My Latest Spiritual Crisis Training Exercise Program

This video above was done a lot later(3/17/17) than this blog post and is an updated version of my intense dumbbell swing exercise which I do every day now along with also doing a daily 3/4 of a mile run with about 3 hours of rest between exercises.

WARNING:  One has be in really  great condition physically and spiritually to do these exercises!  Takes a lot of training to work up to them as to intensity, frequency, and duration.  Do them at your own risk.   Check with your medical doctor before taking on any really challenging physical exercise.  Do at your own risk.

Updated 8/20/13: On Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I do this exercise routine early in the morning.   I first do a STRETCHING routine of my own design in which I stretch all my muscles especially my neck muscle which I stretch in conjunction with almost all my stretches.  This only takes a few minutes since I do them quickly and only a few times.  I try to focus on my breathing while doing them.  I then quickly warm up my muscles more by doing a few arm movements with two FIVE POUND DUMBBELLS.  Next, I do a series of weightlifting exercises using a 20 POUND DUMBBELLS trying to cover all muscles I can exercise from a standing position.  After this I stop and do some meditation(deep breathing)to prepare me for the really intense cardio two handed OVERHEAD DUMBBELL SWING exercise I do without stopping except very briefly to change dumbbell weights.  I do not squat very much when I do my modified two handed overhead dumbbell swing exercise and do bend my elbows and only lift the weight slightly over my head.  It would no be comfortable or safe for me to swing the weights way over my head with my elbows unbent.  Also, I prefer to exercise my upper body more, so not squatting as much makes the upper body have to work harder.

As of 8/20/13,  I was able to do 50 FORTY POUND overhead two handed dumbbell swings, followed by 226 TWENTY POUND two handed overhead dumbbell swings.  This takes me over 8 minutes.  I do these until I feel I can not safely do another.The last ones are extremely hard to do.  Spiritually this is the hardest exercise I have ever done and is rougher than anything I have gone through in my past.  So it really gets all my spiritual energy able to be channeled very intensely in the present.  After I finish the dumbbell swing exercise, I repeat my STRETCHING exercise and then go for a 3/4 slow MEDITATIVE WALK breathing in with one step and out with the next while concentrating on rotating my shoulders.  I believe that rotating the shoulders helps increase the heart rate and circulation more which helps to clean out lactic acid and helps the muscles to recover.

This is how my dumbbell swing exercises progressed to this point.  It took me an awful long time to get to the point I am now at with these two handed overhead dumbbell swings. I could only do 10 forty pound ones at first at the beginning of October 2012. I gradually increased how many I could do with my 3 days a week routine until I reached 92 at the end of January 2013. But, my body told me I could not continue to do so many of these 40 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swings, so I had to then change my routine. That is when I limited my 40 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swing to 50 of them and started doing the 20 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swings immediately afterwards. With a gradual increase in these 20 pound two handed overhead dumbbell swings I have now reached 226(8/20/13). Making for a combined total of 276 dumbbell swings(when including the 50 two handed overhead 40 pound ones) done nonstop which last over 8 minutes. I do focus an awful lot on doing these safely.

On Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, and Sunday, Very early in the morning, I do my running exercise routine.  I start this out doing a very slow MEDITATIVE RUN(breathing in with one step and out with the next two)for about 1/2 MILE.  I try to focus on doing vigorous arm movements and on rotating my shoulders while doing this exercise.  My legs tends to warm up better when I do these arm and shoulder movements which I believe increase heart rate and circulation more.  My legs often  have some aches which I can often get rid of using this technique.  I then change over to FASTER RUNNING while now breathing in with one step and out with the next.  When going up hills this technique moves me at really good pace.  But, it slows me down and makes the run more meditative(due to over breathing)on level and downhill sections.  So on these sections I added some faster intervals in which I breath in with one step and out with the next two.  I do this for about 2 MILES.  I do always try to use my arms a lot to propel my running.   I then do a slow MEDITATIVE RUN for about 1/2 MILES and end with a slow meditative walk(breathing in with one step and out with the next one) of about 1/4 miles.  I am working at increasing my sprint speed. . I started faster(non-meditative) running May 18th, 2013.  Except for the 1/2 mile meditative run warm up, I go until my body can not go any more in each phase of my exercise.  I can do a slow meditative run, when I can no longer run with any speed, and can do my meditative walk when I can go no further doing my meditative run. I can still do a very slow meditative walk when i get really tired so I can make it home. I go into a really fatigued state when I take my nap after the exercise after glow wears off which happens after I eat, and am on the internet a while.

