Back in March of 1992 I had two near death experiences due to the stress of trying to reach the world with my spiritual perspective. My heart was racing, I could not sleep because I had to consciously focus on my breathing to keep my heart functioning safely. I had done extreme physical exercise for quite a while previously and learned breathing techniques to bring my heart safely back under control afterwards. So I had a good technique. Eventually I could not stay awake and a near death experience happened. I had to really fight to not die and leave this planet in the first near death experience. The second near death experience was not like the nightmare type experience the first one was. In the second I connected with the love energy of my Mother, so it was a nice experience. It was my mother that enabled me to incarnate on this planet.

After these two near death experiences, I had to question everyone of my spiritual beliefs and develop better spiritual beliefs that would enable me to better survive in the very challenging spiritual reality that existed in this spiritually backwards world I was living in. Autocratic spiritual beliefs are like an addictive drug. They have an irrational hold on you that prevents one from seeing reality more clearly. Autocratic spiritual energy creates leadership both on the spiritual level and in positions of power in this world. Empires die when they become so autocratic and addictive to power that they lose touch with reality and can not face the fact that they have charted a course of action based on misinformation and have developed a distorted view of reality based on a false narrative that they have become addicted to.

Traditional religion also get addicted to false narratives or mythologies. We need to grow up spiritually and become more rational/reality focused in what we believe spiritually. I had to do this myself in order to survive and have the spiritual beliefs that would enable me to survive. I also had to intensify my physical spiritual/meditative training program. I had to learn to train at an intensity no one else could train at while also focus on getting the nutrition I needed to enable me to handle such training. My heart beats extremely hard at times when I do my intense meditative exercises these days, but it can handle it. I no longer fear my heart will not be able to handle any stress that will put it into a very intense sort of “fight or flight” state.

I am use to people not understanding me or believing what I tell them about myself. Or respecting my unique view of the world or what I have of value to the world spiritually. It really takes a serious crises to force people to separate themselves from the mythologies/narratives/propaganda that they have been strongly indoctrinated from an early age by the society the were born into. I can shock some people into seeing reality more clearly when they are more receptive to me due to facing challenges in their lives that force them to be open to something new spiritually in order to survive. Surviving a very serious crises can sometimes require one do some really deep soul searching and then have the willingness to become open to an entirely new perspective on reality which challenges ones core spiritual beliefs that one has had ones entire life up to that time. It has been over 30 years after my near death experiences and in that time I have developed so much in what I have to offer to this world spiritually.

I am a neurologically different spiritual pioneer trying to get my very valuable spiritual theories and meditative techniques and new spiritual astrology system out to the public. I have so much valuable stuff here on WordPress. It may not be perfect, but it should motivate people to further develop what I have started with a similar spiritual intent as I had.