run. One can use breathing techniques to help one to over breath while running slowly. Usually putting most of ones focus and effort on breathing will put one into a meditative state. The process of really focusing on ones breathing will tend to automatically cause one to breath extra and go into a meditative state. I have developed a lot of techniques to help get the body breathing more and be able to handle the state it puts one in.  I have a wordpress post on meditative and mind-body exercises.

Spiritually you needs  to have a body that can handle the often intense stress that come with taking on really tough spiritual/emotional challenges.  The body must be really healthy for one to be able to take on a lot spiritually.  The body is a very valuable tool of the spirit and helps the spirit to perform at its best.   I have a WordPess post on my meditative/mind-body exercises that goes into my meditative techniques in more detail.    See link in first comment below.

Updated 10/04/13:  I am now doing two and one half miles of mostly meditative running with just a short period of faster running followed by a 1/2 mile meditative walk.  My dumbbell swing exercises are so intense it is hard for my body to put much intensity into running hard for long on running days.  But that is fine, since doing over 14 minutes of non-stop dumbbell swing cardio is enough to keep me really fit.  Immediately after doing 50 2-handed over head 40 lb(modified) dumbbell swings,  I am now doing 350 20 lb ones and 70 10 lb ones.

10/22/13 Every other morning I am now doing a hard 3 mile run with some speed bursts at the end followed by a brief meditative run and walk.  On days I do not run I do 50 2-handed overhead dumbbell swings(modified) followed immediately by as many similar 20 lb dumbbell swing as I can.  I now am doing 14 minutes of non-stop dumbbell swings.  So I am getting some really intense cardio daily!  I do an intense 3/4 mile meditative walk every evening.

8/15/14   Mornings 4 days a week(Saturday, Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday) I am now doing a 2 mile run, starting out hard(after stretching and brief running warm up) and ending in a slow meditative run.  On mornings I do not run I do 50 2-handed overhead dumbbell swings(modified) followed immediately by as many similar 20 lb dumbbell swing as I can.  I now am doing  24 minutes of non-stop dumbbell swings.   I still do an intense 3/4 mile meditative walk every evening  This dumbbell swing exercise is extremely difficult for me to do physically and spiritually.  It gives me a very heavy dose of reality and puts me in a very difficult and intense physical/spiritual state which requires that I have spiritual beliefs that help me to be able to handle them.  My spiritual beliefs have had to improve as my meditative and dumbbell swings have become a lot rougher on me physically and spiritually.  Taking on big spiritual challenges in training or in life does really test how good ones spiritual beliefs really are and will make one aware of which spiritual beliefs need to be improved on.

12/12/14  My two exercise routines updated:

1. In my 3 day a week exercise routine centered around dumbbell swings, I am now doing 14 minutes of these 2 handed overhead modfied dumbbell swings with the intensity that makes this about as long as I can last. I do my dumbbell swings with elbows bent to a comfortable degree, since my arms are not flexible enough to go overhead unbent without injuring them. I always have to adjust what I do to make them work for me and my physical/mental uniqueness I was born with. I do my exercise program in a way that allows for great intensity physically and spiritually without injury. The 50 40 lb dumbbells swings, I do at the beginning are anaerobic so do create lactic acid and a burning sensation in my arms. But when I start doing the 20 lb dumbbell swings this pain goes away, since they are aerobic. I do some of my 20 lb dumbbell swings bring the dumbbell behind my head and then lifting it up and over my head again(with some vigor) while then squatting more deeply, but this is very tiring, so I do most of my dumbbell swings with less of a squat and just barely over my head. This exercise routine is extremely difficult(physically and spiritually) from beginning to end and has not got any easier after many months of doing it.  I still stretch before and after the dumbbell swings, do a brief warm up using 20 lb dumbbell a few times on many different muscles. I then now do a meditative run and short meditative walk totaling 1 mile in distance.

2. On the other  4 days a week this is my latest description of what I do:   I do stretching followed by a 2 mile meditative run starting out hard and ending in a slow meditative run. Most of my hard run I breath in with one step and out with the next two and focus on 9 steps at a time. When going up the hill, I breath in with one step and out with the next and focus on 8 steps at a time. When doing my meditative run and evening meditative walk, I now breath in and out with each step and really focus hard on moving my shoulders up and down which massages the neck and I believe helps bring more blood flow to the brain. I close my eyes a good portion of each of these cycles and really strain to get the most out of me.

1/14/15  I changed my dumbbell swing routine eliminating the 50 40 lb swings at the begiining and only doing as many 20 lb 2-handed overhead(modified) dumbbell swings as I can in 14 minutes nonstop.  I can not tune into my body that well when doing anaerobic exercises like the 40 lb dumbbell swing.  I hurt my back doing it as a result.  It healed quickly, but I feel it forced a necessary change.  The exercise is not any easier to do as a result of this change.  If anything it is more difficult, since I keep working at increasing how intensely I do it.

Spiritually, one has to have a body that can handle the often intense stress that come with taking on really tough spiritual/emotional challenges.  The body must be really healthy for one to be able to take on a lot spiritually.  The body is a very valuable tool of the spirit and helps the spirit to perform at its best.   I have a facebook note on my meditative/mind-body exercises that goes into my meditative techniques in more detail.

I have changed this routine and have more updated blog posts on this subject.

Determining the Value of What One is Contributing to this World.

A religion should provide people with effective rational spiritual beliefs that help them to behave in a valuable way to themselves  and the world they exist in. How is the value gauged?