The trick to getting in a meditative state is breathing more than the body normally would based on the state it is in. If one breaths more than is required when running, it becomes a meditative run. One can use breathing techniques to help one to over breath while running slowly. Usually putting most of ones focus and effort on breathing will put one into a meditative state. The process of really focusing on ones breathing will tend to automatically cause one to breath extra and go into a meditative state. I have developed a lot of techniques to help get the body breathing more and be able to handle the state it puts one in.  I have a wordpress post on meditative and mind-body exercises.

Spiritually you needs  to have a body that can handle the often intense stress that come with taking on really tough spiritual/emotional challenges.  The body must be really healthy for one to be able to take on a lot spiritually.  The body is a very valuable tool of the spirit and helps the spirit to perform at its best.   I have a WordPess post on my meditative/mind-body exercises that goes into my meditative techniques in more detail.    See link in first comment below.

Updated 10/04/13:  I am now doing two and one half miles of mostly meditative running with just a short period of faster running followed by a 1/2 mile meditative walk.  My dumbbell swing exercises are so intense it is hard for my body to put much intensity into running hard for long on running days.  But that is fine, since doing over 14 minutes of non-stop dumbbell swing cardio is enough to keep me really fit.  Immediately after doing 50 2-handed over head 40 lb(modified) dumbbell swings,  I am now doing 350 20 lb ones and 70 10 lb ones.

10/22/13 Every other morning I am now doing a hard 3 mile run with some speed bursts at the end followed by a brief meditative run and walk.  On days I do not run I do 50 2-handed overhead dumbbell swings(modified) followed immediately by as many similar 20 lb dumbbell swing as I can.  I now am doing 14 minutes of non-stop dumbbell swings.  So I am getting some really intense cardio daily!  I do an intense 3/4 mile meditative walk every evening.

8/15/14   Mornings 4 days a week(Saturday, Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday) I am now doing a 2 mile run, starting out hard(after stretching and brief running warm up) and ending in a slow meditative run.  On mornings I do not run I do 50 2-handed overhead dumbbell swings(modified) followed immediately by as many similar 20 lb dumbbell swing as I can.  I now am doing  24 minutes of non-stop dumbbell swings.   I still do an intense 3/4 mile meditative walk every evening  This dumbbell swing exercise is extremely difficult for me to do physically and spiritually.  It gives me a very heavy dose of reality and puts me in a very difficult and intense physical/spiritual state which requires that I have spiritual beliefs that help me to be able to handle them.  My spiritual beliefs have had to improve as my meditative and dumbbell swings have become a lot rougher on me physically and spiritually.  Taking on big spiritual challenges in training or in life does really test how good ones spiritual beliefs really are and will make one aware of which spiritual beliefs need to be improved on.

12/12/14  My two exercise routines updated:

1. In my 3 day a week exercise routine centered around dumbbell swings, I am now doing 14 minutes of these 2 handed overhead modfied dumbbell swings with the intensity that makes this about as long as I can last. I do my dumbbell swings with elbows bent to a comfortable degree, since my arms are not flexible enough to go overhead unbent without injuring them. I always have to adjust what I do to make them work for me and my physical/mental uniqueness I was born with. I do my exercise program in a way that allows for great intensity physically and spiritually without injury. The 50 40 lb dumbbells swings, I do at the beginning are anaerobic so do create lactic acid and a burning sensation in my arms. But when I start doing the 20 lb dumbbell swings this pain goes away, since they are aerobic. I do some of my 20 lb dumbbell swings bring the dumbbell behind my head and then lifting it up and over my head again(with some vigor) while then squatting more deeply, but this is very tiring, so I do most of my dumbbell swings with less of a squat and just barely over my head. This exercise routine is extremely difficult(physically and spiritually) from beginning to end and has not got any easier after many months of doing it.  I still stretch before and after the dumbbell swings, do a brief warm up using 20 lb dumbbell a few times on many different muscles. I then now do a meditative run and short meditative walk totaling 1 mile in distance.

