l am a neurologically different spiritual pioneer for a reason. One spiritual focus and purpose comes from ones spiritual beliefs/theories. We all live in a spiritually backwards world with us not having the spiritual maturity to handle the very serious problems of this modern world. Toxic spiritual energy saturates our planet as a result.

Being a spiritual pioneer, I have for decades especially since 1980 been working on improving my spiritual theories and meditative exercise techniques. I developed a new astrology system as a result. In the process I had to clean out a lot of toxic energy inside of me. The mind and spirit get impeded by this toxic energy and limits how hard one can push oneself when it comes to extremely hard physical spiritual type training. Even the diet and nutrition required to do this extremely difficult training can not be stayed on if one has too much toxic energy making you crave certain less healthy food or making one unwilling to search for and find the diet and nutritional suppliment program that works best for you even if it not recommended by the medical industry.

An extremely strong mental and spiritual connection with the reality we exist in right now is hard to obtain. Toxic emotional/spiritual energy fogs the mind and makes it hard for one to separate oneself from the conforming masses and the prevailing beliefs that they are so attached to. One can not push yourself extremely hard if your beliefs do not support such an effort level. Ones spiritual grip on reality needs to become stronger in order to be able to have a clear reason to push oneself so extremely hard and do so safely guided by a goal well worth the effort to obtain.