How one values things is very much affected by ones spiritual programming. Ones spiritual radar is very much affected by how good ones spiritual programming is. It helps to have spiritual programming that connects one really well with the concrete/physical world one exists in right now, in order for one to properly evaluate how much one is able to contribute in a constructive, rational, healing, way to the world one inhabits right now. It is important to value the concrete world that one exists in right now(not see it as an illusion)in order to be able to properly assess what one is contributing to it. Of course one has to take good care of oneself in order to function well enough to contribute something worthwhile to this world.
In accessing how much of value one is contributing and how to improve on this, one will often have to do some research and consult others.  There are lots of examples one can read about valuable contributions made by all sorts of people in all sorts of roles or occupations.Having rational spiritual programming helps one to act rationally which helps one to better tune into the rational link between actions and consequences. So often accidents happen as a result of people not acting in a sober rational way. Doing meditative/mind-body exercises that increase the link between the physical and the spiritual can be very helpful.

My Two Near Death Experiences

Back in March 1992 I had what I believe really strongly where near death experiences.  I was trying to get media attention to my spiritual ideas and also trying to have some political impact during the election(primaries) happening at that time.  A lot of people where running as political outsiders and I felt I was the real outsider.  I wrote an article(letter to the editor) for the local newspaper in Roanoke VA. about how important character and really feeling empathy for people is to choosing a good political leader.  I was not happy by how slow they responded to it and sense psychically that they were rejecting it.  (This article was put in the newspaper as an op-ed quite a bit later).  I felt like I was not being listened to and that I could contribute a lot to helping make people sensitive to the concerns of those who often are ignored or not given any political voice.  I may have been quite a bit affected by the fact that Bill Clinton was only a few years older than me.  I did not see Bill Clinton as sensitive enough.  The pressure on me,  that led to the near death experiences,  started when I went downtown with a sign to draw attention to myself and started handing out a paper I wrote which was basically written to try to organize people who felt like outsider just like me, so that more voices could be heard.  I felt like I could relate emotionally really well to people who were being ignored and that I could really effectively speak for them.

I thought at the time of was really good at handling pressure since I had done so much intense spiritual training.  I always did best under pressure.  But, I just seemed to not be able to reach people and kept working at building up the pressure by trying to do more.  I took on not only the newspaper, but the local TV station, but got little in the way of results.  The pressure put my mind in a strange place and made me a little paranoid.  I started to loose my grip on reality and had to be careful how I was interpreting things.  I was lucky that I had an objective core that would not trust the way I was starting to misread what was happening around me and prevent me from rash actions based on incomplete information.   Often when people keep clear of you because of your intense state of mind one does not get good feed back to help one make sense of what is happening around you. Stress can do strange things to the mind.  I have a bad long term memory so I can not give you the details in a clear form.  Along with the stress was an anger(at being ignored and mistreated) that was as strong an anger as I could imagine.  I had no constructive way to direct the anger so it went inward creating a hug amount of stress.

Anyway the stress started to affect my heart which seem to be my weak point.  I have often pushed my limits physically and have used meditation and meditative breathing to settle my heart when I felt it was losing its rhythm and in trouble.  I had developed a lot of body sensitivity due to years of meditation and meditative walking.  I was born with a poor finer motor skills and believe my nervous system can not control my heart fine enough when I am really stressed.  When my heart is in trouble I can continue my meditative breathing continuously as long as I remain conscious.  The problem occurs when I sleep and can no longer maintain this type of breathing.  Anyway I got so much stress that I had to do continuous meditative breathing and was afraid to fall asleep and lose control with dire consequences.  I did feel at the time like I was connected psychically with a lot of people who would strongly want someone like me to just go away and disappear.

I did eventually get really tired and my body could not stay conscious.  So I lost consciousness and felt my spirit leave my body.  I do not believe all people have exactly the same type of near death experiences, but I tend to believe people who sincerely believe they had one.  You are the only one who truely knows you have had one.  I am very unique and have a poor visual memory which I am sure affected how unique my near death experience was.  I believe the spirit world and the dream world are the same to quite a degree and that near death experiences can appear dream like, but with a lot more intensity and realness in how they feel.  That we connect to the spirit world to a degree in dreams, but go completely into the spirit world in a near death experience.  In my near death experience, when my spirit left my body I had this vision of me shooting away on some kind of spacecraft away from the earth and felt like people/spirits that wanted me to gone where trying to force me(my spirit) to leave this planet for good.  I am sort of a spiritual warrior by nature so I managed to bail out and come back.  I felt my spirit pop back into my body.  I probably would have been in trouble if I left my body for long since I was home alone with no medical help available.  I believe my heart most likely stopped for a short period.

My second near death experience was more positive and happened I think a day later, if my poor long term memory serves me well.  This time I left my body and connected with my mother and felt her love.  I don’t remember any more than that, but I know it was similar to the first in how it felt related to leaving and returning to the body.  I do believe the act of leaving the body and coming back did relieve the stress in my body and helped my heart to get back in rhythm.  I did stay away from new sources of stress and started to take extra B complex vitamins again since I had discontinued taking them due to what some nutritional experts were telling people.

As a result of my near death experiences, and mental perception problems I had while under extreme stress I approached the spiritual differently.  I decided that I had to get rid of any of my beliefs that were based more on myth than reality or logic.  This was the beginning of a major overhaul of my beliefs and the begining of a period in which I was constantly questioning my beliefs and working to make them work better in helping me perform in this reality.  I wanted to have beliefs that really interfaced with this reality really well.   I also felt that my meditative walking, which I designed to help me handle really intense emotions and the stress that comes with them, did not perform for me the way they should and also felt that I better not stop doing intense aerobic type exercise again or stop taking my extra B complex vitamins.  I had stopped doing my intense aerobic exercises which involved walking swing really heavy hand weights a little while before this stressful period.  Not doing the intense exercise may have freed up energy that lead to me doing what I did that led to all the stress.  I write this experience because others are curious.  I really trust that I have a really good grip on reality and know that my near death experience is as real as the ones others have experienced.