2. On the other  4 days a week this is my latest description of what I do:   I do stretching followed by a 2 mile meditative run starting out hard and ending in a slow meditative run. Most of my hard run I breath in with one step and out with the next two and focus on 9 steps at a time. When going up the hill, I breath in with one step and out with the next and focus on 8 steps at a time. When doing my meditative run and evening meditative walk, I now breath in and out with each step and really focus hard on moving my shoulders up and down which massages the neck and I believe helps bring more blood flow to the brain. I close my eyes a good portion of each of these cycles and really strain to get the most out of me.

1/14/15  I changed my dumbbell swing routine eliminating the 50 40 lb swings at the begiining and only doing as many 20 lb 2-handed overhead(modified) dumbbell swings as I can in 14 minutes nonstop.  I can not tune into my body that well when doing anaerobic exercises like the 40 lb dumbbell swing.  I hurt my back doing it as a result.  It healed quickly, but I feel it forced a necessary change.  The exercise is not any easier to do as a result of this change.  If anything it is more difficult, since I keep working at increasing how intensely I do it.

Spiritually, one has to have a body that can handle the often intense stress that come with taking on really tough spiritual/emotional challenges.  The body must be really healthy for one to be able to take on a lot spiritually.  The body is a very valuable tool of the spirit and helps the spirit to perform at its best.   I have a facebook note on my meditative/mind-body exercises that goes into my meditative techniques in more detail.

I have changed this routine and have more updated blog posts on this subject.

Science vs Spiritual: 2 very different fields

Science is not perfect, but it does keep working at improving. I wish we would work harder at improving our understanding about the spiritual. The spiritual area does tend to be more resistant to change than science is.  Science tends to have an external focus while the spiritual has a more inner focus. We have hard science and soft science. Science does best when dealing with material substances. The spiritual deal with the non-material.   Science is not so good when trying to deal with human beings and their differences. Science often tends to not understand its limitations and to discredit the spiritual side of life and its impact. 

On the other hand people who focus on the spiritual often are overly critical of science and tend to think that scientific laws can be circumvented through spiritual means or through the power of belief. The spiritual is not a science. This does not mean it does not work or is a pseudoscience. Science can not be used to make advances in the spiritual since inner(intuitive)work is required, but may be able to test how effective different spiritual beliefs/method help to improve people’s lives.

Knowing a certain amount about the physical universe and the problems of this world requires a certain amount of valid information with the help of science. The spiritual tends to be more (w)holistic(than science) so it has to use science in order to get the complete picture. Some people try to use not very good or misunderstood science to prove that their spiritual belief are valid. That is why we need to often fact check the validity of the science people claim backs up their beliefs by going to skeptic sites. We must do this because if less adequate spiritual beliefs are given extra credence, then more adequate differing beliefs will be not given the credence they deserve. Fraud and deception do occur at times in the spiritual field of study.

The importance of time and space to the oneness of our physical/spiritual reality

One has to understand the physical spiritual connection and the degree of oneness in the interaction between the spiritual and the physical. One can not eliminate the affects the rules that impact our physical reality have on how our spirit operates.. We can not escape space or time and its impact on us, since they are vital to how our reality works. The spirit is dependent on the physical world and can not escape this vital connection.

Some spiritual belief systems tend to focus on escaping from this physical reality which is not a healthy thing for the spirit to do.  Time(a vital part of our physical reality) is so important to ones sense of purpose and spiritual effectiveness. One can not train to be good at anything without putting the required time in. Time give one an identity gotten from what ones past experience have made us into. Time gives us a present in which we depend on our past experiences and training to make the most of what we are able to achieve. And a future that gives us something that we can aim for and give us a sense of purpose. It is hard to know where one is heading if one does not anticipate what would be a good next/future step.
Tuning out from time and space may temporarily remove a lot of the pressures of life, but it is disorienting and is not good for helping one to better cope with the reality one exist in right now and will continue to exist in regularly in the future. Being able to really focus on the time and space one is moving through is very important when one is trying to make the most of the challenges that are part of life. Being disoriented in time and space is not a safe place to be spiritually when one is facing challenging circumstances.Even when the spirit leaves its body, it needs to know where it is at and not become disoriented. A spirit that is trained to be well oriented within our physical multiverse while being incarnated will be a more oriented spirit when it leaves its body and is trying to find the right situation for its next incarnation.

The way the spirit operates within the rules of our physical reality

This post represents my speculation on the spirit and how it operates independent of a body based on my intuition and understanding of how our reality works.  I do get a lot of information about how the spirit operates from my dreams in my sleep.  I believe that ones spirit does often leave the body in ones sleep.  That we can gain a lot of insight from our dreams about how the spirit operates.  Spiritual training I believe also helps an awful lot to help one to better connect with the spirit world(that is located in the same time and space as the physical world and constantly interacts with it) and understand what is happening there while one is dreaming.

The spirit after leaving its body at death has to find the type of body that it has experience in operating. It has certain genetic requirements necessary to meet its needs. Some spirits are more specialized than others and have to have bodies that meet more specialized genetic requirements. Spirits can not escape the time and space they exist in. They do exist in a time and space when incarnated in a body, and when they leave their body must travel from the point they leave the body through space in order to get to another location. The spirit is less limited in some ways when it is without the weight of a body and can travel a lot more quickly and readily through space. But, it still takes time for the spirit to travel through space even when the spirit is not burdened with the weight of being connected to a physical body.. It is hard for a spirit(even without body) to travel through areas of space it is not familiar with.

Most spirits tend to become quite attached to the location they have become familiar with. Most spirits are not that adventurous or willing to deal with a great deal of change, so they tend to stay put to quite a degree. A spirit that becomes a ghost will tend to become really attached to a location. Of course if a crisis hit they would be impelled to accept change in order to continue to have their needs met as to being able to find a suitable body and habitat to meets its vital needs. The multiverse does vary spiritually from one place to another. The spirit would have to be quite motivated to go to places that are quite different spiritually than their present location. Spirits have relationships with other spirits that will often have to be left behind when a spirit decides to travel to a place quite a distant from their current location.
With the motivation of an emergency a group of spirits can more readily travel together further through space in order to find a new location to incarnate into. Spirits do have to travel through the space between different locations within the multiverse. They can not jump from one place to another without covering the territory occurring between locations. Just because a spirit leaves its physical body, does not mean the rules that govern this multiverse no longer apply. Even when the spirit leaves the body in dreams at night, it still has its limitations

The continuous existence of ones spirit.

I do believe that spirits continuously exist(reincarnates) and do not believe psychics are completely off when they connect with spirits after they die. I connected with both the spirit of my brother and my mother really strongly after they died in my dreams. Some people are not as tuned into the spirit world as others, but one can do meditative training in order to improve ones connection in this area. One dreams in ones sleep can connect one to the spirit world to quite a degree. Scientist rarely train intensely in the spiritual area, since it is such an opposite direction. I feel psychically my continuous existence as an individual spirit. I train extremely hard spiritually using my own intense meditative/mind-body exercises. The psychic senses that help one to tune into the spiritual have to be developed.

We really are not that advanced in the spiritual area at this time in this world and can do a lot to improve in this area. The predominating spiritual ideas that have a lot of psychic support in this world(due to a quantity of believer here)are easily tuned into by a lot of people. New more advanced spiritual ideas(recently developed and not yet having the time to gain a lot of psychic support of a lot of believers) will take more work to connect with, but will if one makes the effort to required to understand and program oneself with them will help one to become a lot more aware and effective spiritually in this world. It sure helps to have a good spiritual road map to help one better understand what is going on in this world on a deeper level.

The spiritual ideas that work the best to help us cope and do well in the physical reality we exist in right now will be the ones that will be closest to the truth. The truth tends to work! When one is really strongly challenged in this world spiritually, one has to have spiritual ideas that help you to hang in there and handle it. Any spiritual ideas that allow one a way to escape from facing this reality when it becomes really challenging through going out of existence, or going into a reality that is not as challenging will harm ones ability to hang in there. When one knows that one will spiritually continuously face similar challenges in the future even beyond this life, one will be more willing to learn how handle the intense challenges that you are now facing. This world has a lot of intense challenges right now that we need to advance spiritually in order to better handle.

Spiritual programming and Consequences(Karma)

To be good at performing well at anything it takes good training and programming.  This is true in the spiritual area.  In order to be able to behave in the way that will bring about positive consequences one needs to have good spiritual radar(intuition)to help one to sense what would be the better action to take under a given circumstance.  We live in a very complicated and challenging world, so often it can be hard to figure what would be the best action to take.  What we believe deep inside us about how reality works spiritually will have a lot of impact on how we perceive a situation and how we respond to it.  We all have guiding beliefs that affect how we see and react to things that occur in our reality.

As we transform ourselves by improving our guiding spiritual beliefs, we will be able to act in a way that will bring about more positive results.  But, improving ones beliefs is not easy and takes a lot of work.  There is a mental and spiritual process involved when it comes to building and then programming within oneself a more advance belief system.   First one build up ones spiritual/emotional/mental strength so that one will gain a stronger connection with reality.  One has to have a mind that is spiritually able to handle a stronger dose of the truth before one can improve ones beliefs.  Then, one has to do the required deep thinking( helped by using sources one senses have  a degree of spiritual reliability) in order to get all the preliminary pieces of the puzzle required, so as to construct spiritual beliefs that are even more in harmony with reality than ones previous beliefs.  When one has done the necessary preliminary thinking and explored the spiritual ideas required, one will then be ready to receive and hold onto a better spiritual belief.  When one is ready one can gain this better spiritual belief from some one else who one draws to oneself or through ones own creativity.   One has to do a lot of trial and error testing to see how well differing beliefs serve one in this world, so that one will know which beliefs are more likely to work than others.  When performing in this world one has to experiment quite a bit to find out what tend to work better.

We transform ourselves as we transform/improve our spiritual beliefs.  When we have truly transformed ourselves and imprinted better spiritual beliefs within ourselves, our behavior and habits should change for the better,  and we should produce better consequences in our lives.  One should be able to have a lot of impact on the consequences of ones past actions as a result of becoming a better version of oneself.  The effectiveness of meditation and other spiritual type actions one uses to impact ones own spiritual energy field and to send out to impact the outside world is very much affected by ones spiritual beliefs and the strength that comes with them.  One can have a lot of impact to change the negative consequences/karma of ones past behavior using the more positive and effective spiritual energy one can now direct outwardly as a result of going through the process required to reach a more positive spiritual state.

Spiritual training goes hand in hand with obtaining better spiritual beliefs.  Spiritual training not only involves spiritual practices such as prayer(chanting) and meditative techniques, but also involves taking on challenges in life that really test our selves emotionally.  We are able to test the effectiveness of our spiritual beliefs in the very challenging reality we are now in on this Earth, and by so doing see in what way we can improve them.  It is by improving ones spiritual beliefs and training that we are able to transform the spiritual state we are in and help transform the spiritual state this world in a positive(constructive) way.  We can do a lot to improve the spiritual state of ourselves and the world we live in.

Determining the Value of What One is Contributing to this World.

A religion should provide people with effective rational spiritual beliefs that help them to behave in a valuable way to themselves  and the world they exist in. How is the value gauged?

How one values things is very much affected by ones spiritual programming. Ones spiritual radar is very much affected by how good ones spiritual programming is. It helps to have spiritual programming that connects one really well with the concrete/physical world one exists in right now, in order for one to properly evaluate how much one is able to contribute in a constructive, rational, healing, way to the world one inhabits right now. It is important to value the concrete world that one exists in right now(not see it as an illusion)in order to be able to properly assess what one is contributing to it. Of course one has to take good care of oneself in order to function well enough to contribute something worthwhile to this world.
In accessing how much of value one is contributing and how to improve on this, one will often have to do some research and consult others.  There are lots of examples one can read about valuable contributions made by all sorts of people in all sorts of roles or occupations.Having rational spiritual programming helps one to act rationally which helps one to better tune into the rational link between actions and consequences. So often accidents happen as a result of people not acting in a sober rational way. Doing meditative/mind-body exercises that increase the link between the physical and the spiritual can be very helpful.

The diet I use to help me handle my intense physical/spiritual exercise!

Diet seems to be a really controversial subject. Some people are into raw foods. Some believe in the cave man diet. Some think we all should become vegans. Some avoid all genetically engineered foods. Some are into organic food. It can be expensive to be on certain diets that are so particular. But, we all are different and have different biological vulnerabilities.  This diet has evolved as time went on and was higher in protein at times than I would recommend!  It is important to do some good research and self experimentation in order to find a healthy diet that works for you!  Edited 9/26/20

My most recent diet is Vegan with my main staple being oatmeal mostly in the form of quick oats that since they are partially cooked in processing I  can eat raw.  I do add some salt to it.  I have been eating them with canned peas. Both are very healthy especially when I add a good multivitamin daily.  I have eaten peanuts at times during those 2 years.  Fresh cooked greens would work better if readily available! I eat frequent small meals. My diet does work for me enabling me to handle my very extremely physical/spiritual training program.  I have been on this program for the last 2 years

 I have to be frugal and I do not fear scientific innovation when it comes to food and nutrition, provided it was done with reasonably good intent(an intuitive value judgement) and has some history(not extremely new). I do use vitamin supplements, but do not use the expensive more natural ones. My calorie restricted vegan low fat diet works well for me and my hard training, but would probably be too harsh for a lot of people.  I do not eat any junk food or add any spices(extra flavoring) to my food.       

This is my past diet history along with my thoughts at the time:

3/16/14: I eat 6 small meals a day about 3 hours apart.  My diet includes vegetables(mostly cooked greens), fruit, whey protein, one tablespoon refrigerated canola or soy oil(meals 1&5 only-not used in cooking-do not fry food), salt(need some to feel okay), oatmeal/brown rice, and a lot of vitamin and mineral supplements.  I take Vitamin C(250-500 mg) with 4 of my meals.  I take a multi-vitamin mineral tablet and B-complex tablet twice a day with meals 1 and 5.    I make sure I get plenty of calcium/magnesium in either my multi-vitamin-mineral tablet or in other added tablets.  I am lately on a very high protein diet – about 140 grams of protein a day.  I can replace rice or oatmeal with fruit.

I did a lot of reading the last 2 days on the subject regarding eating before and after exercise. I did learn a lot. But, I found no need to change the unique approach that I feel works so very well for me. I just figured out why it may be working well for me. I do believe that we all have to figure out what approach works well for us. I do not seem to have any bad days when I exercise, they all are very rough and very similar. I do keep trying to push harder every time.

I do eat a lot of(whey) protein in my 6 small meals(3 hours apart) with one of these meals being shortly after exercising. When I work out in the morning without breakfast, I will not have a lot of glycogen stored in my body, since(I read) the body uses up a lot while one sleeps. This will affect how long I last when doing my intense exercises. I do feel I last long enough to have a lot of positive impact. Often when you subject your body to more challenging conditions(heat and altitude for example) you gain results from doing this. I believe one can train ones body to burn fat more efficiently(thus needing less glycogen in your fuel mix)and also train the body to store more glycogen. One will then find that when you train under more ideal conditions(with more available glycogen-like after carbo-loading), one will be able to last so much longer.

I have read about different people doing quite well doing different things. It can takes a while for the body to adjust to a quite different program. Science often does not take this enough into account as well as other variables. In the past body builders use to believe in training on an empty stomach. Arnold Schwarzenegger did quite well doing this. I read about a person doing quite well exercise-wise on a very low carb diet. We all are different(genetically) and have different goals. So we have to do our own research and figure out what approach works best for us.

Update 8/13/14:  I now have been eating a 7th meals at 2:00 AM on mornings(4:30 AM Monday-Wednesday-Friday)  I do my really intense 2 handed overhead non-stop (modified)dumbbell swing exercise.  This acts a little like carbo loading and allows me to last longer.  I am now able to last 15 minutes non-stop swings, doing first fifty 40 lb swings followed immediately by as many 20 lb swings as i can safely do.   I forgot to mention that I use Lite salt(contains sodium and potassium) a lot to provide the electrolytes I need to exercise really hard and to help hydrate myself adequately especially when it is hot.

Updated 3/31/15:  I have cut my the amount of protein in my diet down quite a bit to around 90 grams a day.   Updated:  May 2015 lowered protein to about 75 grams a day mostly from whey protein.

I do have to focus a lot on my diet in order to stay lean and fit. My body can easily gain weight due to all the stress in my life. I have had periods in which I have had quite a bit more body fat. The main thing is to focus on eating healthier and eating the amount of food that makes you function at your best. Different diets and body types work better for different people. Everyone is different! Addictive type foods can readily sabotage a diet. I do not eat any junk food, but have not done so for a very long time. Just like exercise, diet requires a lot of effort over a long period of time to get good at it. The body has to adjust to any changes one makes in regard to diet and exercise. So one usually does best to make incremental changes and allow the body time to adjust. If you try to do too much too fast, your body and spirit can become overwhelmed and cause you to have a setback. Also, if you do have a setback and lose control of ones diet, one should not give up, but just go right back on your diet with what ever adjustments you can figure out will help make it work better in the future. One should not allow one bad day destroy your diet. Nothing works perfectly. One will have some setbacks, but one just has to try to maintain a constant effort over time.

Updated 7/7/15:  I have been on an austere calorie restricted diet(some people use this type diet to increase their longevity)which along with very intense meditative and cardio exercises is helping me develop an ascetic body type that works really well for spiritual strength and awareness.  I now weight 124 lbs at 5’10”.

8/11/15:  I eat 6-7 meals(usually a meal every 3 hours) a day. I eat really small portions at the beginning of the day and try to build up as much hunger as I can. I then use meditative walking to help me better handle this hunger. I find battling hunger a really effective and challenging spiritual exercise. I do tend to push the edge a lot physically and spiritually and have been doing this for a very long time, so am quite good at doing it safely. I do eat a little more the last 2 meals of the day(6PM&9PM)so that I will have some energy for my 4 AM exercise routine. At 2 AM a couple of hours before I do my dumbbell swing routine(3 days a week) I eat an extra meal/snack of salted oatmeal to give me the extra energy this exercise requires.

8/15/15:  I had to increase my daily calories in my diet and eat a 7th meal of salted oatmeal every night. My body made it clear to me that I could no longer feed off of my remaining body fat, which is very little! Maintaining my current body type will be as hard as it was to get there. Being a spiritual pioneer, it takes me a little while to figure out how to mask adjustments when a transition is required. Have to figure things out on my own since have no really good sources/references to use to guide me. But, after a few days of experimentation I seem to have made the required adjustments to my diet. I do do things to the extreme, but we live in an age where we need to be able to handle really extreme situations. We do live in the “Atomic Age” where we have to have experts who are able to handle situations in which the “margin of error” is extremely small and the consequences of mistakes can be extreme!  I now weight about 120 lbs at 5′ 10″.

6/29/16:  I have eliminated whey protein from my diet, so that I am now getting most of my protein from oatmeal.  I have been using quick oats and eating them raw(they are cooked to some degree in the process that creates them before packaged and sold).  I have been on this diet for a while and it has been working well with my training routine.  I had weighed as much as 150 and have already lost 5 lbs on it.  It seems to be enhancing my spiritual sensitivity a little more.  So my diet is now Vegan.  But, I do not exaggerate the spiritual benefits of being a Vegan like a lot of people seem to do.  I try not to be overly self-righteous!

6/25/17:  I am cutting my calories by a quarter by having meals every 4 hours instead of 3(6 meals done around the clock). WHY am I doing this: because I am not reaching people well enough with my fantastic spiritual ideas and techniques. So I need to intensify my stoicism, which I have done in the past with a sort of hunger training. I need to bring really strong(spiritual) survival energy to this world. I do not fool around in a world that is in denial about how backwards it is spiritually! I weigh around 138 lbs at 5’10” but am extremely fit physically and spiritually! I am a spiritual athlete which is quite different from a physical athlete. A spiritual athlete has a body conditioned to handle really strong emotions and the physical stress that comes with it!

7/16/17  Cut down to 5 meals(3AM, 8AM,12PM.5PM&10PM.)

8/1/17  I am reducing my calories even further since my weight has stayed even for about a week at between 130 and 131 lbs. My metabolism has obviously quickly adjusted most likely as a result of how my meditative exercises help my body to quickly adjust to a slower metabolism. I feel I am still not intense enough, since I am not yet getting the support I really need for the fantastic spiritual theories and techniques I have developed! One less meal(4) and around 1300 calories. I started yesterday and already feel I can handle it. This diet may be temporary, I may go back to 1600 calories, I may not. All I want is to keep getting stronger spiritually and so far that is happening.   I have done similar cycling before. It helps makes my spiritual energy sharper and more intense! I can handle spiritual states others are unable to handle and the body has a lot of impact on what type of spiritual state you are able to maintain. I need really strong survival type spiritual energy and I need to be very much on the edge or fine line that can make that happen. I need to be in an extreme state that is opposite from those that are so addicted to various drugs/desires that they have really tuned out this challenging reality that exists on this Earth with all of its problems rooted in the spiritual. So many people have their spiritual perspective distorted or inadequate and have no idea how tuned out they are spiritually as compared to what is required by the demands of these times!  I continue to take the same amount of vitamin and mineral supplements:    I take a multivitamin-mineral tablet and 500 milligrams Vitamin C at my 6 AM meal,  take a calcium-magnesium-zinc(1/3 daily value) at 12 AM and PM meal with 500 milligrams vitamin C, and I take a B complex vitamin tablet and 500 milligram Vitamin C at 6 PM meal.

8/16/17  Went back to 5 meals(1600 calories)with about 50 gm protein on 8/4/17(4 meals 1300 calories lasted only 4 days).  I has a muscle spasm in my lower back that led to a minor injury and threatened my training program so I decided that 1300 calories with about 40 gm protein was too hard on my body.  1600 calories is rough, but it is working well!  It may be a diet that can last long term, since I am not losing weight on it!

9/19/17  Back at 6 meals a day(1900 calories)  weigh 124 at 5’10’, but am really healthy physically and spiritually with spiritual ascetic body type!

10/13/17  Still on same program, but will add an extra meal when I feel I need one to keep my energy up!  My weight is staying even and I still am able to do my extremely intense spiritual exercise routine.  I do a really intense 3/4 of a mile meditative run every other day and a 6 minute nonstop modified meditative 2 handed 20 lb dumbbell swing exercise the days I do not run!  Here is a link to my intense dumbbell swing exercise:

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/06/17/crunches-stretches-13-minutes-non-stop-2-hand-overhead-behind-back-dumbbells-swings-and-1-mile-meditative-runshort-walk/

We have continuously evolved using cycles in our understanding of Science and the Spiritual

Thomas Goodwin

I do not see anything coming from ancient times that indicates in any way that they were superior to the civilizations that followed them. I feel we have continuously made progress from one civilization to the next. At least we have madeprogress over time in being able to better record in writing/print our knowledge and History. When dealing with ancient times, we have to depend a lot on our intuition to fill in the dots as to what we do not know. We have to decide which scientists are most reliable. The ancients did have a well developed brain, so they were able to do some impressive things with what knowledge they did have. But, we do not lose all the spiritual knowledge that we gain when a civilization falls apart. Any knowledge lost would soon be recovered, since the psychic trail would remain and will help it to be quickly rediscovered. Knowledge changes the human psyche on a deep spiritual level.A lot of people reincarnate continuously on this Earth, since most spirits become really attached to this planet and to other spirits who are also attached to this planet. These people who reincarnate will retain a psychic sense of that will help them to quickly rediscover when conditions are right what ever knowledge they previously were exposed to. This happens also in the spiritual area. But more new knowledge will be discovered in each successive civilization up to the present. We have not reach a level where we can not progress a lot farther than previous civilizations. We are way advanced over the Roman Empire, that was so instrumental in developing Christianity.

It should be obvious to anyone that we have a lot more growing to do in our understanding of the spiritual, based on how spiritual messed up this world now is. I do not see how anyone can see all the harsh and unhealthy conditions as well as abuse that exists in this world as being a sign that we really know what we are doing spiritually on this planet

The Physical is an Essential Part of our Spirit’s Reality

Thomas Goodwin

I do not believe the spirit can ever escape the physical world around it. I believe that even when it leaves the body(enters spirit world) between lives, it still is partly in the physical world and is affected by its rules. Without a body the spirit may be able to travel a lot faster in the physical world and is not as limited as when it has a body. One will notice in ones dreams(a place where we connect more strongly with, or visit  the spirit world) that one is able to do a lot of things there, that one can not do when awake. I believe it still takes time to do things in the spirit world, even if it takes less time, since the resistance in this realm is less.

I believe when we leave our body either in our dreams or after death, that we do not escape space or time, and that our spirit will have to travel from its point of leaving the body through space within our multiverse, in order to get to a new location. That it will take time for it to get anywhere. I believe the spirit is a lot less limited in regard to what it can tune into. Even when the spirit is well implanted in its body when awake, it often can tune into a lot spiritually that is way beyond its current location.

What one has to remind oneself is that the physical world and the important properties that go with it are part of the spiritual oneness of reality. That means that one can never totally escape from it. Often people who focus on the spiritual, have trouble getting along with science, because they tend to not value the physical aspect of our reality well enough. When one devalues the importance of the physical world, it make its easier to devalue the importance of proving oneself spiritually in it, by impacting it in a way that make a positive difference. If we had really adequate spiritual ideas and training, we should be able to transform this spiritual world into a much better place. We should appreciate the physical part of our reality, and not be so quick to devalue its important properties.

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